


From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…
Tuesday, February 01, 2011 (2:25 am)
O my Master where did the rest of my day went yesterday after I finished recording the last message? I am just realizing that it is 2:25am of today and yesterday is not anymore! O how time slips past by me without me quite getting a grip on it! Right now I’m cold and hopefully You give Your beloved sleep and when I wake up again I’ll be able to piece yesterday together!
Tuesday, February 01, 2011 (5:19 am)
Thanks! Thanks! Thanks my Master for the last few hours of sleep! Now I shall see about piecing together all the wonderful happenings of yesterday! I remember that when I finished recording what You gave me for yesterday I proceeded to get myself ready to go out.
I went to the bakery and by the time I came back the shop next to the hotel was open—my friends Yaser & his girls. I am teaching English to his girls so I stopped and spent maybe over an hour with them. I came back and I went through a depressed moment for a bit because there just seems to be so much opposition and indifference from people in general and from my children and friends.
I just could not bring myself to do anything so I prayed for sleep like I usually do and Father answered me! I slept for a while… and when I woke up I was sitting on the side of the bed in front of the computer and wondering what to do next still feeling sort of depressed when the bell for the email rang and I perk up thinking to get me a good email from anyone to cheer me up but no! I didn’t not cheer up but my emotions sure came up from depression to give way to an outburst to correct the emailer! Here is that interchange, the email stated the following,
Dear Friends in Christ,
I greet you out there in Jesus Lovely name. I am the way, the truth and the life, no man cometh to the Father but by me John 14:6. Jesus Christ is our salvation! I was searching for a study material when I came across your email and convinced you are a Christian
my message is cutting short so I have to attach it so you can see it in full. God bless you. Pedro I.
My reply:
We have come to the last days and it will do you good to OPEN YOUR EYES and SEE the reality that we have been deceived by religion! The only thing to do now is to get out of the system and fall on your knees and call on the Almighty Creator of our beings to give you the spirit of repentance otherwise you are heading to the lake of fire along with all your lovely Christian ideas!
He promised to take out those pagan names out of our lips! (HOSEA 2:16)
The only thing that the Christian and Catholic systems have done is to CORRUPT THE SACRED WORD OF THE ALMIGHTY CREATOR OF OUR BEINGS! And for that many shall burn eternally unless they truly repent!
From my Rhoda
Thank very much for encouraging words. I’m not educated, this why I’m not employed. I will be happy if you visit me here.
Thank for generous support,
Rhoda
My reply
O well Rhoda you are really blessed not to be educated to tell you the truth! Rejoice and be glad because all the education in this world does not amount to a hill of beans to our Father! All He wants is our heart filled with His love and wisdom not the world's! Did you read the article I published at the beginning of this month titled, "All men are Stupid at their best?" Now I have written today the last one for this month titled, "WOW! I’m dumb and glad to be so..."
And I quoted to my dear new sister the article which I found so appropriate for her at the moment. Such interchange surely cheered me up and I proceeded to check on my lessons and work on my assignment when the bell for the chat rang!
Boe! That really, really cheered me up! We only chatted for a few minutes but she gave me the great news of meeting a new sister and gave me her name and the link to her site.
WOW! I proceeded to check that site and my spirit leaped for joy to find another kindred spirit soul and I proceeded with the following email right away!
O my dear sister,
Boe just introduced you to me while I had just quieted down from an outburst of righteous anger because I woke up from my nap only to find an email from a Pedro--a lovely Pedro peddling the pagan names of our Messiah and I am telling you he pushed my button big time! I jumped to my key board and let him have it! O mine I just about had it with the insidious resistance of these poor souls! I know Father Yah has gifted me with this ability to be blunt so I let him have it! Hopefully it will wake him up!
But I'm laughing now because as I quieted down from my righteous anger with lovely Pedro I calmly set up to study my lessons to improve the lively site Father has commissioned me to build but here comes Boe to push my laughter button when she introduced you to me and told me your name and I told her: I'M SO GLAD HER NAME IS NOT PEDRO! Lol
Boe gave me the link to your site and I leaped for joy as I entered it and went to your comments right away and started this email and without hesitation started out with the above paragraph.
However while I was writing the above Boe forward me your email where you mentioned the SITE with such positive comments about it yet I sense in that email that you are quite reserved and sensible quite the opposite of myself! O if it isn't just like Father Yah to put in my path a sensible one! First Boe a fun and laughter one and now Teshuah the sensible one!
And so I had started to send you my exchange with lovely Pedro but after I read your email to Boe I declined my wacky idea because I figured that you might think me to be ... well not too sensible and I want to get on in a good foot with you! :-) But if you wish I'll be glad to send you such an interesting exchange perhaps you'll get a chuckle!
I sure hope for a lasting relationship between the three of us!
love,
thia
All in all I have not heard from my new sister yet but I am sure I will get a favorable reply. But if I don’t just the same O my Master I will worship You with more emphasis than ever before! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!
In the meantime the time slipped from me and when I looked at it, it was today instead of yesterday! O well! I wrote a few sentences and went back to sound sleep until I woke up around 5am and began to record all the happenings of yesterday! Ha! Ha! What a life! All to the honor and esteem of my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/ Yahushua!
Tuesday, February 01, 2011 (6:43 am)
Well my Master how am I doing? Am I still delighting Your Being with my reaction to all of these amazing happenings You have been promoting these last few days?
“My child—My precious, precious child you are truly delighting My Being BIG time! As you put it! For I gift all My children with so many gifts and their unique personalities but My children still dormant and unable to see such reality!
“So when one of My children even one—My wacky thia responds to Me without any reservation at all and totally and completely give Me reign over their being that one child brings enough joy to My Being and moves My hand to proceed with the due and appointed restoration for ALL of My beloved and precious children!
“O My child you are truly a delight to My Being and there is nothing that I will not do for your well being to give you all that is necessary for you to continue witnessing for Me!
“Yes! You are truly My witness going on through the utter parts of the globe! Go on and on My precious child for you would not get to go through all the cities that now comprises Jerusalem before Yahushua’s return but you will get your heart desire to go back and witness to your children and friends and to other places of your heart’s desires because I am the One Who have put such desires in your heart!”
WOW! O my Master You are becoming to me so AWESOME that I cannot find any more words to describe such amazing inner sight of You within my being! What can I say but thanks O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua? Wonder what You have for me today?.... it’s all an open day for You to bestow Your blessings and me to receive them! HalleluYah! Going back to my lessons in the meantime!
Tuesday, February 01, 2011 (12:04 pm)
Well I didn’t get back to my lessons yet O my Master but You know it! For You had other things for me to think about on the light of the different predicaments we find ourselves throughout our entire lives! And in an email I wrote the thoughts You inspired to me this morning while washing my clothes.
On the serious side I have stated that ALL SICKNESS COME FROM THE WITCHES OF HELL! And that is correct because Father told me so! But last night He led me to read again all the curses in Deuteronomy 28:15-68 and then brought to my remembrance Paul's statement "a messenger from Satan …three times I have asked Him to heal me but He said, ‘My grace...." and it downed on me!
YES! all sickness come BUT not from the witches of hell only through them! For they actually those sickness and adversities come from HIM—our Father! As I read it in that long chapter of Deuteronomy 28! Amazing! What a revelation!
Are you getting what I am driving at? Read that passage about Shaul or Paul again! I can guarantee you that your rejoicing shall continue until it will strength you to do such irrational thing as throwing away your precious medicines like I did! ha ha ha! HalleluYah!!!
And so because our sickness come from our Father for his own purposes in our lives we can bind the witches of hell a million times but they wont let go of us until Father deals with us and HE puts an end to their evil doings! That’s why the so call ‘Deliverance Ministry’ is not effective! For it does not matter how many times we renounce the demons and do what ever the ministers of the deliverance team advise us to do the demons or the witches of hell won’t let go of us until Father sees fit to set us free!
That's what happened to me when Father dealt with me for what it seems to me to be the last time because I know that this time is truly no turning back to anybody's ways for no reason whatsoever if they kill me I won't go back to the system!
For I used to think that it was a matter of not going back to the overt life of sin I once lived for a time but no! That corrupted life was not actually my sin but my punishment for not submitting to HIM—our Master as he demands or commands for us to do for our own good!
Can you imagine the pain of a once self-righteous religious person when told, “you are nothing but a whore!”? No! living a life of sin for a child of the Almighty Creator of our beings is the worst horror anyone can imagine! Yet most all disdainfully think: “O yeah but we have a choice and she didn’t have to do that I wouldn’t do that!” Ha! No you wouldn’t do that but you do something worse—you condemn me or she or he not realizing that giving the opportunity you would do ten times worse of what we have done you arrogant and unloving poor excuse for a human being! Have you ever understood that no there is not even one that is good? What makes you think that you are different than me? May Yah have mercy on your soul that you may repent and learn what love is all about!”
WOW! WOW! GUES You got me on a roll my Master! Now what? It’s only 12:52pm and I have already recorded this much for Your honor and Your esteem. Now what to do with what I have recorded so far?
Tuesday, February 01, 2011 (4:11 pm)
Well my Master I have not heard anything from You or anybody else because I been busy with my lessons at last! But I need to take a break after the past 3 hrs of intense work! There is so much to this site building and I thank You for giving me the ability to learn these things as they are needed to get Your message to Your children in the way You would have me to get it to them! Wonder what’s going on in the world out there? I have not heard a peep from anybody! Maybe they are all still sleeping or working in their different tasks.
Wednesday, February 02, 2011 (1:13 am)
Well my Master this is strange that I had no emails whatsoever since yesterday morning! But You know what is going on and You are in control of everything that is going on so I refuse to panic. Let Your time and timing tell for I know that in due time You will break this silence. If the Internet has been cut and we can no longer communicate in that manner I know that somehow You will keep us all together. I do not know how You will do it but nothing is impossible unto You!
Wednesday, February 02, 2011 (4:28 am)
Thanks my Master for giving Your beloved sleep. Still not a sound from anyone! O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua here is my heart expressed in the following email,
Yes thinking...most of the time I get some response to my emails -- not a big response but this time I got absolutely no response! Plus you and Robin and Roxana are silent...Yes it is inevitable that I think and wonder... I lift up my being and put my complain to my Master but even He is silent...wondering, wondering, wondering ... has the time come? Is Jacob's trouble here? ...And in my heart the cry comes...Come Yahushua Come!
I will go back to my lessons until You develop the next circumstances for me to act under Your leading and direction.
Wednesday, February 02, 2011 (10:42 am)
I hear You my Master and I will record what I am hearing! People is continually correcting me because I hear Your voice and they do not believe that I do! There is nothing I can do about what people believe or not believe of the things that You tell me to record and about all that You are doing with my life but there is one thing that I do because You have empowered me to do—I obey You and do as You instruct me to do regardless of the consequences in my daily life on these grounds!
And so I fear no man or devil—not because I am brave but because You have taught me to fear You instead! For man or devil can cause me much harm and evil kill my body if that is what You allow them to do but You can kill my body AND soul and send me to the lake of fire for eternity!
And why do I fear to go to a hell that according to many does not exist? And why should I not go along with the majority who claim to know You as love and incapable of sending anyone to hell? Hum! Hum! Hum! Why?
The answer is very simple—because You have taught me to fear You by the things that I have suffered all of my life while believing all those things that we have been taught about You either in favor of You or against You based on the wisdom of the human mind! And so now You have brought me to the point that I no longer pay mind to my own thoughts and former beliefs much less to the thoughts or beliefs of others for which I am not in the good list of many. No matter! I do what You--my Master instruct me to do regardless of the consequences among mankind!
Therefore You have instructed me to tell Your people of their sin and tell them I must no matter what they think or do to me. And so yesterday I send out what You--my Master gave me to write about Lovely Pedro and it looks like many are offended by such writing and doing of mine! And without questioning anyone I know that they have done marked me for insensitivity to a brother in search of, well seemingly, in search of good but actually misguided as to what is good!
Why would I say something like that and why does it anger me when a seemingly lovely and good soul approach me in the way that this brother approached me? Because the Set Apart Spirit within me flared up in anger much like Yahushua flared up when Peter was being so nice and loving to Him and Yahushua told Peter, “Get thee beyond Me Satan!...” It’s just as simple as that!
Furthermore ALL the lovely words and names and all the Scriptures that we can quote however wonderful and numerous they may be will NOT AVAIL us in the times to come! Follow Messiah Yahushua—my Master and make Him your Master and He will tell you like He told His disciples about the reality and purpose of His birth and His life and His death by impaling and the ultimate purpose of His resurrection! Yahuweh/Yahushua are not interested in all our romantic and lovely words! Those all come from the carnal self ingrained within us all! But Yahushua only interest is that we might know the TRUTH so He can set us free!
People are calling me insane! And the Bible scholars as well as anybody who has minimal or extensive knowledge of the LETTER of the Bible and even the veterans in maters of the Spirit of our Maker are accusing me of not lining up with what they know of the LETTER of the Bible but unfortunately practically all these people are wrong in telling me so for they are the ones that are wrong and deceived! Yet I have nothing to worry about when I write these things and tell all the truth of their sinful condition to depend on all this intellectual and emotional malarkey when it comes to the Almighty Creator of our beings and the Redeemer of our souls—even Yahuweh/Yahushua Messiah! And I have to tell them how wrong they are because my Master Yahuweh/Yahushua command me to tell them so! If they don’t want to listen though that I wreath in pain with their rejection I can do nothing about it neither can Yahuweh/Yahushua—the Almighty Creator of our beings do anything because He cannot go against the will of His children as much as He loves us all! So I have no apology for the way I answer Pedro! I only hope that the words I wrote to him penetrate past the Christian deception and that Pedro comes to find the Truth that shall set him free—even Yahushua Messiah! And now I thoroughly understand the content in the whole chapter 16 in the book of Matthew.
I was asked how do I study the WORD? This is how—my Teacher—even my Master’s Set Apart Spirit brings to my remembrance one verse in the content of what He is inspiring me to record then He inspires me to check that verse in the content of the whole chapter or even more than one chapter at times. So here is the quote of that chapter as it comes alive forevermore within my being!
Matthew 16:1-28
NOW THE Pharisees and Sadducees came up to Yahushua, and they asked Him to show them a sign (spectacular miracle) from heaven attesting His divine authority. He replied to them, When it is evening you say, It will be fair weather, for the sky is red, and in the morning, It will be stormy today, for the sky is red and has a gloomy and threatening look. You know how to interpret the appearance of the sky, but you cannot interpret the signs of the times. A wicked and morally unfaithful generation craves a sign, but no sign shall be given to it except the sign of the prophet Jonah.
Then He left them and went away. When the disciples reached the other side of the sea, they found that they had forgotten to bring any bread. Yahushua said to them, Be careful and on your guard against the leaven (ferment) of the Pharisees and Sadducees. And they reasoned among themselves about it, saying, It is because we did not bring any bread.
But Yahushua, aware of this, asked, Why are you discussing among yourselves the fact that you have no bread? O you men, how little trust you have in Me, how little faith! Do you not yet discern (perceive and understand)? Do you not remember the five loaves of the five thousand, and how many small hand baskets you gathered? Nor the seven loaves for the four thousand, and how many large provision baskets you took up?
How is it that you fail to understand that I was not talking to you about bread? But beware of the leaven (ferment) of the Pharisees and Sadducees. Then they discerned that He did not tell them to beware of the leaven of bread, but of the teaching of the Pharisees and Sadducees.
Now when Yahushua went into the region of Caesarea Philippi, He asked His disciples, Who do people say that the Son of Man is? And they answered, Some say John the Baptist; others say Elijah; and others Jeremiah or one of the prophets. He said to them, But who do you yourselves say that I am?
Simon Peter—Kepha answered and said, YOU art the Messiah, the Son of the living Elohim. And Yahushua answered and said unto him, Blessed—happy, fortunate, and to be envied are you, Simon Bar-Yona. For flesh and blood—men have not revealed this to you, but My Father Who is in heaven.
And I tell you, you are Peter—Greek—Petros—a large piece of rock, and on this rock Greek, petra--a huge rock like Gibraltar I will build My assembly, and the gates of Hades (the powers of the infernal region) shall not overpower it or be strong to its detriment or hold out against it.
I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven; and whatever you bind (declare to be improper and unlawful) on earth must be what is already bound in heaven; and whatever you loose (declare lawful) on earth must be what is already loosed in heaven. Then He sternly and strictly charged and warned the disciples to tell no one that He was Yahushua the Messiah.
From that time forth Yahushua began clearly to show His disciples that He must go to Jerusalem and suffer many things at the hands of the elders and the high priests and scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised from death.
Then Peter—Kepha took Him aside to speak to Him privately and began to reprove and charge Him sharply, saying, Yah forbid, Master! This must never happen to You! But Yahushua turned away from Peter—Kepha and said to him, Get behind Me, Satan! You are in My way—an offense and a hindrance and a snare to Me; for you are minding what partakes not of the nature and quality of Yahuweh, but of men.
Then Yahushua said to His disciples, If anyone desires to be My disciple, let him deny himself disregard, lose sight of, and forget himself and his own interests and take up his stake and follow Me cleave steadfastly to Me, conform wholly to My example in living and, if need be, in dying, also.
For whoever is bent on saving his temporal life—his comfort and security here shall lose it—eternal life; and whoever loses his life his comfort and security here for My sake shall find it—life everlasting.
For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and forfeits his life his blessed life in the kingdom of heaven? Or what would a man give as an exchange for his blessed life in the kingdom of heaven?
For the Son of Man is going to come in the esteem (majesty, splendor) of His Father with His messengers, and then He will render account and reward every man in accordance with what he has done. Truly I tell you, there are some standing here who will not taste death before they see the Son of Man coming in (into) His kingdom.
O my Master as You quicken Your Word and give life to it within my being I can see how we have been misled and interpret Your Word to say something other than what You mean. And as You quickened me to write these words because of the lack of response from the mailing of yesterday You also quickened me to look up this chapter in the book of Matthew. But I did not know that this chapter confirms what You have commanded me to proclaim to Your people. At that time You warned the disciples to be ware of the levan or the doctrines of the religions of that time but now You are plainly warning Your people about the doctrines that the religions of these days have impregnated in our minds and hearts as it is written in the above quote. May all Your people read those words and willingly turn themselves to You to give them the spirit of repentance for them to be set free!
Yes my Master now I shall email this writing and publish all I have written in the last couple of days for Your honor and Your esteem! May it all go forth not by my might nor by power but by the power of Your Almighty Set Apart Spirit!