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From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…
Sunday, October 02, 2011 (10:10 pm)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua I want to write but I can't keep my eyes open and I'm going back to sleep!
Monday, October 03, 2011 (3:25 am)
Nothing really is as it seems for the knowledge of good and evil has totally confused us and with all such knowledge we are not able to distinguish good from evil! What a paradigm! Truly not everything that glitters is gold! Where have I obtained the ability to distinguish and separate good from evil and vice versa? From the fear of my Maker! For the fear of the Almighty Creator of our beings is the beginning of all wisdom as it is written,
Pro 9:10-11 The reverent and worshipful fear of the Master—the Almighty Creator of our beings is the beginning (the chief and choice part) of Wisdom, and the knowledge of the Set Apart One is insight and understanding. For by Me –Wisdom from the Almighty Creator of your beings your days shall be multiplied, and the years of your life shall be increased.
I know I have 'the fear of the Almighty Creator of our beings' but what is it? What is the fear of the Almighty Creator of our beings? What does it mean to fear? What do You mean for 'the fear of the Almighty Creator of our beings'? Such question has been in my mind as far back as I can remember and still I fail to comprehend such matter! But I do get a glimpse here and there of the immense meaning of such word—fear! O my Master how complicated these matters have become since You confused Your children's original language at the tower of Babel! Why did You do such a thing? And would You give me a clear meaning of such a word—fear? In only 3 books—Psalms to the Song 87 verses are found but the meaning of them all is a mystery to me! Please my Master make it clear to me what does it mean to FEAR You?
"My Child to fear Me means to respect—esteem—regard—consider and honor Me by obeying My commandments! And My commandments are not hard once you submit your will to My will in order to obey them and come into the knowledge of My ways in a personal basis!
For the fact is that I must establish a personal and individual relationship with each one of My children or else they shall perish! And it is to that end that I work without ceasing to open the eyes and ears for My children to see and hear me calling them into that intimate relationship that I require from each one of them!
"My child—My beloved thia/Basilia I do not require for My children to be good according to the standards of the society of mankind whether secular or religious! Indeed! The gist of My written words establishes such a fact but My children so far have chosen to ignore it and continue to make their own rules to live accordingly to what they understand with their human mind of My written words!
But My written words are not to be understood with the human mind for those words are spiritual and do not profit the flesh of man as it is written,
John 6:63 It is the Spirit Who gives life—He is the Life-giver; the flesh conveys no benefit whatever—there is no profit in it. The words (truths) that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life.
"Why are My children so intent in being alike? Because that's the way of the human nature! A human being finds comfort in numbers—the more the better! Therefore the many religions and religious groups each one intent to fit into the mold prescribed by the leader or leaders!
But a set apart child of Mine finds comfort while he communes with Me in the solicitude of his own quarters or even in the presence of the multitude! And I have given a unique personality to each one of My children and I delight to let My children be themselves without the mask of religion!
"And I have not given unto you all the spirit of cringing and fawning fear! But I have given unto you the spirit of love and power and a sound mind to discern and separate the flesh from the spirit!
Yet My child My decreed laws are immutable therefore I had to imposed the spiritual death punishment upon My children because they disobeyed My first command not to eat of the knowledge of good and evil. For that reason because My children were born under the curse of disobedience they have continued to eat of the knowledge of good and evil suffering the consequences of such knowledge until this very moment.
"And so their mind has become unsound and so far rather than the spirit of love and power and a sound mind they live under the spirit of cringing and fawning fear of My punishment and are not able to do otherwise—My children do not know My ways of mercy and love for them so they do not respect or fear what they think to be a deity of wrath and punishment!
"Furthermore a great majority of My children distort My loving words with their unsound carnal mind and human understanding and presume Me to be a deity of 'love & understanding' totally the opposite of a deity of wrath & punishment! Such is the major consequence of the knowledge of good and evil! So far from the truth, the way and the life of My Being!
"But at the same time I imposed the spiritual death punishment upon My children I also decreed a definite length of time for that punishment and that time has now been fulfilled. Such is the reason why I am now revealing Myself to each one of My children for them to see and understand the need for them to submit to My loving will in order to enable Me to restore their sound mind so they can distinguish My good will for them from the evil of their willful ways and choose to change the course of their lifestyles!
"Nonetheless My children are slow to answer My call to them to submit to My loving will and they are lingering in their willful ways. But do not fear My child for I will restore them in spite of their willful ways for the sake of My name for I will not give My esteem to the one who has corrupted My children's mind! I will prevail to restore My children to My original intent of their creation!
"And remember My child that I no longer see you as a human being but I see you as the image of My Son that I have been molding within you throughout your life and I am with you whether you feel like it or not—even when your human nature continuously battles and buffets you with all the disappointments that you have to suffer on the daily basis!"
Thank You my Master! It's now 1:04 am and my friends neither called nor showed up! And as You can see I am unable to comprehend such behavior from most all the people that I am dealing with at the moment—they are simply unreliable! So what am I to do? I will ignore the whole incident and proceed to save my food for my own consumption! That's all!
You know my Master what is going on and You are in control! I just don't have the energy to retaliate or question anything or anybody anymore! From Ahmad over looking the simple things he has promised for my comfort to my friends not keeping their promises it's just too much on my emotional machine—I am emotionally bankrupt!
Tuesday, October 04, 2011 (5:31 am)
I wrote all the above yesterday from Monday, October 03, 2011 (3:25 am) through the whole day and night on Monday while I was doing three or four different things plus taking a trip to Safe Way to get some of the spices that went in the recipe I was cooking. I was anticipating sharing my cooking with Peter and Jake but they didn't come or called and I was pretty disappointed! And so I ate some of my soup and then collapsed in my bed and went to sleep!
Until I woke up just now and I got to thinking that Jake did call early to tell me that they were coming and I guess I misunderstood him that they were coming last night, perhaps he was trying to tell me that they were not coming last night but they would come tonight! O man the language barrier! Jake talks so fast I can hardly make up what he is saying! I'll see what happens tonight or whenever they supposed to come!
Future bliss with You my Master…
Tuesday, October 04, 2011 (12:43 pm)
Ahmad just called to announce that I got my visa for two months! That means that after two months I will have to go out of the country for a bit unless You—my Master do something especial to change my tourist status to a residence status. I wait on You to act accordingly to Your will not mine! For my determinate purpose is to abide in You and do whatever You have in Your best interest for me! It's now 1:28 pm and I'm cooking some potato salad—one of my favorite dishes in the USA but here it's not known! Hope it comes out good!
Tuesday, October 04, 2011 (2:10 pm)
Finished with the salad and now that I'm free from all distractions I must continue recording what You have been revealing to me for the last couple of days. Does anyone read these things my Master? And if so are You accomplishing Your purpose for my life? (sleepy).
It's now 4:01 pm and I am awake. For the last couple of days I have been reflecting on the facts that You revealed to me my Master when You said, "I do not require for My children to be good according to the standards of the society of mankind whether secular or religious! Indeed! The gist of My written words establishes such a fact but My children so far have chosen to ignore it and continue to make their own rules to live accordingly to what they understand with their human mind of My written words!"
Wow! With those words You put to rest many of what I and many others thought to be inconsistencies in Your written words! For now I understand 1Corinthians 13 and Matthew 7:23 and Matthew 23 and John the Baptizer being the least in the Kingdom and Rahab—a prostitute being in the lineage of Yahushua and Tamar getting pregnant by her father in law—Judah! And me—not exactly an exemplary personage recording and speaking Your words to Your people! And many, many other things about You—my Master loving and hating and picking and choosing whoever You will! O what power to give it all up and humbly submit to Your loving will no matter how bad and unworthy we are as human beings!
Tuesday, October 04, 2011 (7:00 pm)
Thanks my Master for the sleep of the last couple of hours! I'm wondering what is going to happen now! Maybe I should go back to sleep…I am going to sit here and be quiet for a few moments while I worship You!
The future bliss with You my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua! Abba—my Father!
Tuesday, October 04, 2011 (11:20 pm)
It is my desire to focus my being in the future bliss with You my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua! Abba—my Father! As it is written so shall it be! It is written,
He who is victorious shall inherit all…
Revelation 21:1-7
THEN I saw a new sky (heaven) and a new earth, for the former sky and the former earth had passed away (vanished), and there no longer existed any sea. And I, Yoḥanan, saw the set-apart city, renewed Yerushalayim, coming down out of the heaven from the Creator of our beings, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the heaven saying,
"See, the Booth of our Creator is with men, and He shall dwell with them, and they shall be His people, and our Creator shall personally be with them and be their Master.
"And our Creator shall wipe away every tear from their eyes, and there shall be no more death, nor mourning, nor crying. And there shall be no more pain, for the former matters have passed away."
And He who was sitting on the throne said, "See, I make all matters new." And He said to me, "Write, for these words are true and trustworthy." And He said to me, "It is done! I am the 'Aleph' and the 'Taw', the Beginning and the End. To the one who thirsts I—Myself shall give of the fountain of the water of Life without payment.
The one who overcomes shall inherit all this, and I shall be his Father and he shall be My son."
Wednesday, October 05, 2011 (12:08 am)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua it's midnight! I offer unto You my thanks and gratitude for granting me to live in Your Presence now and for eternity! No one called or showed up today! And I didn't call anyone other than Ahmad who called me in the morning!
Nonetheless I spent my day embellishing my apartment for my own enjoyment! For there does not seemed that anyone has time to come over to visit me. Even Peter and Jake are too busy to come though that they have been coming but now I don't really know what is their plan and I am not going to fret about it. In due time either they will call or come or both!
It's now 1:50 am and I'm awake! Thanks my Master for sleep! I will now work in typesetting Rev 21 before I go back to sleep after a while!
Wednesday, October 05, 2011 (5:19 am)
Who am I my Master to rebuke the scholars and the leaders of groups or different established religions with so much clout in this world? Yet I dare to say again and again, "The Bible or any of the written volume of our Creator's words and given laws or commandments are NOT for us to study and struggle to understand! Indeed not! For those written words are written for us TO COMMUNICATE with our Creator through His Set Apart Spirit!"
Indeed! No amount of understanding those words with our human mind can avail us at all! For those written words are as it is written,
John 6:63 It is the Spirit Who gives life—He is the Life-giver; the flesh conveys no benefit whatever—there is no profit in it. The words (truths) that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life.
When Yahushua said, "The words—the truths that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life." He meant it! How can we human beings possessors of a human materialistic mind understand the things of the Spirit? IT CANNOT BE DONE! So WHY but WHY are we so stuck up in 'Bible Studies' and 'Church groups' and daily rituals imitating the latest inspired 'teacher' or 'scholar' that suits our fancy?
It beats it all! But such is the case my Master and You know that I had enough of the avalanche of leaders and scholars that in the past subdued me with my willful consent and now they continue to subdued others with their willful consent! And I'm sick of the continuous rebuke from the least to the most telling me that they must continue their routine of worship because they cannot abandon their different associations and fall at the feet of our Savior to plead for mercy!
It's the saddest and most frustrating thing for me to see my children and my friends and brothers and sisters of the past and present so stuck up and unwilling to be set free! They are totally unable to leave their human affections to follow Yahushua!
And now that such number of leaders and scholars has multiplied ten fold I can hardly even imagined how are You to turn this thing around! For in my intercourse with the people You have set in my path of life and with my children my heart sinks very low as I see the impossibility for all to abandon this condition—their set ways and beliefs!
But YOU say YOU will do it! YOU will turn things around! YOU will not destroy us as we deserve it! So it is written,
Yes, you have never heard, yes, you have never known; yes, from of old your ear has not been opened. For I, your Maker, knew that you, O house of Yisrael, dealt very treacherously; you were called a transgressor and a rebel in revolt from your birth. For My name's sake I defer My anger, and for the sake of My praise I restrain it for you, that I may not cut you off. Behold, I have refined you, but not as silver; I have tried and chosen you in the furnace of affliction. For My own sake, for My own sake, I do it—I refrain and do not utterly destroy you; for why should I permit My name to be polluted and profaned—which it would be if your Maker completely destroyed His chosen people? And I will not give My esteem to another by permitting the worshipers of idols to triumph over you.
O but why Your people cannot understand that IF they are reading this or have met someone that reads and heeds these words THEY BELONG TO YISRAEL or Israel as it is commonly known? But instead they read 'Israel' or 'Yisrael' or 'Jew' and they recoil, pat themselves in the back and say, "That's not for me! That's for the Jews!"
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua deliver us all from such blatant ignorance! And the more we study the dumber we become going around like peacocks showing their feathers mouthing off things far beyond Your true knowledge! O my Master deliver me as well from this disgust with everything and everybody under the sun! After all I am a nobody of account on these earthly grounds but it seems to me that as a human being I aspire to be somebody for people to mind my words! Stupid me! For those are NOT my words!
The fact is that whatever I write or say is strictly from You to Your people and I am only recording those words! Have mercy my Master and do not remove Your Spirit within my being for You know that I have no intentions to pay mind to my follies!
Yes! In the past few years You have given me those intense feelings against the doings of Your people in order for me to bid Your instructions at any cost to my physical life and reputation! But now You command me to LET BE & BE STILL! And so it is to be! I have no business with anger and disgust and offended feelings any longer! All those expressions of my intense feelings were and continue to be under Your control as it is my will and desire for them to be!
"O My child—My precious and beloved thia/Basilia you have now spoken in My name and delivered your own self from such follies! The encumbrance has now been removed and you can continue in the journey towards the end of time along My side without those encumbrances coming from your emotional system!"
Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! What was that? That thing that was tinting my blissful moments in Your Presence my Master? What was it? Nothing but my feelings! My fleeting emotions! Ah! Not to worry! For You—my Beloved Master have it all under Your control! I'm so full of joy and contentment as I travel on the bright road to Your Kingdom and I'm living so my life for You to shine from within my being as You brighten up that road! HalleluYah!
Isaiah 40:21-31
You worshipers of idols, you are without excuse. Do you not know? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning?—These things ought to convince you of the Almighty Creator of our beings' omnipotence and of the folly of bowing to idols. Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth?
It is the Almighty Creator of our beings Who sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers; it is He Who stretches out the heavens like gauze curtains and spreads them out like a tent to dwell in, Who brings dignitaries to nothing, Who makes the judges and rulers of the earth as chaos (emptiness, falsity, and futility).
Yes, these men are scarcely planted, scarcely are they sown, scarcely does their stock take root in the earth, when the Master blows upon them and they wither, and the whirlwind or tempest takes them away like stubble.
To whom then will you liken Me, that I should be equal to him? says the Set Apart One. Lift up your eyes on high and see! Who has created these? He Who brings out their host by number and calls them all by name; through the greatness of His might and because He is strong in power, not one is missing or lacks anything.
Why, O Jacob, do you say, and declare, O Israel, 'My way and my lot are hidden from the Master, and my right is passed over without regard from my Almighty Creator?' Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting Creator of your beings, the Master, the Creator of the ends of the earth, does not faint or grow weary; there is no searching of His understanding.
He gives power to the faint and weary, and to him who has no might He increases strength causing it to multiply and making it to abound. Even youths shall faint and be weary, and selected young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted; but those who wait for the Master—who expect, look for, and hope in Him shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up close to the Almighty Creator of our beings as eagles mount up to the sun; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired.
Hey! That's why thia/Basilia cruises this town from one end to the other and everybody goes, "WOW! You strong! How old are you?" And I answer with a grin in my face, "I'm 72 going on 27!" and all rejoice and laugh with me! Why? Because my Creator created me to be a joy and rejoicing to all! As it is written,
Isaiah 65:18-25
But be glad and rejoice forever in that which I create; for behold, I create Jerusalem to be a rejoicing and her people a joy. And I will rejoice in Jerusalem and be glad in My people; and the sound of weeping will no more be heard in it, nor the cry of distress.
There shall no more be in it an infant who lives but a few days, or an old man who dies prematurely; for the child shall die a hundred years old, and the sinner who dies when only a hundred years old shall be [thought only a child, cut off because he is] accursed.
They shall build houses and inhabit them, and they shall plant vineyards and eat the fruit of them. They shall not build and another inhabit; they shall not plant and another eat—the fruit. For as the days of a tree, so shall be the days of My people, and My chosen and elect shall long make use of and enjoy the work of their hands. They shall not labor in vain or bring forth [children] for sudden terror or calamity; for they shall be the descendants of the blessed of the Master, and their offspring with them.
And it shall be that before they call I will answer; and while they are yet speaking I will hear. The wolf and the lamb shall feed together, and the lion shall eat straw like the ox; and dust shall be the serpent's food. They shall not hurt or destroy in all My Set Apart Mount—Zion, says the Master Creator of our beings.
O HalleluYah! The future bliss awaiting for us all followers of Yahushua! Come and go with me to my Father's house where there is love – joy – and everlasting peace! HalleluYah!
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