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Dear visitor, thank you for your visit. Now let me state that this short notice is long over due. But I have had some comments about my writing style and I perceive that many miss the point of my writings because of the details of my daily living which seemed irreverent and unnecessary yet there is a method to my madness! And this is the method: by giving you all my details you can asses the human being that I am which is the human being that our Maker is using to give you an example of what He can do for any human being! And so may I suggest that you seriously consider the words of our Maker written in magenta color because such words do not apply just to myself but they apply to you and to all of His children as well! That's all! Please continue your scroll!



"everyone who thirsts, come to the waters. And you who have no silver, come, buy and eat. Come, buy wine and milk without silver and without price. "Why do you weigh out silver for what is not bread, and your labour for what does not satisfy? Listen, listen to Me, and eat what is good, and let your being delight itself in fatness. Incline your ear, and come to Me. Hear, so that your being lives."

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From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

Thursday, October 27, 2011 (10:14 am)
Let it be known to all that this is one message I am delivering with fear and trembling of your reaction to it should you read the complete record!! Not fear of your reaction to me—whether you acknowledge me or not or let me know that you are still with me or not. Rather my plea is for you all to consider these messages seriously as coming from our Father not me! May Father Yah have mercy on us all and give to you all ears to hear and eyes to see Him revealing Himself to us all not only through these writings of mine but also at every turn of our ways His written words are revealing to all the truth about Him and His ways and about our carnal beings! He is revealing this truth to us all to the end that we repent or turn around from our present way of living and submit to Him! He is calling us to repentance! And may He give you all a heart determination to obey Him even at the cost of the good lives that you are now living! Amen.
Friday, October 28, 2011 (4:24 pm)
But why do I fear and tremble the reaction of whoever reads this message? Because I know that I am really, really speaking for our Father but the more I write these messages the less evidence I have in my mind that I am doing the right thing and of course I am human and my fear is well founded because of the lack of reaction from anyone so far! But in essence my fear goes deeper than that because when I observe the leaders at large who are freely bringing all kinds of information to you all and I simple can't find a single one apart from Yedidah who is exhorting the people to repent of the present way of doing things and begin to seek our Maker's face in all earnest! Yet even Yedidah is now tottering into setting herself up as the best authority to lead the people on these last days. I can see that Yedidah has enormous grounds to set herself up as the authority and in all honesty I respect her ministry to us all but I truly see the great danger of Daniel 11:33-35 for Yedidah and I fear that is no use to lift up my voice to bring these things to light! After all who am I against the giants like Yedidah in the eyes of the people?
But it breaks my heart to see all popular leaders urging the people to follow their outlines to read the Bible and to go to one festival or the other or to listen to one thing or another or the worst--to pay attention to what the devil is up to and prepare for survival! And the people at large for the most are totally disgusted and tired of hearing the same rhetoric over and over again but the thing that really breaks my heart is to see my people so engrossed with the leaders and totally committed to the religious and world's systems period! For such is what seems good and reasonable to them! I fear for one thing to be thrown out into the bunch that are propagating all such things and for another thing I fear that the ones that are guilty of doing those things may have more influence to sway you all the wrong way!
Nonetheless I refuse to give in all of these very real possibilities because I refuse to harbor unworthy and unwarranted suspicious concerning my Master's faithfulness! Because of His faithfulness we can all face tomorrow with hope and sooner than I can imagine I know Father will touch the very fiber of your hearts so you all turn to Him! And I do not have to see such thing—your turning—even when no one acknowledges me as I write these things I will not lose hope because I have chosen to see only our Maker's faithfulness to us all! He is Almighty Yahuwah and He will prevail! He will be exalted among the nations and He will be exalted in all the earth! And for the honor of His name I shall publish this article as soon as I finish preparing it!

It's impossible for me to overcome all the miseries this world has to impose upon us!
But with You—my Master all things are possible!...


Chapter 1—Is it Your mind in me or just my ideas of Your mind in me?


From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

Wednesday, October 26, 2011 (1:02 pm)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua here comes the weeping in the agonizing thought of the future of my children and Ahmad and all my loved ones should they not repent! And I embrace such agony in obedience to Your commandment to rent my heart not my garments! O my Master spare Your people! Spare them my Master for the sake of Your name because that is what You promised to do!
Wednesday, October 26, 2011 (8:20 pm)
Well my Master this was another day of silence and this time I am not calling anyone! I know You have a purpose for every minute detail of my life so I am not going to fret about it! But I thank You for the couple of hours break I had this afternoon reading funny stories! And now I'm sleepy maybe You give Your beloved sleep!
Thursday, October 27, 2011 (12:52 am)
Thanks for sleep my Master! Now what? What am I to do the rest of this morning? Should I go back to sleep for I do not have any energy to work? Once again it feels like I have been forgotten for nobody calls or come or emails me! But no, I have not been forgotten because Werner did let me know that my sister in Guatemala is in the hospital with heart or kidney problems; he is supposed to let me know what's happening later on! Ha! People is always complaining how they have to answer thousands of emails!! And me? Hardly have to answer any! What a bliss! Nothing to complain about!
Thursday, October 27, 2011 (4:51 am)
Again thanks for sleep my Master! I went back to sleep and got much need rest; now I feel better physically and I will be able to continue my task! It's impossible for me to overcome all the miseries this world has to impose upon us! But with You all things are possible! So though that I must suffer the pain inflicted upon my body I overcome such pain by Your grace—Your unmerited favor to me—Your grace is sufficient for me to overcome not only pain but all the adversities of life! Unfortunately most of my life I lived without understanding of You and Your ways. And I lived a life controlled by my raw emotional system and my high intellect convinced that such were from You—Your mind in me!! It's the same for all human beings—all human beings are controlled by their raw emotional system and their high intellect. Of course because we have good feelings—a sincere heart and we are civilized and highly intelligent we mistakenly assumed that those good feelings and our good thoughts and intentions are from You—my Master from Your mind in us but they are not!

Chapter 2—We live a lifestyle following Biblical principles and we receive the benefits for abiding in those principles so we assumed You are pleased with our lifestyle but by far! Such lifestyle is not pleasing unto You!...

So—because we assumed our emotional/intellectual systems to be from Your mind in us we lived a lifestyle that is not necessarily wrong—because in fact we live a lifestyle following Biblical principles and we receive the benefits for abiding in those principles; so we assumed You bless us and things go well for us as we abide in those principles because You are pleased with our lifestyle and we proceed to propagate such lifestyle in lieu of propagating Your first and most important commandment! But by far! Such lifestyle is not pleasing unto You! Therefore we grope around these earthly grounds like sheep without a pastor! A multitude of human beings all herded together in different denominational and nondenominational groups called by whatever name the god of this world chooses to give to such groups of people many of those groups cemented in greatly organized religions rampart in this world! Such is the pitiful state and condition of Your people as a whole as You are revealing it to some at the present time in order to expose this bleak reality to Your children!
Whatever for You are doing this exposing at the cost of some of us lives? Ah! But You already gave an answer to my question—You are doing this exposure at the cost of some of us lives for the same reason that You sent Yahushua to give His life for the life of Your people! You are exposing these things to Your people to give them a chance to repent and abandon such religions and groups and beliefs and doctrines—abandon all knowledge acquired so far from the human intellect about You and Your ways and us and life in general so You can restore them to the original state for which You created us and enable all to come to rest into Your loving hands or Your loving will! For by all means! It is NOT Your will that any should perish!

Chapter 3— In my distress, I have cried unto You! Your answer resonated within my being...

O children of the Most High—children of Father Yahuwah let Father have His way in the inner most part of your being! He is knocking loudly at the entrance of your heart requesting a key to your secret chamber! Give to Him—our loving Father the key to your secret chamber—such key that you have not even been aware of its existence! Ask Him to find such key within your being and give it to Him to keep for good—now and for eternity! That awesome moment when I heard His knocking happened to me a couple of weeks after I had given up because I was sunk into the depth of despair about my living existence for lack of human support and fellowship as I record it! From my records,

In my distress, I have cried unto You! Your answer resonated within my being...

Saturday, September 12, 2009 (4:46pm).
Oh my Father, this has been a painful and weepy Sabbath! It is so painful to have no one to fellowship in the Oneness with You. Yet, I rather suffer the pain of rejection than the acceptance of the unclean and defiled vessels who claim to be in right standing with You. I am thankful to have this spot to be alone and separated unto You. Day after day go by without the least acknowledgement from my children whether they care or not for me and for You. Even when I was in contact with one of the closest of my children there was a block between her and me and she was unable to receive the blessings You have for all through my writings; she would prefer to stick to her ways and continue to stick her head in the sand of the deception engulfing all of Your children. Father I feel so helpless and hopeless. Unless You intervene and develop the circumstances to get me out of this emotional state, I am done!
Yet, by all means! I know that, all of these nasty feelings of hopelessness and despair are only fiery darts from the enemy and they cannot affect me in the least. My whole being is committed to You! I belong to You and nothing and no one can snatch me from Your merciful hand. In due time You will make the necessary provisions to lift me up to wherever I am to go and serve You. I wait on You. And I thank You for putting in my heart to intercede for Your children and mine. But of course, my children are Your children as well. I lift up my fellow servants to You. Wherever You have them serving You make all the provisions necessary for their well being as You always do. And I pray for direction and strength on what to do at this moment of time when I feel so dejected and abandoned by all! Lift me to the Rock that is too high for me to climb! I guess I will turn off this computer and lay down to rest. I wait on You. I know that You never leave nor forsake me. It's now 5:16pm and all is quiet, I had no mail contact at all and that is painful after I sent to all such powerful message from You. Again I wait on You. You alone know what is going on.

Sunday, September 13, 2009 (1:26am)

Abba, my Father, here I am. Take the coal, touch my lips, send me. Wherever is Your pleasure to send me, here I am my Father, willing to obey You. I worship and revere and I delight in You! You are my Master and my Keeper, my Deliverer, You are to me, my life existence and purpose! You alone are my Elohim! And in You I take refuge! I wait on You.
Sunday, September 13, 2009 (2:23am).
Yes! In my distress, I have cried unto You and You, always, answered me, but, this time, Your answer resonated within my being in the most powerful way than ever before! How amazing are Your ways! Oh my Father! Your words resonate in my ears still, infusing Your strength and power in the deepest part of my being! I will never be the same from here on to the rest of my allotted time on these earthly grounds. Thus You have spoken to me,
"Thia—My child, If you return and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair, then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile, cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning My faithfulness, you shall be My mouthpiece.
"But do not yield to them. Let them return to you—not you to the people.
"And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says Yahuweh your Master and Deliverer! "And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants.

Chapter 4—Father Yahuwah is knocking loudly at the entrance of your heart let Him come in the inner most part of your being! Your Presence Within My Secret Chamber!

Most especial Sabbath…

Saturday, October 03, 2009 (1:21am).
Father, You know why my two close friends don't write to me anymore; and You know what is going on with my daughters and grandchildren. You know that though I am having a hard time accepting the fact that all are to abandon me for a time; and though I am sad about these matters, I am compose and confident in You for I sense Your strength. And Father, there is so much excitement going on about Sukkoth. The feast is supposed to start Monday and people are already in town in expectation of such event, but, I am alone and unable to participate in such excitement. Talk to me my Master, I need to hear Your voice on moments like this when there is no one but You as it should be.

"My Thia, My beloved, open the door of your chamber for I am knocking. I come to take you higher up to My Mountain to be alone with Me."

Master, my door is open or is it not? Give me the eyes to see the door of my heart and the ability to open it wide to You.

"My beloved, in your heart there are many chambers and I have come to inhabit those chambers, but, now I wish to come in, in the most intimate and deepest chamber where no one else should be allowed."

Master! My Beloved Master! By all means! Take the key that I can't find and open the door for my secret chambers! By all means! My Beloved, take the key to my secret chambers and keep it as Your eternal property! I want no one else to invade such intimate quarters!

"My beloved, My Thia, the key to your secret chambers is now in My possession and I am taking residence in that deepest and most Set Apart chamber of your heart! No one shall disturb you any longer, whether they come or go, whether they call or not, whether they are kind or un-kind, whether they are friend or foe, whether they are your flesh and blood or perfect strangers, NO ONE should ever disturb you anymore!"

O my Master! Are You now taking me to Your Mountain top? What am I to do? What am I to feel? What am I to think? Tell me my Master! Do unto me as it is pleasing in Your sight!

"My beloved Thia, you are now beyond the realm of disturbing feelings and emotions and imaginations. From now on all your doings shall become sensible and your feelings for goodness shall intensify as well as your feelings for badness. And your thoughts shall be under the captivity of My thoughts. This drastic change within your being shall soon take hold of the hearts of many who would turn to Me and esteem My name as they see your good works."

Master, what about these festivals and different things that Your people are so deep into? What am I to do? What am I to respond to inquires as to my behavior on these days of excitement for Your people? And, Master, what am I to do about my health? What about all the body discomforts I suffer all the time? Am I to do anything about my body? How am I to take care of my body?

"My beloved, say and do exactly as I have been leading you to say and do. Do not relent in speaking My WORD as it is written. Truly, My Thia, your time has come to delight Me and from here on out ALL things and ALL matters shall come to pass in your life as it is written and as I have been telling you personally.
"My beloved Thia, I am well aware of your physical condition. Your body is continuously decaying on account of the environmental conditions caused by the sin of mankind under the evil influence of our enemy. Nonetheless, you have nothing to worry about because My grace is sufficient unto you; that means that you are able to withstand all and any discomfort in your body and rejoice rather than complain about it. You are in excellent health and I will keep your body in healthy conditions until the time comes to invest you with a new body immune to decay.
"My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify ten fold. As of this instant I am taking control of your imaginations. Your steps shall be steady as you move in any direction. And the song of praise and adoration to Me shall intensify to the point of the highest heaven.
"Truly, My beloved, I AM in your deepest chambers! Nothing and no one can disturb you now! Today is a very especial Sabbath and I shall teach you the way to come into My rest. Your actions from here on shall be beyond your plans and ideas of what it should be done. You will do the right and proper things without even thinking or premeditating ahead of time. There will not any longer be any anxiety in your life even in the most arid places in the absence of human touch and care. My Thia, My beloved, rejoice! Rejoice and be glad for your time has come to inhabit My Mountain top now and forever!"

O my Master—my Beloved truly my emotions are under Your control and my feelings for goodness as well as badness have intensified! And I have no more trouble when the weeping waves invade my being or the elation of wonderful feelings do likewise. I can now sensibly accept such emotions and not act on them because You have also taken control of my thoughts and wild imaginations! HalleluYah!


Chapter 5—All the seemly behavior of a human being on this earth is an stench unto My nostrils because there is no such a thing as goodness…says Master Yahuwah!

Thursday, October 27, 2011 (9:06 am)
But You know my Master that I often wonder now about my emotions and thoughts—feelings and imaginations being under Your control because all the bursts of anger and the elated hopes that I have gone through during the last two years! Speak to my heart my Master and enlighten me as to the veracity of Your words to me on that momentous and Most especial Sabbath on Saturday, October 03, 2009. You know also my Master that in my heart I have no doubt whatsoever as to the veracity or accuracy of such words but to the human mind in me and whoever happens to be observing my behavior is quite doubtful that You are indeed in control of my emotions and my thinking patterns! And for that reason I beseech You my Beloved Master to speak clearly to my heart once again not only for my benefit but mainly for the benefit of all concerned!

"My child—My beloved and precious child every single moment of your existence you bring joy to My heart because of your unquestionable dedication and loyalty to My Being in spite and against all human factors! Yes! I am well aware of the doubt and insecurity in your human mind but worse in the mind of all concerned who doubt My Presence within your being because your unseemly behavior according to the rules of the society of mankind both religious and secular!
"Yet My child remember that all the seemly behavior of a human being on this earth is an stench unto My nostrils! Why? Because there is no such a thing as goodness in the nature of mankind regardless all the acts of human beings—external or internal exercises of righteousness to reach My Being! As it is written,

Isaiah 64:6-7
For we have all become like one who is unclean—ceremonially, like a leper, and all our righteousness (our best deeds of rightness and justice) is like filthy rags or a polluted garment; we all fade like a leaf, and our iniquities, like the wind, take us away—far from Maker's favor, hurrying us toward destruction. And no one calls on Your name and awakens and bestirs himself to take and keep hold of You; for You have hidden Your face from us and have delivered us into the consuming power of our iniquities.
Romans 3:10-12
As it is written, None is righteous, just and truthful and upright and conscientious, no, not one. No one understands—no one intelligently discerns or comprehends; no one seeks out the Mighty Creator of our beings! All have turned aside; together they have gone wrong and have become unprofitable and worthless; no one does right, not even one! Their throat is a yawning grave; they use their tongues to deceive (to mislead and to deal treacherously). The venom of asps is beneath their lips. Their mouth is full of cursing and bitterness. Their feet are swift to shed blood. Destruction [as it dashes them to pieces] and misery mark their ways. And they have no experience of the way of peace [they know nothing about peace, for a peaceful way they do not even recognize. There is no loyalty or fear of the Almighty before their eyes.

"But mankind has invented all kind of methods and religions and systems TO LOOK GOOD and avoid even the appearance of evil to cover their ugly nakedness devoid of all goodness! And therein lay ALL the confusion that causes My children to judge wrongly according to the rules ingrained in their human minds!
"Let that be the answer to satisfy every single tongue that has risen against you because of your behavior does not fit the human pattern of goodness and righteousness nor their ideas of love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control. "Regardless of their ideas of such things I am in control of your being and you are My bond servant totally and completely submitted to My Being in accordance to My first and most important commandment and I am well pleased with your behavior!
"Thus let all beware from this point forward that you are indeed delivering My words to all and you are under My control and protection and it is not a light thing in My sight for anyone to ignore and unduly touch My servants!"

O my Master how am I to deliver this word? For sure they will label me as insane and deluded and they will double their efforts to avoid and get rid of me and my writings for good for telling them that all their systems are TO LOOK GOOD and avoid even the appearance of evil to cover their ugly nakedness devoid of all goodness! And You know that I am human and I miss them dearly! This task that You are giving to me right now has ceased to be funny on this instant of time! No matter! If I perish I perish! If all continue to shun and remain aloof from me and deprive me of their affection and support! If all my most cherished fellow human beings abandon me! No matter! For under no circumstance I intent to disobey Your instructions! I will publish this record as per Your instructions regardless of the consequences! It's Your words that I am recording not mine! HalleluYah!

May Your will be done and may Your Kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven!

Come Master Yahushua Come!


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From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

Saturday, October 01, 2011 (12:09 am)
O HalleluYah! Shabbat Shalom my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua! It's midnight and I lift up my heart to You replete with thanksgiving because of Your mercy my Master! Your mercy to us all is beyond measure! You know why Jake and Peter neither called nor came today! Maybe my season with them is over! I simply can't afford to be surprised about anything when it comes to our human nature! But You are in control my Master and I refuse to doubt Your providence for us all! In due time You will show each one of Your children the Way – the Truth – the Life—You will reveal Yourself to each one individually and all will be well then! In the meantime You are my Portion and I want for nothing! HalleluYah! I think is best that I go back to bed and hope that You give Your beloved sleep!
Saturday, October 01, 2011 (5:41 am)
Well the problem with my Word program is solved and maybe the continuous recording noise is solved also I will know after I reinstall Skype. Well again my Master it seems that everything is fixed in my computer but I do not know how? It's now 12:56 pm and at 5:41 am I thought I had it fixed but I didn't so I proceeded to uninstall and reinstall programs and I have spent the whole day doing such then suddenly! it occurred to me to plug in one of the plugs that I had disconnected trying to get rid of the recording noise and before I knew it everything seems to be fixed! Mystery! Mystery! Computer mysteries! O what way for the time to go past me!
I'm supposed to be somehow of a tech in computer matters because I passed the test but, I never can guess what these machines will do next! That's because I'm creative not technical! I create my own problems and it looks like I create my own solutions as well! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! And now I better go take my shower in case Peter and Jake come early! (As it turned out the annoying noise came back! But it came to me to go back to get more information from the Skype forum where I had posted my problem looking for a solution and a member of the group hit the mark giving me the answer and solution to my mysterious problem! It all had to do with 'the plug & unplug' instead of the 'install & uninstall'! Ha! Ha! What a silly tech I am!)
Saturday, October 01, 2011 (6:49 pm)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua our Shabbat is gone with the sun and I spend it on neutral emotional grounds—not up nor down just even quilt reflecting on everything that goes on around me and around the world while I soberly worked in the computer until now that I have the problem solved for sure! What will be next I don't know but You do and will let me know in due time! That's all that matters to me!
Saturday, October 01, 2011 (9:10 pm)
Peter is taken pictures of myself and I'm a ham—love my picture taken! Yes Peter and Jake came and spend a couple of hours with me! We enjoyed our time together sharing Your Presence within us! HalleluYah!
Sunday, October 02, 2011 (3:33 am)
Life or what is called life on these earthly grounds goes on actually more like rages on as a swollen river rages downstream carrying all the debris in its muddy waters! In a way though it is a fearful sight it's only part of the nature of things just as our lives are a part of our human nature! Ha! "Life is what we make of it!" Peter exclaimed so ever philosophically! "Yeah!" I responded—"that's why we are in the heap of trouble that we are in!" and we all had a jolly good laugh! But how true Peter's statement is! We human beings are to be pitied and You know it my Master! For You are having pity and extending to us the scepter from Your hand of mercy for us to abandon our pitiful lives and come into Your Presence!
What a marvelous deed of Yours! And more marvelous it is the way You are revealing Your Majesty and infinite love and mercy to each and all of Your children! Who can resist such love? How awesome! In silence I lift up my heart to worship You! HalleluYah!

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1. Mind Programming, Hidden Manipulation & the "World Brain"
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Attention!---This Trilogy is written by Yedidah not by Thia

From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

Friday, September 23, 2011 (9:45 am)
I am now updating all the entries from Yedidah published in the SITE. Yedidah's books used to be in the front page of the SITE but as my Master began to teach and refine and lead me in the way that I had to go it has been of the uttermost importance that my journal and my Master's words to me be placed up front for all to follow the thread of my life while my Master worked in the reality of my everyday existence. And so I only placed the links to Yedidah's material in the navigation bar but now Father is instructing me to place such material up front again.
So here is a work which should opened everybody's eyes to understand what has happened to us children of the Most High as well as to all human beings so that all can make a wise choice for their eternal future! I can testify that reading this Trilogy opened my eyes to understand so much about my own predicament of life and why I acted and lived such tumultuous life of confusion and woe! And the Set Apart Spirit of our Creator used this information to empower me to make the radical change I had to make in my lifestyle. Likewise it is imperative that we all obtain that power and this information will certainly help anyone willing to reach out for truth to be set free from the drudgery of this world!

An excerpt from the first volume...

Volume 1--Mind Programming, Hidden Manipulation, And the "World Brain"


This might well be the most important article I have written to date as far as my attempts to save people's lives from the hidden things that are destroying multi-millions in America and Europe, and others around the world. For it deals with the subtle, hidden programming of our minds daily-things that we do not even know are happening to us. It is the frog in the water story: If you put a frog in a kettle of lukewarm water and turn up the heat a little at a time until it is at full boil, the frog will sit there and boil to death. This is exactly what is happening to our people, our nation, our civilization, and the whole world-self-destruction.
I have often pointed out that Revelation 18 is New York City. The twenty-five commodities listed in verses 12 and 13 are only traded daily in one place in the world-Wall Street—New York City. But, few notice or understand the twenty-sixth thing listed…"the bodies and the souls of men."
The use of children and adults in American factories overseas-paying them as little as ten cents and hour for twelve hour a day shifts is a part of "the bodies and souls of men." But, the creation of a slave race to serve the ultra rich is being worked out quickly. The plan to exterminate the earth's population to get it down to about 500,000,000 people to serve as a slave class is well in the works by the hidden "wise men," so they are called, that run the whole world's money (trade and commerce) and political one-world government system. Already these Lucifer-worshipping (Satan worshipping) ultra rich elite, who use men as puppets behind the scenes to bring about Satan's desire for world rule, work through the leadership of nations-particularly the heads of the world government in the G-8 nations to obtain their goal.
This article has to do with YOU and your family. It has to do with revealing the reality of what HAS BEEN DONE and what is being done to you and your children—subtly but surely—so that you can put a stop to it. Putting a stop to it will require radical lifestyle change for most people. Revelation 22:11: "…let the set-apart be more set-apart." The great division between the set-apart ones who belong to Yahuweh, the Elohim of Israel-The Elohim (God) of the Bible—and those absorbed in this world's system is widening daily. (Matthew 10:34-39)
We are at a cross roads-either we radically deal with reality today, and change our thinking and our lifestyle to prepare for the coming radical changes in our country and in our world, or we do nothing and end up totally unprepared and programmed into acceptance of what is perpetrated against us.
The "Free World" or "First World"-the wealthy nations-have so conditioned their citizens to ease and comfort that for most to be without comforts, conveniences and ease is a frightening thought. We are a soft, spoiled people-weak and have been easily controllable by outside forces. We must condition our minds to the realities of Acts 4 and 5-the lifestyle of the first century believers who had no comforts except the comfort of the Ruach Yahuweh (Spirit of Yahuweh).
I have been in many "Third World" nations—and in these unindustrialized, non-world commercial countries, where much of the world's population has bare necessities, they have no problems following the first century pattern for true believers in Messiah, for they have no ease, comfort, or conveniences to get in their way. In countries where those who have faith in the Bible and in Jesus are targets for extinction, as in China, parts of Africa, Muslim countries, parts of Mexico, Central and South America, they are prepared for martyrdom daily. They see imprisonment for their faith and even torture and death as a part of belonging to a Savior whose Kingdom is "not of this world." (John 18:36)
The Apostle Paul (Rav Sha'ul) told his disciples: "It is through much tribulation that we enter the Kingdom of Yahuweh." (Acts 14:22) Rav Sha'ul told us to "endure hardships as a good soldier of Messiah Yahushua." (II Timothy 2:3) He told us "If we suffer with Him, we shall also reign with Him; if we deny Him, He also will deny us." (II Timothy 2:12)
T.V. ads and our culture in general teach us systematically that we deserve the best-that we must buy the constantly better products, and that any suffering on our part is undesirable. But, then again, this is the message of the modern New Age gospel of the Evangelical and Charismatic worldly Church system— especially of America—"We're King's kids-we deserve the best." But, if we do not return to a Scriptural attitude in these last days, we will be caught as they were in the flood of Noah's day, or like Lot's wife. (Luke 17:24-33)
Do you notice in the above passage in Luke 17 that Messiah referred to His reigning in His Kingdom on earth, but said "first" He had to suffer? This is the pattern of Yahuweh-first darkness and suffering, then the day and light and rejoicing-"the evening and the morning were the first day" (Genesis 1:5). We will not escape the night! We are not better than our Master!
In John 16:23, Yahushua rebuked Peter, who was telling Messiah that He did not have to suffer: "Get behind me Satan: you are an offense to Me, for you savor not the things that are of Elohim (God), but those things that be of men."
The Word says we are to work six days a week. Our creator knew that too much idle time was not good for us. With too much idle time, most people indulge in things unacceptable to a Scriptural lifestyle. We must set-aside what tantalizes our fleshly appetites and discipline ourselves in the Word and in prayer, for the greatest test of mankind is soon to be taken.
Most Americans have a Luciferic mind-programmer in their home, and do not realize what it is doing to them and their family. T.V., and for many the Internet, is like a hypnotic addictive drug. For many, when regular T.V. time is denied, or Internet time-say the T.V. or your computer breaks down—most don't know what to do with themselves-frustration, even anger set in. Most people in our modern world don't know how to carry on a conversation with their spouse or child.
These modern programming devices of the world system stimulate the brain and glue the mind to what is being shown and said. It is through the eyes that Eve saw that the tree of the knowledge of good and evil looked good. (Genesis 3) What she saw overrode the command of Elohim—thus rebellion and sin entered the soul of mankind.
I John 3:4: "Sin is the transgression of the Torah"-the instructions and teachings of the Kingdom of heaven for our good on this earth, lining us up to the right-rulings of the Kingdom of heaven. Through the eyes and ears, T.V. is teaching you the way of Lucifer/Satan. You're home has become another "Garden of Eden," and your choices again are the same given to Adam and Eve.
King David said in Psalm 110:3: "I will set no wicked thing before my eyes." In Isaiah 33:14-17, talking about the return of Messiah during the wrath of Yahuweh, the question is asked: "Who of us shall dwell with the devouring fire?" Then the passage goes on to answer that question. One of the qualities of those who escape, and are blameless before His throne, are those who "shut their eyes from (purposely) seeing evil." We see evil around us daily, but we don't have to take it into our homes and sit and watch it and be absorbed into it, and enjoy it. The more sin and wickedness we watch, the less we have a desire for disciplining ourselves in preparation for the Luciferic take-over to come. In fact, conviction is dulled to the point, where sin is natural and set-apartness (holiness) is very unnatural.
If we are born-again by faith in Jewish Messiah Yahushua's death and resurrection, then according to the Word, we are a NEW CREATION-and have the fruit of the re-born spirit, which is: "love, joy, peace, patient longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, and self control."
The two principle commandments, which incase all commandments, are: 1) "You shall love Yahuweh, your Elohim, with all your heart, with all your soul and with all your might." 2) "You shall love your neighbor as yourself." (Deuteronomy 6:5 and Leviticus 19:18; Matthew 22:36-39) In today's culture, most people love themselves, but they don't transfer that caring and compassion to other people. When we receive Messiah as our Savior, we enter a covenant with the Father and become citizens of His Kingdom. In being citizens of the Father's Kingdom, there are responsibilities to Him to obey His set-apart Commandments-paramount is obedience to His Shabbat (setting aside Friday night to Saturday night unto Him), His seven Festivals, picturing or salvation (Leviticus 23) and His dietary laws (Leviticus 11), which is an intricate part of being set-apart from the world. (Galatians 5:22-23) Galatians 5:24: "And they that are Messiah's have impaled (crucified) the flesh with its affections and lusts." (Italics mine)
Let's get down to basics: If a person is in Messiah and is looking for His coming, and has expectation of being in His Kingdom-then what would they be doing watching and enjoying sin on the T.V. or Internet, in videos, in magazines or books? We're in preparation now for eternity!
I John 3:1-3: "Behold, what love the Father has given us, that we should be called the children of Elohim! For this reason, the world does not know us, because it did not know Him. Beloved ones: now are we the children of Elohim. And it has not yet been revealed what we shall be, but we know that when He is revealed, we shall be like Him, for we shall see Him as He is. And everyone having this expectation in Him purifies himself, as He is pure." (Please also see I John 2:15-17; II Corinthians 6:14-7:1; and James 4:4) The majority of Christian and Messianic believers enjoy Satan's world and yet expect to live forever in a Kingdom of absolute righteousness. We need to understand Matthew 7:13-27! We're fooling ourselves if we think He, the consuming fire, will spare us in the judgment to come, if we enjoy eating of the Satan/Lucifer tree of eternal death.....

Go ahead! To read on the complete Trilogy for there is still a lot more to consider and reflect on this matter! It's worth it!—›Trilogy By Yedidah...

Announcement…


Announcing the simple conclusion of my Father's work within my being for the last four years since that memorable September 15, 2007!

From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

Monday, September 19, 2011 (9:33 am)
Where am I at in the journey of my life? And would my children and my beloved friends harvest any fruit from the radical life change that I have experienced since that memorable day in spite of my lapses and offenses to them? It is my hope that after considering my latest writings things would level out for all of us! For practically all of my children and friends have become distant from me not being able to comprehend my outlandish behavior towards them! Yet Almighty Yahuwah/Yahushua are still on the throne and from there they are in control of all that goes on not only in the whole Universe but also of every minute detail of our lives whether we want to believe it or not! As for myself I absolutely have no doubt of such fact most especially now as you can see if you would take a few moments to read the following book!


Chapter 1—Reflections from the higher rung of the eternal ladder of time!


From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

Friday, September 09, 2011 (7:11 pm)
The sun is down and a new day in Your calendar has begun—a Shabbat! Shabbat Shalom my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua! This is perhaps the first Shabbat that I find myself perfectly content to be alone with You my Master! Finally You have completely filled my cup with perfect contentment to be alone with You and as of this moment I do not miss the human element! You have lifted me up to the Rock too high for me to climb! I am now walking on a higher rung of the eternal ladder of time! HalleluYah!
Friday, September 09, 2011 (9:12 pm) Father Yah—my Beloved Master as I read the news of another assembly coming together somewhere in Toronto I wonder when and how You are going to put all of these matters in Your order! People continue to study and to gather information and to group together to support each other and grow together while You fill my cup with contentment to sit here in Your Presence and wait on Your developments on the final time of this age with patience and endurance!

The Commandments…

From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

Saturday, September 10, 2011 (12:35 am)
How is it that most all human beings roaming these earthly grounds claim to know You and to keep Your Commandments yet the corruption in the human mind and soul is at its highest point and none the wiser? Both the beautiful and the ugly side of evil running together and no one able to make the distinction between evil and good? For beautiful does not necessarily means good and the most evil issues are disguised as the epitome of beauty and goodness! …O that each man individually would pause and reflect on the matter! It's now 3:58 am and I have been cleaning corroding dishes that have been corroded by the carelessness of people who is either ignorant of how to take care of their cooking utensils or who could care less about such matters!
Saturday, September 10, 2011 (4:31 am)
Where O but where have we found and picked up such erroneous conceptions of love and goodness and beauty my Master? Where and why can we not drop such poisonous find? Why are we holding on to such conceptions and rejecting Your Mighty Presence within the heart of the ones You are sending out at this moment of time? I will go for a walk and reflect on this matter and I will record what You give me when You quicken me to do so perhaps later on today!
Saturday, September 10, 2011 (9:36 am)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua You see my dilemma as I reflect on Your written words. It is written in John 16:22-33,

So for the present you are also in sorrow (in distress and depressed); but I will see you again and then your hearts will rejoice, and no one can take from you your joy (gladness, delight). And when that time comes, you will ask nothing of Me—you will need to ask Me no questions. I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that My Father will grant you whatever you ask in My Name—as presenting all that I AM. Up to this time you have not asked a single thing in My Name as presenting all that I AM; but now ask and keep on asking and you will receive, so that your joy (gladness, delight) may be full and complete.
I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve). At that time you will ask (pray) in My Name; and I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf [for it will be unnecessary]. For the Father Himself [tenderly] loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father. I came out from the Father and have come into the world; again, I am leaving the world and going to the Father. His disciples said, Ah, now You are speaking plainly to us and not in parables (veiled language and figures of speech)! Now we know that You are acquainted with everything and have no need to be asked questions. Because of this we believe that you [really] came from the Almighty Creator of our beings. Yahushua answered them, Do you now believe? Do you believe it at last? But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.
I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have perfect peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer—take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted! For I have overcome the world—I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.

Perhaps my Master on this Shabbat You will clarify those words for me. For I cannot understand if that time to see You again has come for me; and if it has come there is no evidence that I am asking in Your name—presenting all that You Are—presenting the fact the You are the great I AM because there is no evidence that You are answering and granting me whatever I ask! I have asked You to give me evidence that the leaders of Your people and my children and Ahmad and the rest of my friends are abandoning their lifestyles and turning towards You but I do not see any evidence at all! On the contrary the more I reach out to them the stronger they stand in their set beliefs and lifestyles! And I am wore out from reaching out to them!

"My child—My beloved thia/Basilia read the whole passage of Scripture and take notice of Yahushua's warning, He said—But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.
"Yes My child 'that time' has arrived for you and for many who have 'believed at last' because of the first fruits of My Set Apart Spirit—the basic experience of My Spirit within them! But after that experience My children abandon Yahushua in the hour of trial—the trial of suffering the death or impaling (crucifixion) of their carnal self or mind.
"So after 'that time' when all My children experience the Spirit or they are born again of My Spirit they each go their way to their own home or what is familiar to them—their own understanding of everything and they go on to live according to that understanding and teach others to do likewise.
"And so they form their own beliefs and doctrines about My Spirit. And they live accordingly to those beliefs and what they understand with their natural mind. Therefore they perform all kinds of rituals assembling in different buildings and forming all kinds of groups each group convinced that such is what I require for them to offer Me their service and worship!
"But O My child! My children have completely ignored the words of Yahushua, it is written in John 4:20-23,

Our forefathers worshiped on this mountain, but you [Jews] say that Jerusalem is the place where it is necessary and proper to worship. Yahushua said to her, Woman, believe Me, a time is coming when you will worship the Father neither [merely] in this mountain nor [merely] in Jerusalem. You [Samaritans] do not know what you are worshiping—you worship what you do not comprehend. We worship what we know, because the deliverance is of the Yehuḏim or from the tribe of Yehudim—the Deliver comes from the tribe of Yehudim! A time will come, however, indeed it is already here, when the true (genuine) worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and in truth (reality); for the Father is seeking just such people as these as His worshipers.

"Thus you find yourself observing the doings of Frances & Jimmy and Edmond and Yedidah and Don Esposito and all of My most selected leaders and you cannot reconcile such doings with My revealed truth in the written words from Yahushua! And you wonder why? And it makes you doubt that I in fact have revealed such truth to you! Nonetheless My child you refuse to let such doubt take hold on you! You continue to stand firm in your trust and confidence that I am in fact teaching and revealing such truth to you! And not to you only but such revelation is for all who wish to humble themselves and abandon their present beliefs and lifestyles and become as little children under My tutelage!
"Yet My beloved thia/Basilia though that you do not quite see Yahushua and the evidence of My answering your requests is not visible to you I am indeed answering! And because I am the One keeping you without wavering in your faith and trust in the reality of My Being within you there is no way that anything or anyone can make you lose that faith!
"But it is not so with My children who have their faith placed in a concept of Me based on what My children understand with their carnal minds about My Being therefore their faith will not stand for such faith is unacceptable to Me—it's carnal faith and it's unclean! But because they are My children I am and I will continue to deal with each one of My children until they each become sick with their dead and carnal ways of worship and they will turn to Me for the healing of their souls! It is then when they will abandon their life styles and cling to Me like new born babies cling to their moms just like you are doing!
"Therefore I am the One keeping you in your faith and you have a worthy witness for My children to observe and take notice. Thus My children will abandon their lifestyles and turn to Me sooner that you expect! Therefore fear not and continue the course I have marked for you fearless and undaunted by any treat coming to you! For I am with you and I am holding you with My strong hand! There is no way that you shall be put to shame! I am with you and I will never ever will leave nor forsake you!"

HalleluYah! You alone are my Master and my Keeper—the Deliverer of my soul from all distresses! HalleluYah!

Go ahead! To read on the complete book for there is still a lot more to consider and reflect on the content of this book! It's worth it!—›Amazing Solution to the Somber Reality of my Predicament...



WAIT! Yes just wait before you continue checking out this lively SITE! Wait for what? Wait and read carefully my following confession: Everything I do and say is literally accordingly to the words of Yahushua! Everything! But I have never realized it until this moment of time (Wednesday, August 17, 2011 at 6:13 pm as I was laying on my bed surrounded by my packed belongings and wondering and reflecting on the reason why am I into this predicament without a set home or family or friends!
And the answer came clear to me, 'Because Thia you have managed to hurt everyone and you have been blunt and rude and inconsiderate of their wonderful feelings of love and comfort that all of them has offered to you just like Yahushua did to His own family and friends!' Yeah, Yahushua did not hesitate to tell Peter, 'Get thee beyond Me Satan!' and about His biological mom and family He said clearly, 'Who is My family and mother and sister and bronter? Only those who do My will!'
O yes I need to confess to you my beloved Emile and Roxana and Robin and Denise and Frances and Boe and many other beloved ones who have voiced out to me "God is not like that!" or "The Holy Spirit won't tell you to do such thing!" or "That's against 'the Word'!" Absolutely no need to tell me such things! Why?
Because before any of you have expressed such things to me I have already expressed them to the Spirit of our Father! Yes!!! Because of my opinionated and self-righteous past after every dumb and seemingly irresponsible and foolish and outlandish predicament that I get myself into by literally following the instructions or the words from Yahushua I get on to Him as quickly as I can and exclaim, "WHY DID YOU LET ME GET INTO THIS AWFUL MESS? WHY? ARE YOU NOT WITH ME? IT'S YOUR NAME THAT IS AT STAKE NOT MINE! WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME?

Ha! Sometimes my Beloved Master just laughs at me and with me because of my antics in the midst of the most ridiculous of circumstances and He tells me so! For it's funny to sit and watch how papa Hanui throws my bags out into the street because I mentioned the name of Yahushua and his young son Ahmad bring my bags back into the house and me just watching for a little bit before I caught my wits and realized that papa Hanui was under the 'influence' and if I did not get up and follow my bags into the street papa Hanui maybe would grab and throw me out along with my bags!
O man! Papa Hanui kept saying 'Let Yahushua/Yahuwah take care of you!' and sure enough Yahushua/Yahuwah took care of me and I did not spend the night in the street and I made it back home to Aqaba even when I did not have a nickel to spare! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! (And for sure I did not have the gumption to cast out the demons out of anyone! Talking about being 'wise like a serpent and mild as a dove!)
But other times Father tells me how well aware He is of my pain as I suffer the absence of my children and friends because He tells me that His pain for the same reason is even deeper than mine! And I question Him all the time, "But why do You allow so much suffering to me and to all of Your servants of the present and of the past?" His answer is always loud and clear, "For the same reason My child that I allowed the impaling (crucifixion) of My Son take place!"

Now you all can continue entering the SITE to read between the lines of my whatever journaling style of writing and recording of all of these happenings in my daily existence! Enjoy your surfing!!!

An Educated Fool!...


I love to do Yah's will so far as my new nature is concerned; but there is something else deep within me, in my lower nature, that is at war with my mind and wins the fight and makes me a slave to the sin that is still within me. In my mind I want to be Yah's willing servant but instead I find myself still enslaved to sin. So you see how it is: my new life tells me to do right, but the old nature that is still inside me loves to sin. Oh, what a terrible predicament I'm in! Who will free me from my slavery to this deadly lower nature? Thank Yah! IT HAS BEEN DONE BY YAHUSHUA MESSIAH. HE HAS SET ME FREE!" And that is the ONLY WAY.   Why did I fall? Why did this tragic story of my life came to pass? Take heed! Oh, take heed my friend!
If I would not have been so busy furthering MY GOOD and the GOOD OF THE WORLD.
If I would not have been so busy venting my opinions and my fears and my doubts.
If I would not have been so busy worrying about 'the flesh of men, humanity'.
If I would not have been so 'spiritual'.
If I would not have been such a 'practical Christian' and an 'educated fool' . . .
I should have WITH HUMBLENESS received and kept the gift of our Maker, even Yahushua and Him impaled (crucified), resurrected and alive forever more.
I should have WITH HUMBLENESS trusted God to effect HIS PLAN OF SALVATION in everybody and my own self.
I should have WITH HUMBLENESS let God and let go of my own opinionated self.

But alas though! It was such a simple message for an educated fool like me!
I had to do something or be somebody to show the world what Christianity was all about, and what a 'good practical Christian' I was! I had to show everybody 'how to do it'. Faith? . . . Rest? . . Cross? . . . Bah! . . . Humbug!

You might think it funny what I am going to tell you but I am not ashamed! Yahushua stepped into my life and changed me forever! That's the reason why now I exist and move and breath in Yahushua! And the reason why I have a light to shine His Presence in my heart!

Matthew 5:11-16
Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous--with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven's favor and salvation, regardless of your outward conditions) are you when people revile you and persecute you and say all kinds of evil things against you falsely on My account. Be glad and supremely joyful, for your reward in heaven is great (strong and intense), for in this same way people persecuted the prophets who were before you.
You are the salt of the earth, but if salt has lost its taste (its strength, its quality), how can its saltness be restored? It is not good for anything any longer but to be thrown out and trodden underfoot by men. You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do men light a lamp and put it under a peck measure, but on a lamp stand, and it gives light to all in the house. Let your light so shine before men that they may see your moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and esteem your Father Who is in heaven.



             Announcing the Valuable Content of this SITE…


From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

Sunday, August 14, 2011 (6:08 pm)
I give up my Master! I just quit unless You intervene in my behalf and cause somebody to give me an indication they are making an effort to accept You even when they don't understand You or me at all! I have been in this room for a whole month now working day and night in the SITE AND ALL for what? No one seems to give a whit of what I write or do or not do! They refuse to see that I am not like them and I am not going back to live the worldly life that they live and I once lived myself!
Monday, August 15, 2011 (12:08 am)
Yes! I can get down and out in complete despair for a moment and You know it my Master! You know that I have been ready to quit You even before I started out my life in Your service in 1986-87! Actually my whole life has been a 'quitting' life! But not anymore! Nope! I am not any longer a quitter no matter how my mind and my emotions get to me at times for whatever reason! Why? Why I am not a 'quitter' any longer? Because like You did with many in the past and present You have done to me—You have changed my inner makings! Wow! What power! What an amazing power not only to follow after You but mainly to live in Your Presence without any broken fellowship! What have You done within me? And how have You done this change within my being?
Dear visitor you will find the answer to both questions as you enter and surf this SITE and behold my past and my present life from both the human perspective and the perspective of the Almighty Creator of our beings! For we are all human beings and by our human nature we are all 'psychologists' and 'psychiatrists'! Make no mistake about such statement because that's the way we are unless we have not a whit of sense! Any intelligent human being by nature psychoanalyzes the next human being! But our Maker has a much different and higher perspective than us all 'smart' human beings! Our Maker thoughts are indeed! Higher and better than ours! Read it in Isaiah 55 for one quote!
And no! I will not write a lengthy entry at this point because it all has been written down by me and thousands of others quite extensively! But the more we learn and investigate these things the dumber we become! So please may I suggest to you to keep your psychoanalysis aside for a moment and get down to earth with me as I journal my daily existence for you to come into this unique life that I am now living in the actual Presence of our Maker! And as you enter and surf this SITE may you gather the immense treasure from my colossal failed past and the triumphal life that I am now living above these earthly grounds whether that makes sense to me or anyone else!

And remember 'joy' is quite different than 'happy'! Joy is sublime and eternal! Happy is terrestrial and temporal! In 'joy' I'm free to laugh or to weep and shed tears whether in glee or gloom while I glide triumphantly on these earthly grounds! In 'happy' I am only allowed to laugh but to cry is a show of weakness while I grope and I frantically search for an elusive 'happiness' on these earthly grounds…! Food for thought!


The SITE published today August 16, 2011

The End of the work by the Spirit shall be the Beginning of the Rest from the work by the 'carnal mind'!

From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

Tuesday, August 16, 2011 (5:01 am) O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua how amazing are Your doings! Today marks exactly one month and three days since You spoke to me the following words which I will quote after I record the amazing work You have accomplished in just these four weeks since You brought me into this especial apartment for me to follow Your instructions to continue with the task You have assigned unto me! You told me at that time that I would be dealing with Your children in the individual basis from now on and to begin with Denise. From there on I have been intense in the work of renewing the SITE according to Your inspiration. I have not gone out of this apartment other than a couple of times to take care of basic needs. And I have not been inclined to talk much to anyone except for very few whom You quickened me to call and talk to them. I have worked day and night taking only short naps and quick personal hygiene and snack breaks in order to build a completely new layout and navigation for the SITE! It has been the most intense work I have done in a long time and it is paying off today! Yes today the renewed SITE shall be published for public view but this time I will send it out in the individual basis as You are leading me to do according to those words You spoke to me one month ago to the day and I quote,

Saturday, July 16, 2011 (5:54 am)
I'm ready to begin this day in Your Presence o my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua! I guess most people gets irritated for the way I address You my Master but I know You enjoy such way or do You my Master?

"Yes My child—My beloved thia/Basilia I enjoy you and all you do because you have answered My call to give up your understanding and submit your will and heart and your whole being to Me and I have given unto you to put your complete trust and confidence in Me without any reservation at all!
"Therefore I have made you and continue to mold you in the way you please Me! And such is what I require from all of My children! For unless each one of My children give up their understanding and submit their will and heart and their whole being to Me I can not do much to make and mold them in the way that would please Me!
"You see My child unto each and all of My children I give a measure of faith. Unfortunately the great majority of My children waste such measure and apply themselves to renew their minds with their own power and ability to understand not realizing that it is impossible for them to renew their own minds! I must do the work otherwise the builders work in vain!
"And therefore I have raised you and several others to tell My children of their sin! And most of My children are appalled at your proclamation! Nonetheless I will not cease to empower you and the others I have raised to continue to blast their sin to them in such a way that the sound of such a blast will eventually break through the caked up spiritual junk in their ears and they will all be able to hear My voice and repent of their wicked ways of their own understanding of My Being and My Word and everything that pertains to eternal life!
"And so My child I have separated you once again to perform this task that I have assigned unto you; for I am well aware of your weariness with My children and your lack of desire to keep on with your writings! Therefore as of now I have renewed your strength and the ability to continue with this most wearisome task! "Therefore from now on you will be dealing with My children in the individual basis and in a direct way to their individual situation. Fear not then and deliver this mail first of all to Denise. After you get a response from her I will indicate to you what to do next. "And fear not to follow My instructions even when My instructions do not follow the expected result according to the way you think and you doubt that Denise would respond to you or things would not happen as things have not happened in the way that you have expected them to happen in the past.
"Even though I honor your faith and your obedience to continue doing what I instruct you to do even when nothing has happened to prove My words to you. And remember that I delight in your obedience and My delight in you is your strength! "Fear not My beloved thia/Basilia and continue to march erect and fearlessly in this journey alongside of My loving Presence within you for there is nothing that can overcome such Presence!"

WOW! I had already forgotten what You have told me a month ago! Ha! That's what I think—I think that I forget Your words and I do forget them in my brain mind but! Your words are not implanted in my carnal mind for me to follow Your instructions with my own carnal understanding! But those words are indelible imprinted within my being to live by them spontaneously on the daily basis! Wow again! I just now realized such a thing! In my memory I have nothing! I don't remember anything!
Honestly! People don't believe me and think that I am just putting on an act but I am not! It's quite embarrassing but it is the truth—I'm dumb! I just sound 'smart' most of the time because of my Master's Presence within me and people do not believe such they just think that I am so smart because of my 'wise' old age and I have lived quite a life!
O well it really gets to be comical and Father Yah laughs at my antics dealing with people that just haven't got a clue of what I am or what I am talking about! Like my Roxana says: "Mom! Talk normal!" Poor child! But she is the only one that somehow gets a whiff of my 'abnormal' talk which aggravates her so much and do not hesitate to let me know about it!
But the truth that I am just now realizing is deep! Yes! Vey 'deep' and I hope to get this truth across my people's mind for them to understand what is it that is happening to me now and what is it that has been happened before for them to compare their own predicament of the lifestyle that they are living against the style which Father Yah approves! What exactly am I talking about?
First of all in the past I followed the way of my fellow Christian believers and inspired teachers of the 'Word' as they are called! And I do not mean to be sarcastic because most all inspired believers and teachers are really convinced of their calls and ministries and are not open by their own power to change such calls and ministries! They know what they know and they feel compelled to 'teach' others their knowledge!
Thus I grabbed on to many aberrations to practice my faith as I see the great majority doing! Yes! I actually practiced my Christian faith not much different than the way of witchcraft mixed with the science of Psychology and my mind understanding of the words written in the Bible! But for that matter it could be the same words for somebody else written in the Torah or even in the Koran!
O man! I see it so clear now with back hind sight! Listen I don't want to make this a long essay but just look at what each one of you are doing in private and in the corporate world! Watch how you are all trying to fit yourselves into a set pattern inherited from 'the church' and the 'church fathers' and the 'inspired' man and woman in your estimation!
There is no question about it! Everything done in the Christian and Messianic religions it is done in the Muslim and the Jewish religion just with a different slant! For everything done in religion has to be done by repetition and memorization of words and concepts! Everything! And Christians and Messianics are not any different than the rest regardless of their staunch beliefs and costumes and traditions! And everybody that I know is an 'scholar' and considered themselves perfectly able to defend 'the Word' and correct anyone who does not adhere to their interpretation of the 'Word'!
O man! I'm so glad to be a 'dumb bunny' for I have not any interpretation of the simple words expressed by Yahushua and the many that followed after Him! Those words are simple and there is no need to interpret them for those words are not spoken or written down for the benefit of our carnal minds but they are written down for explicit instructions on what do on the daily basis under the guidance of the Spirit of our Father Yahuwah! So it is written in the book of John for one quote!
And so that's what I am doing on the daily basis and it is all working out perfectly according to my Father's estimation of everything and as He lets me know that it is working out! Of course people is beginning to catch a glimpse of what I am talking about! I already had one of my accusers admit to his whole family, "Thia is right and we are ALL wrong!" Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!
And now at 7:39 am I am looking forward to do the last touch ups to the SITE before I publish it! Such a blessing that is because it will keep me occupied and I wont be thinking on the new development for my residence—Ahmad is moving me into the VIP suite in the hotel! Wow! Will Ahmad do just that or is he just talking? Maybe I'll find out tomorrow! Today those 'touch ups' to the SITE are going to take some doing and I better get to them! Thus I end this write up and it shall be used in this finale for this period of time I have gone through! HalleluYah!

Matthew 5:11-16
Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous--with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven's favor and salvation, regardless of your outward conditions) are you when people revile you and persecute you and say all kinds of evil things against you falsely on My account. Be glad and supremely joyful, for your reward in heaven is great (strong and intense), for in this same way people persecuted the prophets who were before you.
You are the salt of the earth, but if salt has lost its taste (its strength, its quality), how can its saltness be restored? It is not good for anything any longer but to be thrown out and trodden underfoot by men. You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do men light a lamp and put it under a peck measure, but on a lamp stand, and it gives light to all in the house. Let your light so shine before men that they may see your moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and esteem your Father Who is in heaven.

Bold and Brief Statement

I am Thia—the Webmaster and writer of all the FACTS here in recorded and I would like to make a bold statement: These are NOT my beliefs or principles or opinions or thoughts or theology at all! These are FACTS of life and it does not matter whether I believe these FACTS or not they remain the TRUTH or the FACTS or REALITIES of life! FACT is FACT regardless anyone’s beliefs! So please do not excuse yourself and discard these FACTS with the concept that 'this is what Thia believes' and you are Okay with your own beliefs and theology! Just do yourself a favor and consider these FACTS in the most careful way because it’s a matter of your life or death in spite of anyone’s beliefs or principles or opinions or theology or thoughts of life in general!



As for Myself...

If Yedidah and Don Esposito and the whole company of selected leaders and my children and all my friends and brothers and sisters and even my acquaintances DO NOT APPROVE OF ME and consider me a reprobate not wishing to fellowship or associate with me! And if I am ridicule and laugh to scorn even if I am thrown into jail or stone or starve to death or lose my life at the hands of the cruel tyrants persecutors of my free being…No matter! I have already been beaten and spit on and assaulted and robbed and labeled as insane and foolish and dishonest and evil minded and self-centered and whatever else!...No matter! No matter at all! My whole being is SET towards the same goal and aim of my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua which is the restoration of His children to their original state for which we were all created! And for that purpose and aim my focus is set only on my Master— His Presence within my being and His approval is the only thing that matters to me!

So be it known to all!

What is it that I want?
What am I to expect out of people?

From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

Sunday, October 24, 2010 (6:46 pm)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua I am very angry and You know it! I am sick and disgusted not only with myself but also with the sickening and disgusting romantic ways of mankind! Those ways are worse than extra thick sugar syrup to give one a good stomach ache! I wish I could just go sleep and not see nor care for any of the selfish lusts of mankind including my own self!
Monday, October 25, 2010 (12:40 am)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua thanks for sleep! I am now awake just in time to offer You my midnight prayer of thanksgiving and praise because You are worthy of both! O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua why do I get so angry at times with the doings of others? What is it that I want? What am I to expect out of people? Why am I so appalled to the ways people go after entertainment and mind distraction in order to keep their sanity? And I myself realize that we get bored and lonely very easily. Yet why not instead of this insidious craving for worldly public entertainment— vacations, holydays, traveling, restaurant eating, shopping— why can we not just visit each other often and get to know one another listening and sharing ourselves with one another? My goodness! There is enough to entertain ourselves by reading the book of our own lives in relationship or lack of it with You—our Maker! It's our testimony— our witness of Your Presence in our lives in order to bring us all into Your intimate relationship! So I talk about myself big time, why? To provoke others to talk about themselves! But instead people just get bored and irritated with my unceasing talk! If I would get a response from people talking back to me about themselves—about their own testimony or lack of it they would find out a whole new world towards deep and meaningful friendships and there won't be any need for our craving for empty and meaningless forms of entertaining ourselves!

Conlusion...

Again and again: Think! Think hard about such a possibility! And talk back to me about yourself! Relate to my answers not as a way of imposing 'my ways' upon you but only as a way to show you that our lives are a parallel! A way to show you the parallel of our lives and the things to avoid to keep from falling into the same pits that I have fallen through the cycle of my seventy plus years of my existence on these earthly grounds!
And with this vein of thought in your mind read and surf this SITE not to dissect and find all the demons behind my bushes to perform a grand exorcism of such demons! NO! Let it be known that it took my lifetime but the demons that I once harbored are gone NOT ever to come back because the spiritual house—the core of my being is not empty at all but full with the Presence of my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua!
And so let it be done NOT by your might or by your willful power but by allowing the Almighty Set Apart Spirit of our Maker take over your surfing and bestow upon you the same mercies and sustenance He has bestowed unto me and is now offered unto you!
Please continue to follow the thread of this SITE as you click here LATEST REFLECTIONS on the outcome of this year plus...

No apology...

Wednesday, February 02, 2011 (10:42 am)
I hear You my Master and I will record what I am hearing! People is continually correcting me because I hear Your voice and they do not believe that I do! There is nothing I can do about what people believe or not believe of the things that You tell me to record and about all that You are doing with my life but there is one thing that I do because You have empowered me to do—I obey You and do as You instruct me to do regardless of the consequences in my daily life on these grounds!
And so I fear no man or devil—not because I am brave but because You have taught me to fear You instead! For man or devil can cause me much harm and evil kill my body if that is what You allow them to do but You can kill my body AND soul and send me to the lake of fire for eternity! And why do I fear to go to a hell that according to many does not exist? And why should I not go along with the majority who claim to know You as love and incapable of sending anyone to hell? Hum! Hum! Hum! Why?The answer is very simple—because You have taught me to fear You by the things that I have suffered all of my life while believing all those things that we have been taught about You either in favor of You or against You based on the wisdom of the human mind!


Go ahead! Read on for there is still more to consider and reflect on the matter of 'love' and 'loveliness'! It's worth it!—›No Apology...

So you can't find what you were reading yesterday!

Ah! Now you do not have to scroll down & down and keep on scrolling to eventually find what you were reading yesterday! What a drag! OK! This lively get away from all the normal aesthetic rules has valuable CONTENT which is what makes this a very especial, interesting and unique SITE worth your surfing! Keep in mind that the graphics in this SITE are all to emphasize the message and not just for decoration! In brief let me give you a one two three steps on what I have done and what you have to do to get the most out of all is here in recorded to help you find your way to your eternal destiny!

  1. I have made this page the Home for the SITE! So this page now is fixed with the Menu Bar right below the lively invitation to enter the SITE. This handy Menu Bar is very simple. All you have to do is to point or hover the mouse over the item in the Menu bar and presto! There are more items listed which are the links to all the articles in the SITE listed more or less in order of importance from the newest to the oldest! You can click on the main title or on the item under that title.
  2. Below the Menu Bar you will find the most important announcement about this SITE and a good reason why you should surface through it! My Bold and Brief Statement and the information about the page follows that announcement.
  3. Below the Menu Bar you will find the most important announcement about this SITE and a good reason why you should surface through it! My Bold and Brief Statement and the information about the page follows that announcement.
  4. Then comes the lively Welcome screen including my stand statements about your life as well as my life followed by the titles and links to the feature articles for the moment closing the page with meaningful graphics appropriate for the SITE!  That's it!

A dream reveals what this SITE is all about!

In my dream I heard the security guard lament, "I am awfully lonely in this room all by myself!" And without any ado I answered him, "There is a Book that tells you how to obtain eternal life and you will never be lonely anymore!" And I woke up with my heart filled to the max with hope for HIS people!... You will find the content of that Book to give you hope & encouragement as you surf this lively SITE!!! O don't miss out! Surf awayyy & awayyy!!!

Thus shall he who conquers (is victorious) be clad in white garments, and I will not erase or blot out his name from the Book of Life; I will acknowledge him as Mine and I will confess his name openly before My Father and before His messengers. Revelation 3:5
I came to be in the Spirit on the Day of Yahuwah, and I heard behind me a loud voice, as of a trumpet saying, "I am the 'Aleph' and the 'Taw', the First and the Last," and, "Write in a book what you see and send it to the seven assemblies of Asia – to Ephesos, and to Smurna, and to Pergamos, and to Thyatira, and to Sardis, and to Philadelphia, and to Laodikeia." Rev 1:10-11

Questions & Answers about this SITE…

Hope this change turns out for better navigation for new and old visitors! And thanks for your visit! Come again for the latest surprise article or format change to enjoy your visit to this most especial SITE!

Take note!


  1. First of all Why do I include all the minute details of my daily existence that seemingly is not of anybody's concern?
  2. Why should anyone be interested in all the silly details of my life?
  3. Why should anybody be interested in what this silly old woman (of course I am not THAT old but most young ones think that I am! Pity! Pity!) but anyhow why should my loved ones be interested in the journal of my life?

After all isn't everybody's life crowded enough with long hours of work and the most dreadful of worries on what to do to eat and get a roof over their heads and educate their children and just make ends meet? O what a good question!
Yet in spite of knowing that even my most closest of children and loved ones who have good intentions to read but either do not have the time or cannot make heads or tails of the wacky and outlandish details of my daily doings even though I cannot stop myself from giving out all the details of my daily existence! WHY?
O but WHY? SIMPLE! SIMPLE!...and SIMPLE! The simple reason why I have to give all of these humiliating details of my life is because the INVISIBLE POWER from on HIGH is upon me to do so and there is no way that I can resist such POWER!
So what if I have managed to insult most every member of my family along with my most loving of friends? So what if I have to suffer what could be the most humiliating episodes not knowing the costumes and traditions or the language in this country? So what if most of the highly intelligent members of the society of mankind consider me far off the beating path of sanity according to their estimation? .....

And why butterflies and roses and eagles?

About the butterflies...

Once the author like a worm crawled wingless on these earthly grounds but now like a butterfly her beautiful wings she can display to the honor and esteem of our Maker!

Then the eagles...

They symbolize to me the wings of the Spirit of our Maker to soar to the highest spiritual highs above these earthly grounds!

And the roses...

They symbolize to me the fragrance and beauty of the lovely and mighty Presence of my Maker within me that gives me strength to dance and rejoice in spite of the thorns that prick my being on the daily basis! And just like they say—I always come up smelling like a rose! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

  • And what is the purpose for my Journal?
  • Why do I publish many of the emails I send & are sent to me?
  • How to go about reading the tremendous amount of information in this SITE...

A sober message to a world caught in the revelry of success…

Go ahead! Click the link to find answers about this SITE! Check it out! —› Questions Answers about this SITE...

Am I that wicked servant who is beating my fellow servants?


From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

Thursday, July 28, 2011(11:13 am)
Am I ready my Master to record again? Somehow I sense that I am not to record anything for the moment. I sense the urgency to finish putting in order all things recorded in the past 26 years and to that end I am working day and night and You know it my Master! As I reflect on Matthew 24 and all the words that You spoke to us I rejoice but I also tremble! Why should I tremble? Because since 1986 You gave me the command to speak to Your people about the hardness of their hearts and though I have done my best to obey You I still wonder if I am that servant in

Mat 24:48-51  But if that servant is wicked and says to himself, My master is delayed and is going to be gone a long time,  and begins to beat his fellow servants and to eat and drink with the drunken,  the master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour of which he is not aware and will punish him—cut him up by scourging and put him with the pretenders (hypocrites); there will be weeping and grinding of teeth.

Go ahead! Read on for there is still more to consider and reflect on Father's perspective on this matter! It's worth it!—›Am I that wicked servant?




Earthly Life & Eternal Life



From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

Monday, September 27, 2010 (12:01 am)
The stroke of midnight has hit on this most strange day when I lost track of time O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua and now a second day in the word's calendar has begun. But in Your calendar it's the 18th day and the 4th day of the festival of Sukkot. O how amazingly joyful these days of the festival must have been for Your chosen people when they were all joined to celebrate Your commanded festival of the gathering of the harvest!
And O how I long to see the day when You will bring me to enjoy such festival in Your Presence in Your Kingdom! O what joy that shall be! But for now You tell me to enter into my room and shut the door! And in this room You have brought me to join You in the garden to pray and intercede for Your beloved children! And the whole meaning of my existence here on this earth comes into place! For You predestined me to mold me into the image of Yahushua that I might become ONE with You! So once again here I am at this midnight hour to offer You my midnight worship! For somehow You have arranged my life in such way that I am able to offer You my prayers and supplications according to Your will not mine! O how amazingly orderly Your ways are O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua!

Earthly Life...

Most all human beings are educated enough to have a down pat most complicated and philosophical answer to such a question! But the truth of the matter is that we hardly know the simple answer!
We all have our systems and routines and rules and regulations and norms to live by and we ALL claim the upmost adherence to such! And of course we set our goals and plans and course of life according to the ideals of the civilized society of human kind! And
KNOWLEDGE—from the lowest self-education to the highest university degree has become the IDOL to worship or perish as a human being! Such is the FACT—the saddest of the FACTS about LIFE in the society of mankind! That is 'What LIFE' is all about to most human beings!
But for the children of the Almighty Creator of our beings Life is Eternal and full of joy inexplicable and full of esteem and honor! It's a JOYFUL LIFE!!!...
Yet through the centuries O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua You have raised Your mouth pieces to proclaim to ALL the simple TRUTH about LIFE! What is that simple TRUTH? I will NOT elaborate on Yahushua's simple and clear words as they are written by the ancients taught by Yahushua Himself in the books of Matthew 18:1-4; Mark 9:30-37; Luke 18:15-17 and I will make one simple quote,

Matthew 18:1-4
AT THAT time the disciples came up and asked Yahushua, "Who then is really the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?" And He called a little child to Himself and put him in the midst of them, and said, "Truly I say to you, unless you repent—change, turn about and become like little children—trusting, lowly, loving, forgiving, you can never enter the kingdom of heaven at all. Whoever will humble himself therefore and become like this little child—trusting, lowly, loving, forgiving is greatest in the kingdom of heaven."

Most all Christians have memorized and quoted and studied and have come up with a myriad of teachings and doctrines about them but the big, big question is have we heed—obeyed and minded our Master??? WHAT? Become like a little child? Indeed! GROW UP! And we knocked ourselves down to become the best grown ups there is wherever in church or out of church! And for what? For nothing! At the end we all go to the same old ground out of what we were made! Sad! Sad! Sad FACT of human life!

Go ahead! Read on for there is still more to consider and reflect On life now and the very near future! It's worth it!—›JOYFUL LIFE to consider...

Therefore! Seek ye first the Kingdom of heaven!!!

IT'S A FACT!

We are all born with the human nature we inherited from our ancestors. That human nature is dead to the Spirit of the Almighty Creators of our beings—YAHUWEH/ YAHUSHUA because by the decreed LAW our ancestors were to die if they broke the instituted and decreed LAWS and COMMANDMENTS and our ancestors broke those Laws! And so by LAW we are born dead and destined for eternal death! But we are given a second chance to be born again in accordance to the following three facts if we humble ourselves and accept such facts. For we MUST be BORN AGAIN of His Spirit in order to enter into His Kingdom otherwise we shall perish in the lake of fire because that is His decreed LAW period! That is a FACT and we just as well quit wrangling about the whole matter if we have an inkling of common sense for the lake of fire is nothing to laugh about!!!

FACT

YAHUWEH—the Almighty Creator of our beings has instituted and decreed just and rightful LAWS and COMMANDMENTS way beyond our human Comprehension.

FACT

YAHUSHUA is YAHUWEH—the Almighty Creator of our beings Who became flesh and bones just like ours in order to die and resurrect to pay for our sins—as per His own Decree and Law!

FACT

YAHUSHUA is the UNIQUE—or unlike a human HE is the ONLY BEGOTEN SON of YAHUWEH—the Almighty Creator of our beings.

Go ahead! Read on—› More FACTS

NOW MORE than EVER for the TIME is TICKING!!!

The following article though is addressed to three specific leaders really applies to all the children of our Almighty Creator scattered among all the religions of this world! May the Almighty Spirit of our Creator give you the incentive to read it and apply it to your own self!—whoever you are—leader or follower and believer of whatever you have been taught to believe in!

One more urgent plea from the Almighty Creator of our beings

—before He rings the final bell...

Father Yah is talking to each one of us individually! As the Scriptures states,

...not the multitude He is calling but indeed only one from a city and two from a tribal family! (Jeremiah 3:14)

First of all this plea from Father Yah is placed as the main article in this front page because it's imperative that we all reflect on this most important issue for it is the theme not only of this SITE but also of our own existence! Check it all out! —›URGENT NOW MORE than EVER!

We have a choice!

O yes! We have a choice and rightly so! But what is that choice? We have a choice for what? Basically hardly anyone knows what that choice is! But we think we do! We think we have a choice between evil and the opposite good—choice between doing good or bad but IT IS NOT so!
Yes we have a choice—A choice—One choice! What is that choice? We have the choice to OBEY our Maker or to DISOBEY our Maker. That's it!

Also check out the issue of our choice for such is pivot to understand it all! —› We Have A Choice...


ABOUT US


From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

Sunday, January 16, 2011 (6:38 am)
Over and over I read about the persecution of Christians throughout the world and I wonder…Why? O yes our Messiah Yahushua foretold and warned us that we were going to be killed and persecuted and hated for the sake of His name and it has been so throughout the years as it is written.
But why did our Savior—our Deliver Messiah forewarned us of such matter?  The content of the whole chapter 24 of the Book of Matthew gives us the answer! But on this time of the age we have been totally corrupted in our minds—our minds have been stuffed to the max with false Christian and other religions doctrines or teachings of false grace and favor and condolence for our sins by the corrupt Organized Christian and other organized Systems! Such is true HISTORY! And it is not an invention of this writer!
But why this HISTORY is only now coming to light? Because now is the decreed and appointed time for it to come to light up and deprogram the minds of our Almighty Creator's children—now is the time that our Almighty has decreed to make all these things known to us all period!
Read all about this HISTORY in this SITE that has been built by this writer in 2006. And yes thia/basilia has actually build this Site and kept it up but from the beginning of the building of this SITE it is stated WHO are the real and true builders of this SITE in the link About Us! And I quote,

ABOUT US

A conversation between the Father and His child determines who are "us"—the builders of this site and what we are all about.

From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

Tuesday, November 28, 2006 5:38 am.
Father, what do You want me to write About Us in the SITE?

"Write about your motives, My child, write about the message I have given you to shout over the roof tops. Shout, My child, now more than ever for the time is urgent, I, even I, Am at the door still knocking loud not wanting that ANY should perish."

There is still hope my Father.. Many hearts are turned to You pleading for their loved ones and for all of Your children to repent and turn to You. Many are preparing for Your soon return. And You are doing impossible things these days. Thank You.

That is the whole motive for this site...HOPE!

The Messianic Scriptures contain two important messages:
SALVATION AND HOPE...

Go ahead! Read on the complete account of this matter! It's worth it!—›The Messianic Scriptures contain two important messages...

Oh, that you had hearkened to My commandments…

From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

Saturday, March 05, 2011 (12:00 pm)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua if only we would hearken to Your commandments of love instead of following our own inclinations to govern and fend for ourselves! And the saddest part it is that even when we are ripening the direr consequences of our willful actions we insist in such willful ways! What a pity!
Yet what kind of unfathomable love You have for us to risk it all to rescue us from our own selves in spite of our arrogance to think that we know better than You? O but how quick we are to freely give You our lip service with our insidious and continuous thanks and prayers and rituals even when You have expressed unto us how sick You are of such displays of our self-righteousness?
But true to Your Word of promise You are in the process to restore us to our original state of our creation even when hardly anyone seem to have an inkling of Your mighty work in each one of our lives?
Nonetheless I pray that such is only my own human perception of things and I will not any longer dwell on such things! I will continue to look up towards Your heavens with my heart full of praised and thanksgiving because You are worthy O my Master! And I will set my heart in Your Word of promise to rescue us as it is written,

Isaiah 48
Listen to Me, O Yaaqob, and Yisrael, My called ones: I am He; I am the First, I also am the Last. Yes, My hand has laid the foundation of the earth, and My right hand has spread out the heavens; when I call to them, they stand forth together to execute My decrees.
Assemble yourselves, all of you, and hear! Who among them—the gods and Chaldean astrologers has foretold these things? Your Maker has loved him—Cyrus of Persia; he will do His pleasure and purpose on Babylon, and his arm will be against the Chaldeans. I, even I, have foretold it; yes, I have called him Cyrus; I have brought him, and your Maker shall make his way prosperous.
Come near to me and listen to this: I have not spoken in secret from the beginning; from the time that it happened, I was there. And now your Maker and Master has sent His Spirit in and with me. Thus says your Maker, your Redeemer, the Set Apart One of Yisrael: I am your Maker your Master, Who teaches you to profit, Who leads you in the way that you should go. Oh, that you had hearkened to My commandments!
Then your peace and prosperity would have been like a flowing river, and your righteousness the holiness and purity of the nation like the abundant waves of the sea. Your offspring would have been like the sand, and your descendants like the offspring of the sea; their name would not be cut off or destroyed from before Me.
Go forth out of Babylon, flee from the Chaldeans! With a voice of singing declare, tell this, cause it to go forth even to the end of the earth; say, "Your Maker has redeemed His servant Yaaqob!" And they thirsted not when He led them through the deserts; He caused the waters to flow out of the rock for them; He split the rock also, and the waters gushed out. There is no peace, says your Maker, for the wicked.

There certainly is no peace for the wicked! Why can we not realized that the lack of peace and contentment in our souls—the continuos struggle not only to survive but to succeed in the society of mankind is wicked! Ah! But such realization is slowly but surely coming into each one of our beings because of Your unfathomable faithfulness! HalleluYah!


Think calmly about your lifestyle and open your eyes & ears to see & hear the stark reality of your present life style—a life of sickness and diseases and lack and poverty and heartbreaks of all kinds whether you want to admit or not! See it graphically and perhaps you'll catch the drift of such reality!



Hopefully the Set Apart Spirit of our Maker—our Father Yahuwah will convict you and give you the power to REPENT or turn around from your present lifestyle for the alternative is rather bleak to put it mildly!!!


Take courage!!! Though we have failed to keep the commandments our Maker has not failed us! For His faithfulness is unfathomable! So He will see to it to mellow & bend our wills so He can restore us to His original intent at our creation in spite of our willful ways of the past and present! And so sing!!!...



Two Songs of gratitude!

A Fast To Thank Father Yah!
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Thank You my Master!

A Fast To Thank Father Yah!

Did Father Yah blessed you with a new home?
Did He moved You where He wants you to live for His esteem and for His purpose?
Then lift up your heart to Him and thank Him, for He is worthy of your thanks.
Did Father Yah bring You into His rest?
Did He bring you into the promised land flowing with milk and honey?
Then lift up your whole new self to Him, and in humble obedience to His Word, fast, lest you fill up your belly and forget Him!

The above is the first writing in the horizon of the heart felt meditations in my Promised Land narrative. The first day's meditation I recorded titled,

Thank You my Master!

March 5/87.
Thank You my Master, for this beautiful day!
As I awake to the singing of the birds and the shining of the sun, my heart is filled with gladness, 'cause You are merciful, O Mighty El!
You are my Master and my Elohim. You are my Father, You are everything to me, I worship You!
Today is the first morning that I awake in this beautiful piece of land where You have located this precious quarters especially for me, thank You my Master!
Truly You have scheduled each day of my life, my name is written in Your book, O my Master!
Thank You Master, for the contentment that fills my heart, thank You Master!
Thank You Master for You alone have filled me with Yourself and invaded my whole being with Your peace, thank You Master!
I thank You Master, I thank You Master!
Grant me my Master to go forward this day to walk in Your will.
Give me the strength to follow You wherever You lead for I am weak and easily tempted, give me Your strength, O my Master!
For there are fiery darts that come against me my Master, You know, You know, yet grant me my Master rest from my works and my efforts and help me to rely on You.
As I fast, I fast unto You, yielding the members of my body to You, and to You I yield my whole self.
Not for my gain, or my vain purposes, but unto You, O my Master, unto You alone I yield my whole self.
Grant me my Master, to walk in Your will, grant me my Master, not to look to the right or to the left, but to look straight where You call me to look and to seek for Your Kingdom!
As I go forward this day, grant me my Master, to look up to You! Thank You my Master!

PSALM 91
Personalized for Thia

He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall remain stable and fixed under the shadow of the Almighty—Whose power no foe can withstand. I will say of Yahuweh, "He is my refuge and my fortress, my Elohim, on Him I lean and rely, and in Him I confidently trust!"
And because I live under His shadow He will deliver me from the snare of the fowler and from the deadly pestilence. And He will cover me with His pinions, and under His wings shall I trust and find refuge; His truth and His faithfulness are a shield and a buckler to me. And I shall not be afraid of the terror of the night, nor of the arrow—the evil plots and slanders of the wicked that flies by day, nor of the pestilence that stalks in darkness, nor of the destruction and sudden death that surprise and lay waste at noonday.
And a thousand may fall at my side, and ten thousand at my right hand, but the evil shall not come near me. Only a spectator shall I be—myself inaccessible in the SECRET PLACE of the Most High as I witness the reward of the wicked. Because I have made Yahuweh/Yahushua my refuge, and the Most High my dwelling place, there shall no evil befall me, nor any plague or calamity come near my tent. For He will give His angels—messengers especial charge over me, to accompany and defend and preserve me in all my ways of obedience and service. They shall bear me up on their hands, lest I dash my foot against a stone.
I shall tread upon the lion and adder, the young lion and serpent shall I trample under foot. (Hebrews 1:14 Are not the angels all ministering spirits—servants sent out in the service of Yahuweh Elohim for the assistance of those who are to inherit salvation?)

"And because you My child—My beloved Thia have set your love upon Me, therefore will I deliver you; I will set you on high, because you know and understand My name—have personal knowledge of My mercy, love and kindness; trust and rely on Me, knowing I will never forsake you, no, never! And you shall call upon Me, and I will answer you; I will be with you in trouble, I will deliver you and honor you. With long eternal life will I satisfy you, and show you—reveal to you My salvation even Yahushua your Messiah!"

I am a Star, to shine Father Yah's love!

When I was a little girl, out of the clear blue sky I used to tell my grandmother that I was going to be a movie star.
That idea had to come out of the clear blue sky because there were not any TV sets or movie houses or such, in fact, we didn't even have electricity in that beautiful hole in Guatemala where I was born.
It must have been Father Yahuweh telling me even then, that I was to be a Star.
Father Yah had always been one step ahead of me and I thought I was never going to catch up with Him. Then one day he took me by the hand and gently tugged me so that I would catch up to His step.
But, I, because of circumstances could not catch up with His step. So, he pulled me by the hand for it was necessary that I would catch up with Him, but, I, thinking that he was angry stumbled and fell.
So, He picked me up in his arms and carried me. Because I was angry and hurt I never noticed that he had carried me, before he placed me down to see if I could walk.
But no, I could not walk, I couldn't walk at all. So, he took me back in his arms and lovingly carried me. And the mountains were high, and the valleys were deep; the seasons came and the seasons went, and with the seasons along came bad weather, good weather, sunny days, cloudy skies, and the storms of rain and sleet, and ice and snow, and the flood came, and along came death to my body.
Then Father Yah put my drowned body on the stake with his Son, under the flood of the Blood and my spirit he placed in the wings of His Spirit.
So, out of the flood of the Blood my body came alive and in the wings of His Spirit my spirit soared. So, in the wings of His Spirit my spirit soared far, far beyond the sky, and in the firmament my spirit shone with Father Yah's love like a shiny star.
So Father Yah did make me a Star, far greater than a movie star; a Star to shine His esteem, a Star to display His beam of love.

I am a Star, I am a Star, praise be to Father Yah, I am a Star to shine His love!

HalleluYah!

First words Father spoke to me…

O my Master —my Beloved Yahuweh/ Yahushua You spoke to my heart on the morning of August 8, 1985. You said to me at that moment:

"I have been shaping you into a vessel, a beautiful vessel to hold flowers, beautiful flowers of love. These flowers are not yours, they belong to Me and I give them to whom I please: you are only holding them as they sit in the water of My love with which I have filled you.
"You can not give out these flowers on your own, because you are only a vessel holding them; but I will send you those to whom I have given the flowers you are holding; some will pick just the flowers from you, and some will pick you up, and use you to bring good news and cheer to others. Rest in Me and hold My flowers. "Do not put your own flowers in that vessel of yourself; because they are the flowers that wilt and don't last; but the flowers that I am letting you hold will last forever."

And what kind of flowers are those Father? I asked. And You said to me:

"You are only the vessel to hold these flowers and you need not to know what kind of flowers they are, again I say, rest on Father and just know that you are holding MY flowers and not your flowers."

Then You spoke to me a second Word to answer my dilemma at that time. I asked, "Father? Are You trying to tell me to quit looking at what I do and what I say and just to rely on You that what I am saying comes from You and what I am is what You are working with and that You are in control and to quit doubting everything because it doesn't fit exactly with what I think and what I reason to be Okay, Father? And You answered me,

"I am not trying to tell you. I am telling you. I am telling you just that. You look, you wobble, you go back and forth like a seesaw because you are taking your eyes off of ME. Even in your typing that is what is happening to you, you take your eyes off the master copy to look at what you are copying. You are being self conscious. Fix your eyes on Me, I am your Master, I am in control, relax, I have taken your yoke and done away with it, now take My yoke, for My yoke is easy."

Father, help me! I pleaded. And with Your infinite patience You told me,

"I am helping you, I am talking to you plainly, and you know I have touched you and made you whole. Quit trying to perfect My work. Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well. "Whenever you remember something you have forgotten, realize that I reminded you of it, and that I allow you to forget about certain things for My own reasons, even if you don't understand My reasons. You are not to know everything now because you can't take it, it will blow your mind. Picture yourself as a vessel, but in your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time, that is why I have to pour slowly and gently in order to fill you, and that is why I have to shape you to enlarge your opening so I can fill you.
"Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings. That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor. It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains. "I'll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it. So don't worry about anything. "Take everything in this day an know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being. Therefore every little flaw in you has been taken care of. You are a finished work because I am finished—I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!"

Become as a child...

AT THAT time the disciples came up and asked Yahushua, "Who then is really the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?" And He called a little child to Himself and put him in the midst of them, and said, "Truly I say to you, unless you repent—change, turn about and become like little children—trusting, lowly, loving, forgiving, you can never enter the kingdom of heaven at all. Whoever will humble himself therefore and become like this little child—trusting, lowly, loving, forgiving is greatest in the kingdom of heaven. Matthew 18:1-4

Psalms 23

Yahuweh/Yahushua is my Shepherd—my Master—my Beloved to feed, guide, and shield me; I do not lack.
He makes me to lie down in fresh, tender green pastures; He leads me beside still and restful waters.
He refreshes and restores my life (my self); He leads me in the paths of righteousness— uprightness and right standing with Him—not for my earning it, but for His name's sake.
Yes, though I walk through the deep, sunless valley of the shadow of death, I will fear or dread no evil, for You are with me; Your rod to protect and Your staff to guide, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil; my brimming cup runs over.
Surely or only goodness, mercy, and unfailing love shall follow me all the days of my life, and through the length of my days the house of Yahuweh/Yahushua —my Shepherd—my Master—my Beloved and His presence shall be my dwelling place.

Psalms 27
Personalized for Thia

Yahuweh/Yahushua are my Light and my Deliverance—whom shall I fear or dread? Yahuweh/Yahushua are the Refuge and Stronghold of my life—of whom shall I be afraid? When the wicked, even my enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell and they shall keep stumbling and falling even now. Though a host encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war arise against me, even then in this will I be confident.
One thing have I asked of Yahuweh/Yahushua, that will I seek, inquire for, and insistently require: that I may dwell in the house of Yahuweh/ Yahushua—In His presence all the days of my life, to behold and gaze upon the beauty—the sweet attractiveness and the delightful loveliness of Yahuweh/Yahushua and to meditate, consider, and inquire in His Set Apart Place—the deepest chamber of my heart!
For in the day of trouble He will hide me in His shelter; in the secret place of His tent will He hide me; He will set me high upon a rock. And now shall my head be lifted up above my enemies round about me; in His tent I will offer sacrifices and shouting of joy; I will sing, yes, I will sing praises to Yahuweh/Yahushua—my Master—my Beloved!
Hear, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua, when I cry aloud; have mercy and be gracious to me and answer me! You have said, "Seek My face inquire for and require My presence as your vital need." My heart says to You, "Your face—Your presence, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh /Yahushua, will I seek, inquire for, and require of necessity and on the authority of Your Word. Hide not Your face from me; turn not Your servant away in anger, You Who have been my help! Cast me not off, neither forsake me, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua of my deliverance!"
Although my father and my mother have forsaken me, yet my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua will take me up adopt me as His child. Teach me Your way, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua, and lead me in a plain and even path because of my enemies those who lie in wait for me. Give me not up to the will of my adversaries, for false witnesses have risen up against me; they breathe out cruelty and violence.
What, what would have become of me had I not believed that I would see my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua's goodness in the land of the living! Wait and hope for and expect my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua; be brave and of good courage and let Him strengthen your heart! Yes, wait for and hope for and expect my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua.

O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua but how, how You have strengthen my heart! It is totally amazingly wonderful to possess Your strength and power to live according to Your will not mine! HalleluYah!

Psalms 25:12-14

Who is the man who reverently fears and worships Master Yahuweh/Yahushua? Him shall He teach in the way that he should choose. He himself shall dwell at ease, and his offspring shall inherit the land.
The secret of the sweet, satisfying companionship of Master Yahuweh/Yahushua have they who fear—revere and worship Him, and He will show them His covenant and reveal to them its deep, inner meaning.

Psalms 31
Personalized for Thia

In You, O my Master Yahuweh/Yahushua—my Beloved, I have taken refuge; Let me never be ashamed; Deliver me in Your righteousness.
Incline Your ear to me, Deliver me speedily; Be a rock of refuge to me, A house of defense to save me. For You are my rock and my stronghold; For Your Name's sake lead me and guide me.
Bring me out of the net which they have hidden for me, For You are my stronghold. Into Your hand I commit my spirit; You have redeemed me, O my Master Yahuweh/Yahushua—my Beloved El of truth.
I have hated those who observe lying vanities; But I trust in my Master Yahuweh/ Yahushua—my Beloved. I exult and rejoice in Your kindness, For You have seen my affliction; You have known the distresses of my life, And You have NOT shut me up into the hand of the enemy. You have set my feet in a large place. Show me favour, O my Master Yahuweh/Yahushua—my Beloved, for I am in distress; My eye, my being and my body have become old with grief! For my life is consumed in sorrow, And my years in sighing; My strength fails because of my crookedness, And my bones have become old.
I am a reproach among all my adversaries, But most of all among my neighbours, And a dread to my friends; Those who see me outside flee from me. I have been forgotten like someone dead from the heart; I have been like a missing vessel. For I hear the evil report of many; Fear is from all around; When they take counsel together against me, They plot to take away my life.
But I, I have put my trust in You, O my Master Yahuweh/Yahushua—my Beloved; I have said, "You are my Elohim." My times are in Your hand; Deliver me from the hand of my enemies, And from those who pursue me.
Make Your face shine upon Your servant; Save me in Your kindness. Do not let me be ashamed, O my Master Yahuweh/Yahushua—my Beloved, for I have called upon You; Let the wrong be ashamed; Let them be silenced in the grave. Let lips of falsehood be stilled, Which speak recklessly against the righteous, with pride and scorn.
How great is Your goodness, Which You have laid up for those fearing You, Which You have prepared for those taking refuge in You In the sight of the sons of men!
In the secrecy of Your Presence You shall hide them from the plots of man; You shelter them in a booth from the strife of tongues. Blessed be my Master Yahuweh/Yahushua—my Beloved, For He has made marvelous His kindness to me in a strong city!
And I, I have said in my haste, "I am cut off from before Your eyes," Yet You heard the voice of my prayers When I cried out to You.
Love my Master Yahuweh/ Yahushua—my Beloved, all you His kind ones! For my Master—Yahuweh/ Yahushua—my Beloved guards the trustworthy ones, and exceedingly repays the doer of pride.
Be strong, and let Him strengthen your heart, All you who are waiting for my Master—Yahuweh/Yahushua —my Beloved!
O my Master Yahuweh /Yahushua—my Beloved how real Your Presence is within and without all around me! In the stillness of this moment I worship You! For You are worthy of praise and esteem and honor now and forever! HalleluYah!

Psalms 150

PRAISE the Almighty Creator of our beings! Praise Yahuweh in His Set Apart Place; praise Him in the heavens of His power!
Praise Him for His mighty acts; praise Him according to the abundance of His greatness!
Praise Him with trumpet sound; praise Him with lute and harp! Praise Him with tambourine and single or group dance; praise Him with stringed and wind instruments or flutes!
Praise Him with resounding cymbals; praise Him with loud clashing cymbals! Let everything that has breath and every breath of life praise the Almighty Creator of our beings! Praise Yahuweh! HalleluYah!

















Sing along with me!!!


Come and go with me to my Father's house! To my Father's house!!!
Come and go with me to my Father's house where there is peace … peace and joy!
A banquet shall be served in my Father's house! In my Father's house! In my Father's house!
Come and go with me to my Father's house where there is peace…peace and joy!!!

I will enter the gates with thanksgiving in my heart! I will enter the gates with praise! I shall say this is the day that my Yah has made I will rejoice for You have made me glad! You have made me glad! You have me glad! I will rejoice for You have me glaad!

I will sing of Your mercies O my Yah! Forever I will sing! I will sing! O my Yah reigns and blessed be His name let the Yah of my salvation be exalted!!! Yes! Yes! Yes! O HalleluYah! I will sing of Your mercies O my Yah! Forever I will sing! I will sing! O my Yah reigns and blessed be His name let the Yah of my salvation be exalted!!!

HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! Praise my Yah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! Praise my Yah!!! Praise You Yahuweh! Praise You Yahuweh! Praise You Yahuweh! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! Praise You Yahuweh! Praise Yahushua! Praise Yahushua! Praise Yahushua! Praise You Yahuweh! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! Praise my Yah!!