Their souls—that is all that matters to me!

From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

Saturday, January 08, 2011 (5:22 am)
Well my Master things are surely in the up and up on this Shabbath! I have been communicating with Ahmad for the last few hours since I wrote the above! How amazingly simple are Your ways! Yet the whole conversation with Ahmad has sober me up to live above mine and Ahmad’s ways!
Sunday, January 09, 2011 (2:24 am)
Well my Master You know that I did not record anymore than what it’s recorded yesterday. Why? You know that after my conversation with Ahmad all I could do was to go sleep for at that moment I could not write down what I sensed You were instructing me to write—what I see so clear as I actually sensed myself in the shoes of the Prophet Habakuk but I was too wore out to write it down at that moment. I sensed myself as it is written,

Habakkuk 2:1-3 
I stand at my watch, and station myself on the watch-tower, and wait to see what He says to me, and what to answer when I am reproved. And Yahuweh—my Master answered me and said, “Write the vision and inscribe it on tablets, so that he who reads it runs For the vision is yet for an appointed time, and it speaks of the end, and does not lie. If it lingers, wait for it, for it shall certainly come, it shall not delay.

I surely do my Master—I totally question You now as I have been questioning You for quite a while now like Your prophet Habaqquq did in ancient times,

Habakkuk 1:1-4
THE BURDEN or oracle (the thing to be lifted up) which Habakkuk the prophet saw. O Master, how long shall I cry for help and You will not hear? Or cry out to You of violence and You will not save?  Why do You show me iniquity and wrong, and Yourself look upon or cause me to see perverseness and trouble? For destruction and violence are before me; and there is strife, and contention arises. Therefore the law is slackened and justice and a righteous sentence never go forth, for the—hostility of the wicked surrounds the uncompromisingly righteous; therefore justice goes forth perverted.

My Master when I read those words in the past You know that I only considered the wicked being within others along the wicked humans roaming this earth but I did not considered the wicked being within my own self! But Your answers to the prophet have avail me to reconsider my considerations! For it is written.

Habakkuk 1:5-17
Look around you, Habakkuk, among the nations and see! And be astonished! Astounded! For I am putting into effect a work in your days such that you would not believe it if it were told you replied the Maste.r  For behold, I am rousing up the Chaldeans, that bitter and impetuous nation who march through the breadth of the earth to take possession of dwelling places that do not belong to them
The Chaldeans are terrible and dreadful; their justice and dignity proceed only from themselves.  Their horses also are swifter than leopards and are fiercer than the evening wolves, and their horsemen spread themselves and press on proudly; yes, their horsemen come from afar; they fly like an eagle that hastens to devour. They all come for violence; their faces turn eagerly forward, and they gather prisoners together like sand.
They scoff at kings, and rulers are a derision to them; they ridicule every stronghold, for they heap up dust for earth mounds and take it. Then they sweep by like a wind and pass on, and they load themselves with guilt, as do all men whose own power is their god.
Are not You from everlasting, O Master my Master, my Set Apart One? We shall not die. O Master, You have appointed the Chaldean to execute Your judgment, and You, O Rock, have established him for chastisement and correction.
You are of purer eyes than to behold evil and can not look inactively upon injustice. Why then do You look upon the plunderer? Why are you silent when the wicked one destroys him who is more righteous than the Chaldean oppressor is?
Why do You make men like the fish of the sea, like reptiles and creeping things that have no ruler and are defenseless against their foes? The Chaldean brings all of them up with his hook; he catches and drags them out with his net, he gathers them in his dragnet; so he rejoices and is in high spirits.
Therefore he sacrifices offerings to his net and burns incense to his dragnet, because from them he lives luxuriously and his food is plentiful and rich. Shall he therefore continue to empty his net and mercilessly go on slaying the nations forever?

The reasoning of the prophet had been my reasoning for quite a while. Yet within the last 3 years You have convicted that wicked being within my own self and now I can see clear and without any bias determine that I am by human nature not different than Your children observed by the prophet and recipients of the punishment with the Chaldeans attack!
You have actually taught me to separate the vile from the precious from within myself first in order to separate the same in others. You have actually taken out the big log in my eyes in order for me to see and take out the mote out of other people’s eyes!
And I can now concentrate in the most important priority in Your mind since You created us—the restoration of our souls to Your original intent of our creation!
“Who cares whether I eat chocolates or not?” And why are we so intent in the feeding of our belly and the well being of our human carcass and so ridiculously stuck in keeping our physical make up? Why are we all so intent in the ‘do’ and ‘don’t do’ in every single step we take on these earthly grounds?
The whole endeavor of mankind is to eat, sleep and go to the bathroom though that we only see others doing such but we think ourselves ‘different’ when actually there is no one different than the other! Only different capricious habits!
O man! It used to irk me for people who are not healthy at all—people without any physical or spiritual health at all—for these people to continuosly advise and exhort me on what to eat or what to do or what to say and vice versa what not to eat or do or say!
And for most of my life I struggled to accommodate myself to all of these ridiculous and preposterous advising to no avail! Silly me! Rather ‘wicked me’ for all I was doing was looking out for my own belly and nothing else!
But it used to irk me to hear people tell me all those things because I considered myself so ‘smart’ and ‘strait’ and ‘righteous’ with no need to get such ‘advise’ only the need to give such and more! What a fallacy! I thought I was ‘mother righteousness’ and on the seat of authority to give ‘advise’ and tell others what to do or not to do! Could that be true of you my friend?
But now the matter does not irk me anymore! But I’m simply appalled at the condition of our human souls—about all the evil that we manage to disguise with all of these do and don’ts! All of it is nothing else but what You—my Loving Master have been showing me all of these years in like manner as You showed to Your prophets of old!
Yes! I see violence and You seem not to care because there is no visible change of anything as far as I can observe. And like the prophet questioned You so do I question with the same question they put to You—W hy do You show me iniquity and wrong, and Yourself look upon or cause me to see perverseness and trouble? For destruction and violence are before me; and there is strife, and contention arises. Therefore the law is slackened and justice and a righteous sentence never go forth, for the—hostility of the wicked surrounds the uncompromisingly righteous; therefore justice goes forth perverted!
Such is my exact feeling and words addressed to You—my Beloved Master Yahuweh/Yahushua! Especially after I get to talk to Your especial ones and find them so corrupted with their own ‘self-righteousness’ that they are blind to see their utter WICKEDNESS!
Why do these ‘self-righteous’ men—leaders in many communities not just here in this region of the world but ALL OVER THE WORLD these puny men consider themselves ‘above’ the rest of other human beings and placed themselves in authority to ‘advise’ silly women—young or old when in actuality all they are doing is satisfying their sexual passions?
Ah! But the whole spectrum of wickedness is disguised as ‘romance’ and ‘beauty’ and ‘kindness’ and ‘understanding’ these women because we women in our turn are silly and stupid and ‘wicked’ and in need to satisfy our own lustful passions! Such is the naked truth! And we might as well face it is there is any chance at all for our Maker to get through our willful corruption!
Therefore the law is slackened and justice and a righteous sentence never go forth, for the—hostility of the wicked surrounds the uncompromisingly righteous; therefore justice goes forth perverted!
…the—hostility of the wicked surrounds the uncompromisingly righteous… There! There is what You—my Master have quickened to me and by quickening such You have placed Your compassion in my heart for Ahmad and my children and friends who consider themselves to be ‘right’—in right standing with You and with mankind but are actually ignorant that the hostility of the wicked surrounds the uncompromisingly righteous WITHIN THEMSELVES as it was within MYSELF!
And so in like manner as You quickened this matter to me You are at this very moment quickening this matter that is so obvious to others but not to ourselves—yes You are quickening this matter to him/her self of whomever reading this writing!  Thus setting that child of Yours free from his/her own self!
Therefore it no longer irks me to hear Ahmad’s and many others ‘bragging’ about all his/their ‘goodness’ and ‘straitens’ and ‘good’ and ‘godly’ numerous deeds and strait behavior!
Goodness sake! To hear them talk one will think at any time their ‘God’ will descend and place a big crown of ‘righteousness’ on their silly heads and we ‘poor’ takers of their kindness will bow to them to ‘worship’ and ‘love’ and ‘plead’ for their ‘favor’! Silly men! And silly women as well!
But as a human I am not any different than them in the core of the human soul and as a woman my nature is even worse than the men’s nature because I—as a human woman—a female ask to be treated kindly by the men element and to satisfy the base lusts of my female body I was willing to be treated as a piece of meat to satisfy the base sexual lusts of the male element! The male element did not force me to behave like a female dog in heat! I did it willingly! Do that—my wicked way excuse men’s response with their own wickedness? Hardly! How disgusting can the whole spectrum has become to me now as I see it so clearly!
But O the unfathomable wisdom of our Creator! For now there is a huge difference from ‘them’ and ‘I’! That difference is the privilege of our Creator to choose whosoever He chooses to baffle the ‘smart’ male leaders! So He chose me an old woman and former ‘silly young woman’—a former prostitute to come and inform these ones of the TRUTH that shall them tree!
Should Ahmad choose to listen to my Master abiding within my being or not to listen to my Master it’s up to Ahmad! I plainly have told him over and over again to take his eyes off of Thia/Basilia’ because Thia/Basilia is a human—a wicked human just like Ahmad!
Though that Thia/Basilia no longer lives to satisfy her lustful human passions so it does not matter if such passions are satisfied or not! It does not matter whether anyone is kind or unkind to me and even when I as human basically react as a human but in the actuality of my inner being there is ONLY one matter that concerns Thia/Basilia! And what that would be?
Thia/Basilia no longer cares whether Ahmad or my children or my friends love or hate me or whether they ‘understand’ or not or whether there is chocolates or food or shelter or money or anything to feed Thia/Basilia’s belly! Totally and completely such things are OUT of Thia/Basilia’s focus!

One matter ONLY—the souls of all of my Master’s children and that includes Ahmad and my children and all of my friends! Their souls—that is all that matters to me! And for that purpose as the prophet Habakkuk I have been standing watching and waiting and little by little I am receiving my instructions in like manner as those were given to that prophet as it is written,

Habakkuk 2:1-3 
OH, I know, I have been rash to talk out plainly this way to my Master! I will in my thinking stand upon my post of observation and station myself on the tower or fortress, and will watch to see what He will say within me and what answer I will make as His mouthpiece to the perplexities of my complaint against Him.
And the Master answered me and said, Write the vision and engrave it so plainly upon tablets that everyone who passes may be able to read it easily and quickly as he hastens by.
For the vision is yet for an appointed time and it hastens to the end fulfillment; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait earnestly for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day!

And so dear friends and visitors of this SITE—BEWARE! For the ‘vision’ has been written and expressed in more than one way for ALL to understand!
And from here on out like I wrote about Ahmad above—Should Ahmad choose to listen to my Master abiding within my being or not to listen to my Master it’s up to Ahmad!
Likewise Should you choose to listen to my Master abiding within my being or not to listen to my Master it’s up to you!
Thia—byline…

A Bulleted List for All to Heed!

• Our Father Creator is not in the religions and religious rituals and customs and beliefs and doctrines from all over the known world.
• Our Father Creator is not a man that we should judge and analyze with our human minds and senses.
• Our Father Creator is Spirit and those who worship Him must worship Him in Spirit and in Truth!
• So what if He chose to become flesh in order to rescue us from our measly and pitiful life? He is still the Almighty and we don’t have to understand in order to believe and trust Him!
• All we have to do is to become like little children and give up all the wealth of knowledge, both spiritual and secular that we have acquired from all worldly and religious sources!
• As much as such seems to be an impossible thing to do, it becomes a very simple thing if you are willing to humble yourself in the sight of our Almighty Father and Creator of our beings!