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From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…
Wednesday, October 05, 2011 (7:00 pm)
It's the end of this day for me but I have the whole night to go yet! What will it be? So far today I have not heard from anybody and have no idea whether I will hear or not from my friends or from Ahmad! I have been absorbed with the typesetting of the next book You have inspired me to put together so I have not been thinking much about why Peter or Ahmad or Jake have not called to let me know whether they coming or not. But now I am wondering what's going on! Most probably each one of them are just taking care of their business and it has not occurred to them to call me! That's the way things are! I called Mary today and found out that the wedding took place and they did not think to invite me. I need to get used to this sort of things after all I am an outsider and I cannot expect for anyone to cater to me as if I was a member of their families!
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua fill my cup and quench the thirsting of my soul for things as the attention of any human being that cannot satisfy—no matter how much attention any human being can give to me it will never satisfy the thirsting I have for us all to come together under Your tutelage! I do not want anything for my own self! I really want it all for You and You know it! You know that my dream and hope is for my friends and loved ones to come together under one roof to share Your Presence within us! But such seem to be so far out of reach for me! Yet You are in control and You will see me through this waiting period that we all must go through!
Thursday, October 06, 2011 (3:26 am)
Thanks for sleep my Master but I am still sleepy so I am going back to bed! It's now 6:58 am and I have been awake for a while taking care of my chores. Now I must resume my work in the book. But You know my Master that I am not doing well! My emotions are raging big time because of the lack of love from Your people! Your people does not know much about true love; they only know about self-love.
It is true that I long for the love of Your people but it is not for my self-love but because I know that if they would give me their love they will receive ten fold of Your love because to love me or your neighbor is commanded by You in order for You to bless us! To love me—their neighbor is the second commandment equal to the first commandment as it is written,
Matthew 22:37-40
And He replied to him, You shall love the Almighty Creator of your beings—your Master with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind (intellect). This is the great (most important, principal) and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as you do yourself. These two commandments sum up and upon them depend all the Law and the Prophets.
Alas! We have not even begun to comprehend such an awesome and great commandment as it is the first commandment much less the second one! I know for my own self that it is so for I still do not have full comprehension of such a matter and I am not different than any other human being—we are all alike we only like to think that we have a unique human nature! But we are sadly mistaken—human nature is human nature in all human beings and it is exactly alike—NO GOOD – CORRUPT – an EMMITY to the NATURE of our CREATOR within our beings!
Yes it is true that each one of have been given a distinct and unique personality but we mess up and distort our personalities with our pretensions of goodness! Because we refuse to submit our wills to the will of our Creator—we insist in living according to our understanding of life and everything else—we are a rebellious and willful bunch of human beings!
Ah! Pardon me! I have offended your tender human nature! Tender human nature? Bah! Humbug! Away with your tenderness! Toughen up! Face the fact—there is nothing tender about your human nature and Your eternal life is at stake! Beware! For unless you come to terms with your own wickedness and abandon all your pretensions of goodness you will remain blind and unable to submit your will to our Creator! These writings are not meant to condemn and judge you but they are meant to expose the hindrances between you and the Almighty Creator of our beings to enable you to repent of your present attitude in the lifestyle of your choice and submit your will to the Almighty that He might deliver you from the doom sure to befall on you should you not repent! That's it in a nutshell!
From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…
Friday, October 07, 2011 (10:26 am)
I can hardly believe it but I have not recorded anything since 3 am yesterday! I spent my day yesterday recording the message above and piddling around in the apartment and sleeping! But the main thing I did yesterday was to amuse myself with my graphics skill! Ahmad came for a visit in the afternoon and then I kept at my graphics with much intensity! I am still at my graphics! But I need to turn off the PC to revamp the memory and so I am taking a break! This was a graphics day! I was totally consumed building and arranging graphics just for the enjoyment of my own self! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! I thank You my Master for giving me such abilities to pass the time effectively instead of just wasting my time entertaining myself with follies of no value!
Saturday, October 08, 2011 (4:28 am)
Shabbat Shalom my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua! Today I am hoping to have company to celebrate our day—Peter is supposed to join me and I'm looking forward to his company! I'm so grateful that You have at last send Peter and Jakari and Vicki and Raed my way to fellowship in Your Presence! O how we enjoy each other company! And now I'm going back to my graphics endeavor!
O HalleluYah! Yes! This is another especial Shabbat! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! You have given me one of the best graphical expressions of the life that I am now living—a SUPER-natural Life!!! As it is represented in my graphical arrangement right here:
Zechariah 4:6
Then he said to me, This addition of the bowl to the candlestick, causing it to yield a ceaseless supply of oil from the olive trees is the word of the Master to Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by My Spirit—of Whom the oil is a symbol, says the Master of hosts.
Psalms 119:36-50
Incline my heart to Your testimonies and not to covetousness (robbery, sensuality, unworthy riches). Turn away my eyes from beholding vanity (idols and idolatry); and restore me to vigorous life and health in Your ways. Establish Your word and confirm Your promise to Your servant, which is for those who reverently fear and devotedly worship You.
Turn away my reproach which I fear and dread, for Your ordinances are good. Behold, I long for Your precepts; in Your righteousness give me renewed life. Let Your mercy and loving-kindness come also to me, O Master, even Your deliverance according to Your promise; then shall I have an answer for those who taunt and reproach me, for I lean on, rely on, and trust in Your word.
And take not the word of truth utterly out of my mouth, for I hope in Your ordinances. I will keep Your law continually, forever and ever—hearing, receiving, loving, and obeying it. And I will walk at liberty and at ease, for I have sought and inquired for and desperately required Your precepts. I will speak of Your testimonies also before kings and will not be put to shame. For I will delight myself in Your commandments, which I love.
My hands also will I lift up in fervent supplication to Your commandments, which I love, and I will meditate on Your statutes. Remember—fervently the word and promise to Your servant, in which You have caused me to hope. This is my comfort and consolation in my affliction: that Your word has revived me and given me life.
From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…
Saturday, October 08, 2011 (9:23 am)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua I know You have given all of this today especially for my dear and beloved new friend Peter! And to think that today he will come to celebrate Shabbat and find this surprise waiting for him but! That's not all! The best You are giving me today is the essence of what this day is all about—the day of Atonement! Yes today is the day of Atonement and it is a most important day for us to keep separate from any other day as we are to keep the Shabbat!
A great number of Your people are keeping this day and in the most solemn way they are fasting and denying themselves the best way they understand they are to do! Yet for quite a while now You have been showing me that Your people is missing the whole point of Your appointed and commanded days that we are to keep! How is this happening? I have already recorded the answer to these matters in the many books that I have written since my Master called me to write but for now I will answer the question by quoting an excerpt from my book DAILY RECORD for A DRASTIC MEASURE: FAST and PRAY UNTIL I HEAR FROM ON HIGH!
Excerpt… Why fast and pray?
"I see how you have always known that something is amiss with all such practices but you cannot quite understand or explain what is it that is amiss with all such practices among My children. My child—My beloved Thia My children walk and live amiss because My children refuse to give up their own understanding of everything on and under and above the earth. And My children are heavily depending on their feelings or emotional senses."
Monday, April 12, 2010 (1:27 am).
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua why fast and pray? Before You started Your walk among people You fasted for 40 days. And many of times You have quickened me to fast. I will see now what it is written about fasting. It is written,
Leviticus 16:29-34
It shall be a statute to you forever that in the seventh month—nearly October on the tenth day of the month you shall afflict yourselves by fasting with penitence and humiliation and do no work at all, either the native-born or the stranger who dwells temporarily among you. For on this day atonement shall be made for you, to cleanse you; from all your sins you shall be clean before our Creator. It is a Sabbath of solemn rest to you, and you shall afflict yourselves by fasting with penitence and humiliation; it is a statute forever. And the priest who shall be anointed and consecrated to minister in the priest's office in his father's stead shall make atonement, wearing the set apart linen garments; He shall make atonement for the Set Apart Sanctuary, for the Tent of Meeting, and for the altar of burnt offering in the court, and shall make atonement for the priests and for all the people of the assembly. This shall be an everlasting statute for you, that atonement may be made for the Israelites for all their sins once a year. And Moses did as our Creator commanded him.
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua how sternly the above Scriptures are quoted to me and how strictly Your people are now set in performing these commandments that are meant to be an everlasting statute for us. Yet Master Yahushua You said,
Matthew 5:17-20
Do not think that I have come to do away with or undo the Law or the Prophets (the Law and the Prophets is a term used for the pre-Messianic Scriptures); I have come not to do away with or undo but to complete and fulfill them. For truly I tell you, until the sky and earth pass away and perish, not one smallest letter nor one little hook identifying certain Hebrew letters will pass from the Law—the Torah until all things it foreshadows are accomplished. Whoever then breaks or does away with or relaxes one of the least important of these commandments and teaches men so shall be called least important in the kingdom of heaven, but he who practices them and teaches others to do so shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven. For I tell you, unless your righteousness—your uprightness and your right standing with your Father who is in the heavens is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.
"My child—My beloved Thia I see your wrestling with all the different interpretations and assumptions made out of My words. And I see your wrestling about the different practices and ways that My children are set on. And I see how you have always known that something is amiss with all such practices but you cannot quite understand or explain what is it that is amiss with all such practices among My children.
"My child—My beloved Thia My children walk and live amiss because My children refuse to give up their own understanding of everything on and under and above the earth. And My children are heavily depending on their feelings or emotional senses. Therefore throughout the ages I have selected a few especial vessels to carry the TRUTH about My Being and My ways. This TRUTH is unchangeable and ALL my selected vessels carry this unchangeable TRUTH impeccably without any deviation whatsoever!
"Unfortunately because My children refuse to give up their own understanding of everything on and under and above the earth; and because My children are heavily depending on their feelings or emotional senses My children do not mind My selected vessels. Indeed! My children for the most are unable to even recognize My selected vessels and they grab on to whatever vessel is carrying a message of their liking.
"Thus is the human nature of mankind. Therefore the many religions and beliefs have enslaved My children to the point of eternal death! And you are wondering My child—My beloved Thia you are wondering as to how in the world am I going to set My children free from all those religions and beliefs which My children have willfully and freely chosen for their master and king instead of Me?
"My precious child—My beloved Thia in the midst of your wondering you know how I am doing it but it is not quite that simple to explain or to define because My doings have no explanation or definition suitable to the human mind! Yet My child—My beloved Thia everyday you come more and more into the knowledge of My secret doings by your simple obedience to My daily instructions even when you don't understand one iota of how I am doing it all and such lack of understanding is causing you a lot of discomfort!
"But in My part My child—My precious Thia I am just delighted to see your rejoicing in the midst of all the discomforts that you are suffering. And I am delighted to bring to your remembrance that the discomforts that you are suffering are nothing comparing to the atrocities that your Messiah and all My servants from past and present have had to suffer.
"Nonetheless My child—My beloved Thia do not trouble yourself because you are no longer beaten with the rod that you have been beaten all of your life. For the atrocities that you have suffered are not any lesser than the atrocities that all My servants of past and present had to suffer even though those atrocities were the result of your own sin. Yet My precious child—My beloved Thia I have set you FREE and you are no longer to experience the rod of chastisement because you are free indeed and I have empowered you to live above all the adversities and disappointments and discomforts from this lower realm of human life and I have raised you to live in the supernatural realm next to My heart; thus is My aim to do with all of My children though that you don't understand how I am doing it!
"And it amuses Me to see you snickering because you know that it is written that only a small remnant shall be saved. But My child you have no comprehension of the things I said and do so you have no comprehension of My numberless remnant. But you know that I would do just what I said I would do so you snicker but your snickering is only amusing to Me because I know your utter inability to comprehend these things but you go along believing in Me just the same! O what a delight you are to Me My child—My beloved Thia! Here you are bidding My instructions to fast and pray even when you are not quite sure of what you are doing! O I tell you My child you delight My heart! And yes I will strengthen you to do this supernatural fast for My honor and esteem and the life of the people I have given unto you!
"So My child—My beloved Thia you are asking Me why fast and pray? And the answer is obvious as it is written in Leviticus 16 where I decreed that a day of fasting and prayer for atonement shall be made for you to cleanse you. And through fasting and prayer you shall atone for all your sins; and you shall be clean before your Father who is in the heavens as it is written,
It shall be a statute to you forever that in the seventh month—nearly October on the tenth day of the month you shall afflict yourselves by fasting with penitence and humiliation and do no work at all, either the native-born or the stranger who dwells temporarily among you. For on this day atonement shall be made for you, to cleanse you; from all your sins you shall be clean before our Creator. It is a Sabbath of solemn rest to you, and you shall afflict yourselves by fasting with penitence and humiliation; it is a statute forever.
"If only My children do what I call them to do in the way that I mean things to be done! O yes, My children do struggle to obey My commandments and fast and pray but again, they are struggling with their own human power and ability without submitting their will to My will. Thus My children insist in doing what seems good to them and their peers and nothing else! And year after year after year they repeat the same rituals exactly what Yahushua Messiah told them NOT to do! For Yahushua Messiah told them clearly as it written and you quoted above in Matthew 5:17-20 and verse 20 clearly states,
For I tell you, unless your righteousness—your uprightness and your right standing with your Father who is in the heavens is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.
"My child—My beloved Thia truly, unless your righteousness—your uprightness and your right standing with your Father who is in the heavens is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. And it is also clearly written in Matthew 23:1-39.
"My child—My beloved Thia the leaders of My children are not only the ones sitting in Moshe's seat but they are the leaders sitting in the place of authority in all religions. And as much humility as the leaders of My children claim to have they most certainly do not heed the words spoken by your Messiah Yahushua in many different ways not just in the chapter quoted here.
"Therefore My child—My beloved Thia I must compel you along with all My servants to proclaim Yahushua's words loudly and clear again and again. That chapter continues with very strong words addressed not only to the scribes and Pharisees of that time but also for all the scribes and Pharisees and teachers and preachers and leaders of all religions. HEED My children HEED for it is written in the whole of this chapter plus in many other chapters where I admonish My children likewise Yahushua did in Matthew 23:1-39.
"Why do My children insist in doing the same things that the scribes and Pharisees were in the past and are doing now in the present? Why are My children so intent in all of these colossal gatherings while My harvest field withers for lack of laborers? Why are My children so intent in the study of My Torah or My written words in whatever religion but are never able to practice them? Why do My children keep following one or another leader and calling and exalting man exactly as Yahushua Messiah told them not to do?
"Simply My child—My beloved Thia because of the human nature ingrained within them. Yet though many shall die in their sins it will only be because those are the ones who do not belong to Me. Therefore My child—My beloved Thia all My children shall eventually hear and answer My call and will heal and restore them and prepare them for My soon return. And you need not to concern yourself with the ones who tough they hear My call they refuse to submit their will and mind to Me because they do not belong to Me.
"I know how hard it is for you to comprehend how your closest friends and relatives could die in their sins but remember that Judas was among Yahushua's first selected twelve and he answered My call yet he was a devil a son of perdition therefore he refused to submit his will and mind to Me. Such things are beyond the human mind's grasp so there is no need for you to dwell in such things. But I have given you My Word—My solemn promised to you to do good for your children and for all the ones I have selected to cross your path of life. You must keep your focus on Me and My Word to you even though that the whole spectrum of all the people you have met and have been acquainted with seems so bleak and devoid of any hope that they are minding any of what you stand for as My witness and My servant. Remember I am in control and I will keep My solemn promise to you!
"So why fast and pray My child—My beloved Thia? To atone for your sins and the sins of My children and complete what is lacking in the rest of My children to fully receive the offering of the body of Yahushua Messiah once for all by which you have been set apart as My chosen children destined to stand in My Presence and fellowship with Me and by all means destined as inheritors of My Kingdom along with Yahushua your Messiah!
"So what is the fast that I have chosen against the fast that My children have invented to keep to satisfied the lust of their minds to supersede in goodness without My power? My child—My beloved Thia it is as it is written,
Isaiah 58:1-14
CRY ALOUD, spare not. Lift up your voice like a trumpet and declare to My people their transgression and to the house of Jacob their sins! Yet they seek, inquire for, and require Me daily and delight externally to know My ways, as if they were in reality a nation that did righteousness and forsook not the ordinance of their Father in the heavens.
They ask of Me righteous judgments, they delight to draw near to their Father in the heavens in visible ways. Why have we fasted, they say, and You do not see it? Why have we afflicted ourselves, and You take no knowledge of it?
Behold O Israel, on the day of your fast when you should be grieving for your sins, you find profit in your business, and instead of stopping all work, as the law implies you and your workmen should do you extort from your hired servants a full amount of labor. The facts are that you fast only for strife and debate and to smite with the fist of wickedness. Fasting as you do today will not cause your voice to be heard on high. Is such a fast as yours what I have chosen, a day for a man to humble himself with sorrow in his soul? Is true fasting merely mechanical? Is it only to bow down his head like a bulrush and to spread sackcloth and ashes under him to indicate a condition of heart that he does not have? Will you call this a fast and an acceptable day to your Father in the heavens?
Rather is not this the fast that I have chosen: to loose the bonds of wickedness, to undo the bands of the yoke, to let the oppressed go free, and that you break every enslaving yoke? Is it not to divide your bread with the hungry and bring the homeless poor into your house—when you see the naked, that you cover him, and that you hide not yourself from the needs of your own flesh and blood?
Then shall your light break forth like the morning, and your healing (your restoration and the power of a new life) shall spring forth speedily; your righteousness (your rightness, your justice, and your right relationship with Your Father in the heavens) shall go before you conducting you to peace and prosperity, and the esteem of your Father in the heavens shall be your rear guard. Then you shall call, and your Father in the heavens will answer; you shall cry, and He will say, Here I am. If you take away from your midst yokes of oppression wherever you find them, the finger pointed in scorn toward the oppressed or the righteous, and every form of false, harsh, unjust, and wicked speaking, and if you pour out that with which you sustain your own life for the hungry and satisfy the need of the afflicted, then shall your light rise in darkness, and your obscurity and gloom become like the noonday.
And your Father in the heavens shall guide you continually and satisfy you in drought and in dry places and make strong your bones. And you shall be like a watered garden and like a spring of water whose waters fail not. And your ancient ruins shall be rebuilt; you shall raise up the foundations of buildings that have laid waste for many generations; and you shall be called Repairer of the Breach, Restorer of Streets to Dwell In. If you turn away your foot from traveling unduly on the Sabbath, from doing your own pleasure on My set apart day, and call the Sabbath a spiritual delight, the set apart day of your Father in the heavens honorable, and honor Him and it, not going your own way or seeking or finding your own pleasure or speaking with your own idle words, Then will you delight yourself in your Father in the heavens, and I will make you to ride on the high places of the earth, and I will feed you with the heritage promised for you of Jacob your father; for the mouth of your Father in the heavens has spoken it.
"My child—My beloved Thia such is the fast that I have chosen! And such a fast is not only for once a year as the experts interpreters of My Word claim it to be. But such is My fast as a norm of life for My children!
"And you My child—My beloved Thia have been living such a life for quite some time now therefore you delight yourself in your Father in the heaves—and in My Presence within your being!
"Nonetheless My child—My beloved Thia there are times as the present time that your separation unto Myself alone and your fasting from the everyday chit chat which consumes My children is absolutely necessary to atone for their willfulness and rebellioness to Me!
"And I will answer you and My words shall come alive within you and a reality in your life and the life of My children in the path of your life as they are written,
Then shall your light break forth like the morning, and your healing (your restoration and the power of a new life) shall spring forth speedily; your righteousness (your rightness, your justice, and your right relationship with Your Father in the heavens) shall go before you conducting you to peace and prosperity, and the esteem of your Father in the heavens shall be your rear guard. Then you shall call, and your Father in the heavens will answer; you shall cry, and He will say, Here I am. If you take away from your midst yokes of oppression wherever you find them, the finger pointed in scorn toward the oppressed or the righteous, and every form of false, harsh, unjust, and wicked speaking, and if you pour out that with which you sustain your own life for the hungry and satisfy the need of the afflicted, then shall your light rise in darkness, and your obscurity and gloom become like the noonday.
"Thus My child—My precious and beloved Thia with these words I am empowering you to perform this most drastic measure which I have called you to perform. You are now prepared to remain in this room fasting and praying for as long as I see fit for you to do!" (END OF QUOTE)
From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…
Saturday, October 08, 2011 (11:53 am)
Father—Abba – my Father You have taught me so much in these last few years but in the last few weeks and I am in awe of all the amazing wisdom that You have ingrained within my being and are now bringing it to light for the benefit of Your children! How awesome are Your ways! Thus for a long, long time Father Yah has quickened the book of Joel to me and chapter 2 has become my guide for my fasting life along with Isaiah 58. Yet let it be known that my fasting life is not a ritual anymore as it was in the past! But at the present time Father Yah has brought to life the fact that we are only able to fulfill the Scriptures or obey them by the power of His Set Apart Spirit. Therefore all our past and present rituals and religious lifestyle that we practice are worthless! Why? Because ALL such efforts come from the carnal mind of mankind and all such practices are nothing else but self-efforts to pacify our consciences and self-righteousness to please our own selves! All such behavior is an abomination to our Maker! Read it in Isaiah 1.
Now today is the day of Atonement and I must share with my brother and friend Peter these things that You have had me record this morning my Master for Peter to begin to understand Your ways so that You can deliver him from his own self in order for him to lead others to do the same! By the way my friend Peter, all the things stated in the Scriptures are now coming to pass literally even when we are not able to detect such things! But the book of Joel is for NOW more than ever! And it does not matter anymore whether you eat food or drink water on the day of your fasting! Indeed! The Almighty Creator of our beings is after our HEARTS! It's our hearts that our Maker demands from us so that He can give us a NEW heart altogether! Yes! We give Him our dirty human hearts and He rewards us with a NEW heart or a new nature to love and be loved by Him! I know my friend that all of these things are the flowers of love being ingrained into your spiritual being as I hand them to you from the waters of His love that fills my heart! Now you understand my first writing?...Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! Read the following chapter and letting sink in!
Joel 2:1-18
Blow a ram's horn in Tsiyon, and sound an alarm in My set-apart mountain! Let all the inhabitants of the earth tremble, for the day of our Almighty Creator is coming, for it is near: a day of darkness and gloom, a day of clouds and thick darkness, like the morning clouds spread over the mountains – a people many and strong, the like of whom has never been, nor shall there ever be again after them, to the years of many generations. Ahead of them a fire has consumed, and behind them a flame burns. Before them the land is like the Garden of Eden, and behind them a desert waste. And from them there is no escape.
Their appearance is like the appearance of horses, and they run like steeds. As the noise of chariots they leap over mountaintops, as the noise of a flaming fire consuming stubble, as a mighty people set in battle array. Before them peoples are in anguish, all faces become flushed. They run like mighty men, they climb the wall like men of battle, every one goes on his way, and they do not break ranks. And they do not press one another, every one goes in his path. They fall among the weapons, but they do not stop. They rush on the city, they run on the wall. They climb into the houses, they enter at the windows like a thief.
The earth shall tremble before them, the heavens shall shake. Sun and moon shall be darkened, and the stars withdraw their brightness. And our Almighty Creator shall give forth His voice before His army, for His camp is very great, for mighty is the doer of His word. For the day of our Almighty Creator is great and very awesome, and who does bear it?
"Yet even now," declares our Almighty Creator, "turn and keep on coming to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning until every hindrance is removed and the broken fellowship with Me is restored.
"Rend your hearts and not your garments and return to the Almighty Creator, your Creator, for He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in loving-kindness; and He revokes His sentence of evil when His conditions are met. Who knows but what He will turn, revoke your sentence of evil, and leave a blessing behind Him giving you the means with which to serve Him, even a cereal or meal offering and a drink offering for the Almighty Creator, your Creator?
Blow a ram's horn in Tsiyon, set apart a fast, call an assembly. Gather the people, set the assembly apart, assemble the elders, gather the children and nursing babes. Let a bridegroom come out from his room, and a bride from her dressing room. Let the priests, servants of our Almighty Creator, weep between the porch and the altar. And let them say, "Spare Your people, Almighty Creator, and do not give Your inheritance to reproach, for the gentiles to rule over them. Why should they say among the peoples, 'Where is their Elohim?'"
And let our Almighty Creator be jealous for His land, and spare His people! And let Almighty Yahuweh answer and say to His people, "See, I am sending you the grain and the new wine and the oil, and you shall be satisfied by them. And no longer do I make you a reproach among the gentiles.
"And the Northerner I shall remove far from you, and drive him away into a dry and deserted land, with his face toward the eastern sea and his rear toward the western sea. And his stench shall come up and his smell rise, for he has done greatly."
Do not fear, O soil, be glad and rejoice, for Almighty Yahuweh has done greatly! Do not fear, you beasts of the field, for the pastures of the wilderness shall spring forth, and the tree shall bear its fruit, the fig tree and the vine shall yield their strength. And you children of Tsiyon, be glad and rejoice in Almighty Yahuweh your Elohim, for He shall give you the Teacher of Righteousness, and cause the rain to come down for you, the former rain and the latter rain, as before. And the threshing-floors shall be filled with grain, and the vats shall overflow with new wine and oil.
"Then I shall repay you the years that the swarming locust has eaten, the crawling locust, and the consuming locust, and the gnawing locust, My great army which I sent among you.
"Then you shall eat – eat and be satisfied – and shall praise the Name of Almighty Yahuweh your Elohim, who has done with you so wondrously. And My people shall never be put to shame. And you shall know that I am in the midst of Yisrael, and that I am Almighty Yahuweh your Elohim and there is no one else. And My people shall never be put to shame.
"And after this it shall be that I pour out My Spirit on all flesh. And your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men dream dreams, your young men see visions. And also on the male servants and on the female servants I shall pour out My Spirit in those days.
"And I shall give signs in the heavens and upon the earth: blood and fire and columns of smoke, the sun is turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before the coming of the great and awesome day of Almighty Yahuweh.
"And it shall be that everyone who calls on the Name of Almighty Yahuweh shall be delivered. For on Mount Tsiyon and in Yerushalayim there shall be an escape as Almighty Yahuweh has said, and among the survivors whom Almighty Yahuweh calls.
Saturday, October 08, 2011 (3:34 pm)
The power went off for a while but I did not lose my work. And I am now ready to finish with this writing and printing for Peter. May it all be read in the same Spirit in which was written, Not by might, nor by power, but by My Spirit—of Whom the oil is a symbol, says the Master of hosts.
From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…
Sunday, October 09, 2011 (3:28 am)
I can't keep my eyes opened! I had to go back to bed and sleep away until now! It's now 5:57 am and I am ready to start my day O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua but You know of my discouragement and deflated feelings because my inability to communicate to Ahmad! Yet I know now that these are just feelings and there is no soundness in my feelings therefore I will just pay no mind to them—those feelings will soon subside to give way to some kind of elation! Up and down feelings go! And there is no telling of the awful consequences for paying mind to one's feelings! Unfortunately most all of Your children are caught in the gigantic wave from their emotional system which brings them up and down according to each one's way of thinking!
And that brings us to our thinking pattern or our mind system! Thus we think the way we feel and we feel the way we think! Wow! What a revelation! Maybe that's what the psychiatrists go to school for so many years—to try to figure out such vicious circle and the poor fellows finish their schooling no wiser than when they begun it! For there is no figuring to our complicated emotional/thinking pattern!
O but how we human beings whether king or peasant doctors or mere common humans endeavor in such figuring most of our lives to no avail! Is there an end to such paradigm my Master? Is there an out from such a prison? How can we ever quit thinking and feeling? And why do You demand for us to do so? This thinking and feeling drives me as well as all of Your children to the brink of insanity! Because on account of our thinking/feeling system or pattern we act wrongly whether for good or for bad! For the results of such system are wrong! Only we go through our entire lives in ignorance of such fact and the whole society of human beings is completely UNAWARE of such blatant ignorance! We think and feel that if we impregnate ourselves with knowledge we become knowledgeable instead of ignorant but it is not so! The more we learn the dumber we become!
And so we march on in this miserable path of life chirping away as ignorant as a grasshopper and totally oblivious to our miserable condition! Ah! But my friend Peter and I we done figure this out! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! But what is our reaction? Ha! Sad to say our reaction is no different than the reaction of any other grasshopper—we keep on chirping away our own chirping! Ha! Ha! What do I mean? O well! I mean to be funny because of our reaction is a healthy one but no different than a reaction from a mere infant of our Beloved Maker and Father of us all! Yes! Peter and I think alike and as we figure out this thing about us human beings we react indignantly and determinate to do something about it! Ha! In hindsight I now laugh with my Master at my own childishness when He first revealed these things to me! So now I can laugh with Peter at his own childishness! For as I pass on the wisdom that You are letting me hold in my heart to Peter, Peter reacts exactly as I did when You—my Master pass on to me Your wisdom within my heart! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!
And here I got to tell on me as I relate one of the many incidents of my childishness when I learned about the commanded festivals and Father revealed to me how displeased and angry He was with the way His children go about these festivals! It was the year of 2008 and I had gone through a radical change of attitude in my life since the September of 2007. So I was fresh to start anew with all of these things we call 'commandments' and aim to keep them for fear of missing or loosing our eternal life!
Well, April was coming up and with it the first festival called Passover! And I was still operating from my thinking/emotional system so I intended to do things 'right' not like those hypocritical brothers and sisters of mine were doing which Father had revealed to me to be utterly displeasing to Him! Ha! I aimed to please Abba—my Father by all means since I had just learned about His proper Hebrew name and the fact that such commanded festivals are a must for us to keep! O yes! I was going to be unique and do things just like Yahushua did! The saddest thing about this incident is that two young ones—Tara & Dylan had joined me to learn fresh about all that I was learning but they were unable to stick by me because they refused to accept correction! O mine! O mine! O me! All of that is recorded in the book titled 'On the Journey to the Second Exodus…' but I am including here an excerpt of that book to tell in full of the miracle that took place within my being on that Passover of 2008. Click here to read it all:
Passover 2008 at last!
So there in that book is what I recorded about this first amazing miracle I experienced as the Teacher began His instruction about all of these things and rituals that we children of our Father perform in lieu of obedience and worship to Him! O what a miracle! And let the reader beware of how to read these things that I record for examples of what NOT to DO! Please dear reader READ between the lines with respect to the TEACHER in charge of my doings—read His answers and exhortations to me! And do not pattern yourself after my doings! For all my doings during this period of time were childish not necessarily 'bad' or 'wrong' just childish! But the TEACHER gentle guided and molded me turning my childishness into the delightful child-like attitude that He has now bestowed to me so I can live by among mankind and be an instrument of worship to Him and a link for the restoration of His beloved children! So here I am now enjoying myself with my little brother Peter as I pass on these things to him and watch him react as a bona fide child of this world as I used to be! For soon the TEACHER will turn him into a bona fide child of His and O what a difference will that make! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!
Sunday, October 09, 2011 (11:57 pm)
Ah! It's still Sunday! What did I do all day long? Besides writing the above I was inspired to edit my write up of the Passover of 2008 and that took a long time! But I did a pretty good job of that excerpt from my book titled 'On the Journey to the Second Exodus…' and I placed that link above for all to read about it if they so wish.
From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…
Monday, October 10, 2011 (12:24 am)
It's now another day but I must go sleep for now! It's now 1:58 am and I am awake but I am very uncomfortable. For I am suffering with muscle cramps and the mosquitoes have bitten me causing much itch and distress! O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua I refuse to doubt You! I know in the depth of my heart that truly You are with me and You direct every step of my way on these earthly grounds! But You know that I am discouraged because of Ahmad erratic behavior towards me!
Yet I know that it is not about me! It is all about You and that's what I am discouraged about and You know it! For You know all things and You know that Ahmad is not rejecting me but he is rejecting You! And as I realize such matter I get really discouraged and fearful of Ahmad's eternal future! But again I emphatically refuse to doubt You! For I know that I am not fighting against flesh and blood but against the powers and principalities over this region of the world as it is written,
2 Corinthians 10:3-5
For though we walk—live in the flesh, we are not carrying on our warfare according to the flesh and using mere human weapons. For the weapons of our warfare are not physical weapons of flesh and blood, but they are mighty before Almighty Yahuwah for the overthrow and destruction of strongholds, Inasmuch as we refute arguments and theories and reasonings and every proud and lofty thing that sets itself up against the true knowledge of Almighty Yahuwah; and we lead every thought and purpose away captive into the obedience of the Messiah.
Ephesians 6:10-18
In conclusion, be strong in our Master Yahuwah/Yahushua—be empowered through your union with Him; draw your strength from Him—that strength which His boundless might provides. Put on Our Master Yahuwah/Yahushua's whole armor, for you to have power to stand against the schemes—all the strategies and the deceits of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood—contending only with physical opponents, but against principalities, against authorities, against the world-rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual matters of wickedness in the heavenly—supernatural sphere. Therefore put on Our Master Yahuwah/Yahushua's complete armor, so that you have power to withstand in the wicked day, and having done all, to stand.
Stand, then, having girded your waist with truth, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness and having fitted your feet with the preparation of the Good News of peace; above all, having taken up the shield of belief with which you shall have power to quench all the burning arrows of the wicked one. Take also the helmet of deliverance, and the Sword that our Father Yahuwah's Set Apart Spirit wields, which is the WORD of Almighty Yahuwah/Yahushua Elohim, praying at all times, with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, watching in all perseverance and supplication for all the set-apart ones—our Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua's set apart people.
And so my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua this is the opening of My WEAPONS' ARSENAL with the SWORD that Your Set Apart Spirit wields—Your WORD so I will stand up against all the strategies and the deceits of the devil and against principalities, against authorities, against the world-rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual matters of wickedness in the heavenlies in the most dark days to come upon all humanity in the very, very near future!
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua how can I say thanks unto You for giving me the weapon—the SWORD that Your Set Apart Spirit wields—Your WORD so that even now at this present critical moment in the life of Ahmad I can stand up against all the strategies and the deceits of the devil and against principalities, against authorities, against the world-rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual matters of wickedness in the heavenlies coming against Ahmad at this very moment of time even though Ahmad is unable to stand up himself because he is overcome with sleep!
My Master thank You for giving me such assurance! Thanks for investing me with Your armor and enabling me to stand and take up the shield of belief with which I have the power to quench all the burning arrows of the wicked one. HalleluYah! By all means my Master I refuse to doubt You even when Ahmad walks away from me under the pressure of so much adversity! I know that even at this moment You are coming into his remembrance as Ahmad remembers me and I thank You for acting on our behalf!
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