



From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal…
Monday, September 27, 2010 (12:01 am)
The stroke of midnight has hit on this most strange day when I lost track of time O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua and now a second day in the word’s calendar has begun. But in Your calendar it’s the 18th day and the 4th day of the festival of Sukkot. O how amazingly joyful these days of the festival must have been for Your chosen people when they were all joined to celebrate Your commanded festival of the gathering of the harvest!
And O how I long to see the day when You will bring me to enjoy such festival in Your Presence in Your Kingdom! O what joy that shall be! But for now You tell me to enter into my room and shut the door!
And in this room You have brought me to join You in the garden to pray and intercede for Your beloved children! And the whole meaning of my existence here on this earth comes into place! For You predestined me to mold me into the image of Yahushua that I might become ONE with You!
So once again here I am at this midnight hour to offer You my midnight worship! For somehow You have arranged my life in such way that I am able to offer You my prayers and supplications according to Your will not mine! O how amazingly orderly Your ways are O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua!
Most all human beings are educated enough to have a down pat most complicated and philosophical answer to such a question! But the truth of the matter is that we hardly know the simple answer!
We all have our systems and routines and rules and regulations and norms to live by and we ALL claim the upmost adherence to such! And of course we set our goals and plans and course of life according to the ideals of the civilized society of human kind!
And KNOWLEDGE—from the lowest self-education to the highest university degree has become the IDOL to worship or perish as a human being! Such is the FACT—the saddest of the FACTS about LIFE in the society of mankind! That is ‘What LIFE’ is all about to most human beings!
But for the children of the Almighty Creator of our beings Life is Eternal and full of joy inexplicable and full of esteem and honor! It's a JOYFUL LIFE!!!...
Yet through the centuries O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua You have raised Your mouth pieces to proclaim to ALL the simple TRUTH about LIFE! What is that simple TRUTH? I will elaborate on Yahushua’s simple and clear words as they are written by the ancients taught by Yahushua Himself in the books of Matthew 18:1-4; ;Mark 9:30-37 Luke 18:15-17 and I will make one simple quote,
Matthew 18:1-4
AT THAT time the disciples came up and asked Yahushua, “Who then is really the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?” And He called a little child to Himself and put him in the midst of them, and said, “Truly I say to you, unless you repent—change, turn about and become like little children—trusting, lowly, loving, forgiving, you can never enter the kingdom of heaven at all. Whoever will humble himself therefore and become like this little child—trusting, lowly, loving, forgiving is greatest in the kingdom of heaven."
Most all Christians have memorized and quoted and studied and have come up with a myriad of teachings and doctrines about them but the big, big question is have we heed—obeyed and minded our Master??? WHAT? Become like a little child? Indeed! GROW UP!
And we knocked ourselves down to become the best grown ups there is wherever in church or out of church! And for what? For nothing! At the end we all go to the same old ground out of what we were made! Sad! Sad! Sad FACT of human life!
Therefore! Seek ye first the Kingdom of heaven!!!
From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal…
Monday, October 04, 2010 (2:24 pm)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua problems with no solution keep coming to my friend but I know that soon You will show him the solution for all of his worries! I know that everything that happens to us are working for our good at the end for You are in control and are well able to take care all of those I have committed unto You!
O yes life on these earthly grounds is nothing else but trouble and trials and affliction for the most! There is no one living who is completely exempt from such predicament! Yet there is hope!
Unfortunately we are willfully ignorant of such hope and we have chosen to live whichever way we please. And truly these days are as the days of Noah—who can deny such fact? For life today is exactly as it is written for one example in Luke 17:26-30
And just as it was in the days of Noah, so will it be in the time of the Son of Man. People ate, they drank, they married, they were given in marriage, right up to the day when Noah went into the ark, and the flood came and destroyed them all. So also it was the same as it was in the days of Lot. People ate, they drank, they bought, they sold, they planted, they built; but on the very day that Lot went out of Sodom, it rained fire and brimstone from heaven and destroyed them all. That is the way it will be on the day that the Son of Man is revealed.
But in spite of our own willfulness our loving and merciful Creator coaches us over and over again throughout the whole of His written words begging us to repent of our ways and return to Him! But we have remained set in our ways as per say! Yet the Almighty Creator of our beings our of the heart of love for His children finally proclaims,
I have declared from the beginning the former things which happened in times past to Yisrael; they went forth from My mouth and I made them known; then suddenly I did them, and they came to pass says your Maker. Because I knew that you were obstinate, and your neck was an iron sinew and your brow was brass, therefore I have declared things to come to you from of old; before they came to pass I announced them to you, so that you could not say,”My idol has done them, and my graven image and my molten image have commanded them.”
You have heard these things foretold, now you see this fulfillment. And will you not bear witness to it? I show you specified new things from this time forth, even hidden things kept in reserve which you have not known. They are created now—called into being by the prophetic word, and not long ago; and before today you have never heard of them, lest you should say, “Behold, I knew them!” Yes, you have never heard, yes, you have never known; yes, from of old your ear has not been opened. For I, your Maker, knew that you, O house of Yisrael, dealt very treacherously; you were called a transgressor and a rebel in revolt from your birth. For My name's sake I defer My anger, and for the sake of My praise I restrain it for you, that I may not cut you off. Behold, I have refined you, but not as silver; I have tried and chosen you in the furnace of affliction. For My own sake, for My own sake, I do it—I refrain and do not utterly destroy you; for why should I permit My name to be polluted and profaned—which it would be if your Maker completely destroyed His chosen people? And I will not give My esteem to another by permitting the worshipers of idols to triumph over you.
From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal...
Monday, September 27, 2010 (6:28 am)
Well O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua I have made up my mind once again not to ask You why? But it is a very hard thing to do when everything about life now and in the future is so utterly incomprehensible for me! And You know how hard it is for me to see so clearly the simplicity of Your ways and yet the utter resistance from people to see it for themselves!
Therefore people simply complicate and device the most intricate means to pass their time on this earth! From work to entertainment the list of the myriad of things one can do to pass the time on this earth goes on and on! It must be sort of amusing to You in a way to see all of our shenanigans and for what?
Right now people is having the most wonderful time celebrating the festival of Sukkot! They have prepared for this event in all kinds of the most elaborate ways in some cases and in another cases they just do the best they can but celebrate Sukkot they must because they stoically believe it’s YOUR Commandment!
Okay! Such commandment is in the written record of Your Word! But so it is a whole bunch of other COMMANDMENTS that people thinks nothing of breaking as they so please according to what they understand of the written record of Your Word! I am sure glad that I can write these reflections unto You! For I am realizing now that it is no use for me to keep expecting to find any human being who can give me their undivided attention like You do!
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/ Yahushua how wonderful to realize such thing! No one is capable to give me at least ten hours of their time like my good Kay did! O how I long for such repeat but as of today I am going to do my best to quit longing for such an impossibility! Can You help me with my quitting endeavor my Master?
“O My child—My beloved Thia you are a delight to My Being! For your determination for the impossible is amusing to Me! But remember that with Me ALL things are possible!
“So go ahead and quit as many times as you get impatient because things don’t go quick enough according to your expectations! But O My beloved child—My precious and beloved Thia you have no conception of how high My ways are from your human expectations!
“And yes! My beloved and precious Thia you have My undivided attention at all times and it pleases Me to give you such attention even when your thoughts are wondering in all kind of directions! For unless I give you My undivided attention you could not function at all!
“My child—My beloved Thia I know your lack of comprehension of My undivided attention to you! Yet because you have not been able to comprehend such trait of My Being you have missed My fellowship on the daily basis most of your life! And such is the case with all of My children!
“It breaks My heart to have the worship of My children only at specified times of their choosing and not in a continuous basis as I am enjoying from you now. Yet all things are possible with Me and so I have made arrangements for My children to turn around from all their wanderings and come to Me to enjoy My undivided attention to each one of them!
“Therefore My child—My beloved Thia in this hope you were saved. But hope the object of which is seen is not hope. For how can one hope for what he already sees? But if you hope for the things that I have promised but are still unseen by you, you wait for them with patience and composure because of your trust on Me!
“And therefore My child—My precious and beloved Thia I am delighted with your trust and I in turn trust you to bring that hope to your loved ones! And so continue to work on the tasks I have assigned unto you with all the zeal I hve ingrained within you!
“And continue to rejoice at all times because I have created you to be a joy and a rejoicing to Me and to yourself and to all of My children! For as it is written of Yerushalayim so it is written for you,
But be glad and rejoice forever in that which I create; for behold, I create Yerushalayim (Jerusalem) to be a rejoicing and her people a joy. And I will rejoice in Yerushalayim (Jerusalem) and be glad in My people; and the sound of weeping will no more be heard in it, nor the cry of distress.
Isaiah 65:18-19.
From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal…
Monday, September 27, 2010 (10:02 am)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua I am a rejoicing because You have created me for joy and rejoicing!
From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal…
Tuesday, September 28, 2010 (3:52 am)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/ Yahushua You know how intensely I continue to work at the task You have given to me. I have been up most of the night but for the last couple of hours. And while I slept You showed me things in my dreams but I am not too sure of what I saw so I asked You to please show these things to me again because they seem to be important that I understand what is at stake among the people in my midst.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010 (3:40 pm)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/ Yahushua You are the light of my deliverance! You are the whole meaning for my existence! But then again what about my flesh and blood and all my loved ones my Master? How can we manage to love our neighbor as we love ourselves? Am I being fictitious what I claim You alone?
“My child—My beloved Thia you are far from being fictitious! Indeed it is My first and most important commandment that you love Me above and beyond everyone and everything! But for Me to gain such respect and love from My children I must suffer your willful ways first!
“My ways are much higher than your ways and I have extremely valid reasons that you cannot comprehend for all My ways and commandments! And from the beginning I forbid you to eat from the knowledge of good and evil because such knowledge is too much for mankind to carry!
“Nonetheless by My own Decree and Law—again beyond your human reasoning things developed the way they have developed but soon the final magnificent end shall come and WE ALL shall be satisfied!
“Therefore My child—My precious and beloved Thia continue to rejoice and bubble up with joy because for such I have created you! And by all means I provide for you TRANSMIT this joyful LIFE to ALL!"
And so the time is NOW! And just like He promised He is not telling us anymore His secret doings to accomplish His plan from our deliverance but, rest assure our redemption draws nigh—even at the door! As it is written,
Now when these things begin to occur, look up and lift up your heads, because your redemption (deliverance) is drawing near. Luke 21:28
From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal…
Wednesday, September 29, 2010 (4:15 am)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua You know that I have been up since 1:30am; but I have been zealously working at the task You have assigned unto me until now when I dozed off like I do so many times only to go into dream land where You show me such wonders most of the time!
Well this time before I woke up just now I was with two ladies. It seems like one of the ladies was sharing some words with us but then she grab a sort of shopping bag of green color with a black design and from there she got out some sort of chocolate pebbles and handed them to us and as she was handing them to us she was saying, “These are wonderful! They are called ‘maravillas’!” And I grabbed what she handed to me and stuck them in my mouth and began to savored them and I woke up before I had the chance to fully enjoy the ‘maravillas’!
The most vivid thing about this dream is the word ‘maravillas’ which mean wonders in Spanish! What a beautiful word! Could this mean my Master that I have not quite savored and fully enjoy all the ‘maravillas’ that You are handing to me?
“By all means My child—My precious and beloved Thia that’s exactly My message to you in that dream! You are now beginning to connect with Me in your dreams in a very effective way! I am pleased with My work within you and at every instant of the way I declare my work as at the beginning, ‘good—suitable, admirable and I approved it.’”
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua I must share this dream with my Frances! She will surely enjoy my sharing!
Wednesday, September 29, 2010 (11:48 am)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua You know that I have to go out of this room. You have promised to go ahead and behind me wherever I go so I have nothing to worry about. I need to go pay for my Internet!
Wednesday, September 29, 2010 (1:25 pm)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua You are so good to hand me such wonders! Yes! I just received a very harsh letter in response to the letter You instructed me to write to Don Esposito and Yedidah! Evidently history is repeating itself and Your true servants are being despised! What a wonder it is to me to have Your approval and not being affected by such harshness! May You have mercy on Don and deal with him according to Your will and desire for Don to see the error of his ways!
And I thank You my Master for making me a fortified bronze wall. For I know without the shadow of a doubt that they will fight against me, but they will not prevail over me, for You are with me and You have already saved and delivered me out of the hands of the wicked and You have redeemed me out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants.
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua I can see it now but I could not see it before! Just a couple of years ago I was eating all kinds of misconceptions of Your Word out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants. Yes that is what the carnal self of mankind amounts to—terrible and ruthless a veritable tyrant to anyone who does not submit to it!
Yet You have enabled me to separate the preciousness of Your nature within us and the vileness of our carnal nature ingrained within us as well! And You have cleansed my heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicious concerning Your faithfulness not only to me but to all of Your children!
Therefore I have given up my mistaken tone of distrust and despair because of the carnal nature within me and in Your turn You have given me again a settled place of quiet and safety to be Your minister and Your mouthpiece! And in spite of all the opposition I have not yielded nor returned to the ways of Your people!
And I know that the people shall return to me not necessarily to satisfy the desires of my wicked carnal nature but because sooner or later all of Your children will begin to understand who is who in Your world! So I am not troubled any longer about any of Your people or any of Your servants because of Your faithfulness to strengthen my being with the strength of a fortified bronze wall as I live and move and breathe in Your Presence always!
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua how can I express my gratitude for all the wonders You bestow upon on the daily basis?
Wednesday, September 29, 2010 (8:56 pm)
Perhaps O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua as some people—maybe for the most only skimp through my journal they get disgusted for what they consider to be a very depressive life this life of mine! But O the sadness of Your heart within my being as I realize how people for the most is completely missing the beauty of this life of mine!—rather than considering this a depressive life and myself as a depressed person they should envy me and see to it that they too can obtain this supernatural and amazingly wonder that I am living!
Thursday, September 30, 2010 (3:48 am)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua You know that I have been up and down all night mostly up totally absorbed by the task You have assigned unto me because in my heart I know it is a crucial matter to You though that in my own reasoning I tend to doubt myself at times!
But after I read the awful letter of rebuttal from Don Esposito I realized how crucial it is for Your TRUTH to come out and be heralded for ALL to hear and understand how Your servants are operating from the very strength and reasoning from their carnal selves!
Furthermore it is of the uttermost importance for Your children to wake up and return to You rather than their insistence in following after their carnal human leaders!



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