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The Scriptures quoted in this work are from the Scriptures and other versions of the Bible modified to reflect the proper Hebrew names of our Creators Almighty Yahuwah and our Messiah Yahushua—Father & Son.
First published January 2012

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Table of Contents

Chapter 1—quit eating from the knowledge of good & evil and let the Son set you free to overcome the human nature in mankind…    5

Chapter 2—and what is the whole purpose for my existence?.... 13

Chapter 3-- O GOOD people take note of this agonizing prayer of mine for the sake of your own souls…    19

Chapter 4—About the Blog & the fact that my Master brings to my remembrance all things that matter in our eternal life…    21

Chapter 5—There is an answer to my dilemma as I see discouragement, depression, poverty and lack, sickness & a general sense of hopelessness everywhere I turn around but much of it is disguised in laughter and entertainment…    27

Chapter 6-- Yahushua did know what He was talking about but when I mention ‘trust in our Father’ or doing things as Yahushua said to do them they look at me like if I had 3 heads—all of them insane! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! 31

Chapter 7-- O if people would only become sensitive to Your Spirit beckoning them to come to Yahushua and find relief for their troubled souls…... 37

Chapter 8-- If only people would take a taste of this life of mine! And no! I am not perfect and do all things according to the goodness of all human beings! Indeed! I am far, far from human perfection but in my Master’s sight…    39

Chapter 9—I can’t imagine future Kingdom’s life! One of the many things our human mind cannot conceive as we cannot conceive how we are born again of Your Spirit much less the birth, life, death and resurrection of Your only begotten Son—Yahushua…    47

Chapter 10—The news & our personal tragedies & disasters! It has become a fascinating thing for all to watch and talk about instead of humbling themselves & turning from their wicked ways of willful independence from our Maker! 49

Chapter 11—Reflecting on it all sent email to tell to read the Scriptures but do not study or try to understand them with your mind! In other words do not try to memorize or chant them! Read them as if Father is speaking to you and you to Him…    53

Chapter 12—And so in reference to the battle in our minds to subdue the carnal self go back to the ancient writings of the prophets and hear the Master—the Captain of our souls speaking to each one of us personally…    57

Chapter 13—Will I ever learn to cope? “…I have given or bequeathed to you My peace but not as the world gives for in the world you shall always have troubles and tribulations! But do not fear because I have overcome the world for you!...”  59

Chapter 14—I have NO beliefs NOR opinions NOT philosophies NOT anything of my under-standing! I have NOTHING—or I do not depend on anything that I plan nor have any fixed ideas about anything from my human understanding! If whatever I do does not suit myself or anyone else it does not matter! 61

 

 

 

Chapter 1—quit eating from the knowledge of good & evil and let the Son set you free to overcome the human nature in mankind…

 

 

 

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Wednesday, December 07, 2011 (3:17 am)

What a Tuesday You gave to me O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua! And I am now into Wednesday! I have been up all night since You gave me almost three hours of sound sleep early yesterday! I am now going to sleep for my eyes are closing on me!

Wednesday, December 07, 2011 (6:40 am)

Thanks my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua for the wonderful rest that You gave me in the last few hours! I rejoice in Your Presence and I am ready to continue my journey singing praises unto You as I engage in the wonderful task You have assigned unto me! HalleluYah!

Wednesday, December 07, 2011 (6:08 pm)

Well I'm waiting on You my Master to see what else am I to do with the books. I have been working on getting them ready for distribution but it seems to me that it is not Your time yet to close and finish them! I sense that You have something else to add to the books before I distribute or publish them. I wait on You my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua!

Thursday, December 08, 2011 (2:44 am)

Wednesday ended and I have not been to bed yet! Today I cooked the best maqoobla there is in this town! Ha! Ha! But I know it was the best because they had seconds and thirds of it! Anyhow my new friend came to join our maqoobla feast and afterwards we had much to talk about and she did not leave until around 2:30 am and all I recorded was the date and hour and the fact that I went  to bed at that time. It's now 7:18 am. I have been up for better than an hour eating and drinking and taking care of different things. Now I am ready to renew the work You have given unto me my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah /Yahushua!

Friday, December 09, 2011 (8:46 am)

Time is escaping me my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/ Yahushua! Midnights and mornings come and go and I do not any longer remember to record it in my journal most of the time lately because I am so intense in perfecting the book I am to publish next! And so this morning I just now realized that I have neglected to record anything and it's already almost 9 in the morning!

But O my Master I am so fascinated with the gift of graphics skill that You have given to me to make the message for Your children easier to read! It is not Your will that any should perish and Your message must be delivered for all to understand. Thus You will enable Your children to make the right choice at this point of the times! It's now 10:14 pm. I took a nap and now I am back at work. Thanks Master for replenishing my strength!

Saturday, December 10, 2011 (5:45 am)

Shabbat Shalom my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/ Yahushua! As it turned out last night I worked for a while and then went back to sleep. I woke up around 3 am and again I couldn't wake up all the way so I went back to sleep again until around 5 am when I got up and fixed me something to eat and a cup of coffee. And so why am telling all of these seemingly so unnecessary details of my daily existence? Because the nature of my new born being within me tells me to do so in order for all to see what it means to live by that nature and not by our human nature!

Still, what am I talking about?

Two natures inhabit our human body…

Well, as most of us know there are two natures inhabiting in our human body—the nature of our Creator commonly called conscience and the human nature of our natural birth! These two natures are always at war within ourselves for even when we learn to live by our new nature our human nature always oppose that new nature!

Yes! All human beings are well aware of this fact yet the great majority do not even think or question such matter. Most all humans beings are content to live in the struggle of this present life to achieve an elusive to all happiness! Yet many of us have questioned this matter and we have been blessed with the birth of the nature of our Creator—the nature of our conscience!

And we have learned or we are learning and aiming to live by the nature of our new born beings ingrained within us—most all of us are conscious of such struggle but we react with our human nature as it is the natural thing to do as human beings! Thus we have the numerous organizations and exceptional human beings dedicated to not only improve the living conditions in this world but also to save our souls for a better yet elusive eternal life! Unfortunately all such struggle is worthless and at the end to no avail! All is vanity! Why?

Because through the centuries only a few have actually learned to live by the nature of our new born beings within us! Why? Because to live by such nature means to live outside of ALL the rules and regulations and the authority of the civilized society of mankind! Yet living in such a nature one learns to abide by the authority and rules and regulations of such society in a far better way than most all humans do!

And so all well meaning individuals who are versed in the Scriptures ask me right off the start, "Do you pray?" "Do you believe that Yahushua gave His life for us?" and on and on go the continuous questioning about the exact issues that I am exposing to all! And O! Do I feel like retaliating and asking them simply, "Do you? Do you pray? Do you know what it means to pray? Do you really know what our Messiah did and why He gave His life for us?" But I don't! I don't ask anything! No! I do not retaliate nor bite into a heated discussion! Not anymore anyhow if I can catch myself ahead of time; sometimes they catch me by surprise and I try to explain things to no avail! But I should just smugly mention the fact that such matter is what my writings are all about! And somehow I find myself making fun of my own desire for all to read my writings to no avail! And sometimes I no longer even offer my books to certain people!

Actually the fact is that most all Bible students have come up with all kind of doctrines and definitions for everything written in the Bible and these doctrines and definitions have been and continue to be pass on from one individual to the next!

My goodness! If anyone has heard and seeing and done it all so far in my 72 plus years of life that one is me! And I totally empathize with the Preacher in the book of Ecclesiastes! And I am fed up with all the well meaning and illustrious Bible authorities in the path of my life! Unfortunately most all of my people fit into that category so yes! I am fed up with you all! Ha! Ha! I am sure my good friend Peter shall insist that I take this remark from this writing but I won't because ALL my people needs to hear that I am just as fed up with them as our Father in heaven is!

So why telling you about my getting up and down and fixing coffee or this or that? Because while I am doing all of that I am in the Presence of my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua as it should be for all and each one of His children! And while I am doing whatever! I am talking and listening to my Master!

That's prayer! That is what prayer is all about—a continuous interchange between our Maker and us! And in the process of the interchange the Master of our beings instructs us whether to supplicate or intercede or simply do or say whatever is necessary to do or say! And that's what the name of our Master means! And that's what it means to pray in His name!

All these doctrines about intercessory prayer—supplication prayer—deliverance prayer or this or that prayers and praying are nothing but hog wash! To use the words 'in the name..' means nothing if you are not living in continuous fellowship with the Master of our beings all those things that we do and say and believe avail us nothing!

What is the use of praying and then go on doing what anyone thinks is best to do to help his/her own self? Common sense should tell us that IF all these things that we do and say and believe were any good we wont be in the predicament that we are in with the enemy gaining ground on us all the time! We are the tail not the head in spite of all of our rambunctious claims of being whatever worthy human being we think ourselves to be for one reason or another!

It is true that the old slew foot is continuously making trouble for me but by ALL means he is not gaining any grounds on me at any time! For I am not match for that old slew foot! Slew foot is an entity with much power more that my human power so I do not attempt to mess with such entity, I simply do what Michael—Father Yahuwha's messenger did, I say, "Master Yahuwah rebukes you Satan!" and I go on about the business that my Master has entrusted unto me! And as far as being the head or somebody of importance in this corrupted world I am not! But I am not the tail either by any stretch of the imagination and most all know that!

Am I bragging when I say such things? No! I am simply stating what we are all supposed to say and do and be! I am not anyone especial and we all know these things but don't do them for whatever reason I do not know but my Master tells me the reason is because we are 'stupid at our best' and I can see for my own self how stupid I am as a human being even when to my good friend Peter I am brilliant! Yeah…tell it to the Preacher! I am so brilliant that I wasted my life chasing after the god of knowledge only to find it and find out that Knowledge Is Not Good Even Good Knowledge Is Evil!

For all of us are chasers after the god of knowledge and when we find it we find out that Knowledge Is Not Good Even Good Knowledge Is Evil! Sooner or later we all come to see such a thing!

Is that NEW revelation to me or am I claiming it to be? NO! That is what our Creator revealed to Adam from the beginning but Adam did not listen! And please don't bring Eve into the equation with your vivid imagination! I am not writing anything open to any deduction from our imaginations! The Set Apart Spirit is telling us all to quit our brilliant deductions and interpretations of His words and listen up or obey those words without questioning them like an innocent child listens to his parents!

The Set Apart Spirit is telling us loud and clear to QUIT EATING the knowledge of good and evil—that includes all of our tenacious studies and searches and researches and Bible studies and listening to this one or that one or following this one or that one or believing this or that or most of all QUIT FOLLOWING what WE THINK IS BEST!

In other words QUIT LIVING by the HUMAN NATURE! Know of a surety that it is BY ALL MEANS possible to live by the NEW NATURE of our Creator! Believe me it's the simplest thing to do! And though that one catches hell and damnation from all humans after a bit no one can imagine the amazing transformation from the kingdom of darkness to the kingdom of light that takes place! WOW! There are just no words to describe such amazing development!

Yes I caught hell and damnation for a while but now things are turning around just like Master Yahuwah/Yahushua say it will happen! But even during the period of time that I have been under hell and damnation from the human nature of all humans in my world and most of all from my own human nature even then words cannot describe the power and security and peace and wisdom imparted unto me to overcome most of all my own human nature and by all means the human nature in all humans of my acquaintance!

And so now I AM FREE INDEED because the SON has set me free! Religious nonsense? NO! NO! No religion at all! Really, really only the Presence of the SON and of our Creator within my being—even my Beloved Master Yahuwah/Yahushua! I truly live and move and breath and walk for all practical purposes and under any and all circumstances in the Presence of my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua and I am not ashamed to tell all that it is so!

How is this all so for me? I haven't got the slightest desire to explain it all anymore! It just happened in the process of the last few years of my life! And if anyone cares to read about it all my books and pamphlets are free just yours for the asking! All I want now is to live my carefree life in the Presence of my Master and let Him take care of me and everything that pertains to my life in these earthly grounds! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!




 


Chapter 2—and what is the whole purpose for my existence?....

   

 

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Saturday, December 10, 2011 (11:25 pm)

O my Master I’m so blessed for You have supplied to me all the means necessary to fulfill the task of writing and typesetting and making the books to distribute to Your people that You have assigned unto me! Today I succeeded in installing a later version of Word so that I can convert the books to PDF format and email them to whomever You quicken me to email!

Sunday, December 11, 2011 (1:56 am)

Well my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua the first book of the series Welcome To My Present Life has been emailed! Now I will work in the next book. I will introduce the next book with the following words,

Welcome To My Present Life. This book continues as my life develops on the daily basis in the Presence of my Master. But right now I must go to sleep! Truly mine it’s an enviable life—not a worry in the world! I sleep when I get sleepy and my sleep is sound for a couple hours—so sound that in two or three hours I wake up quite refreshed! So now I’m awake at 5:32 am and I’m ready to continue on with my assigned task maybe nonstop for hours on end until I get sleepy again!

OK where was I? Ah! I’m ready to begin the sequence to the book I just finished and perhaps update the SITE in the boot! Perhaps today some of my people respond to the book I emailed them or perhaps they continue to keep silent about all my attempts to reach them as You desire me to do! No matter! Either way I shall continue to record all the words that You—my Master instruct me to record and I shall continue my attempts to reach them even with the last breath I take on these earthly grounds for that is Your whole purpose for my existence O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua!

Funny thing! Are the things that come to my mind when I state Your purpose for my existence! Yeah, such simple statement opens up the whole storage in my mind about Your purpose not only for my existence but for the existence of everyone and everything on and under and above these earthly grounds!

For most certainly Your purposes are way, way beyond my imagination—even beyond the scope of my vivid imagination! O yes! I have quite an imagination—I can imagine most anything nobody else can—of that I’m sure! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

I can remember hearing about the impaling or crucifixion of Your Son and observing people get all tear up and moved by such hearing but I could only think in the vein of what’s the matter with this people? The whole event did not touch me!

Indeed! If anything my thoughts were in the line of what kind of Father is this to let His son suffer in such despicable matter when He is supposed to be power and love Himself? If I had the power I would never ever let my children suffer in the least much less put them to such preposterous suffering!

Such was in my mind though I hardly ever dared to express such outlandish thought to anyone for fear of being ostracized and impaled myself by the same people who tear up at the thought of the impaling of Your Son! But O my Beloved Master all the time You knew what was in my polluted and corrupt carnal mind and yet You let me carry such evil thoughts most of my life!

But one day in Your due time and not a minute before You ended my contentious and belligerent thought pattern! But that one day when I put to You my favorite refute and said to You, “Why do You let Your children suffer? If I had the power my children would never have to suffer as they are suffering now! If I had the power I will give only good things to my children!” You patiently and kindly simply answered me, “O yeah! And your children would never grow up to amount to anything worthwhile!” WOW! Such simple answer was enough to defuse the raging fire in my evil mind—like a fire hose pointed strait to the heart of the fire!

O well! That was my past life! But now I live in Your Presence in My Present Life! And yes! You have let me suffer more than a healthy share of suffering in my existence and it is still beyond my comprehension why You let such suffering go on YET I no longer question You and You know it! How did You get through to me? It’s surely unexplainable! And there is no sense in explaining anything anymore! It’s sufficient for me now in my present life to know as a matter of personal experience of Your Presence within my being it’s sufficient for me to know that You are in control of my life and the life of all of those I have committed unto You!

And so instead of questioning You I am going to simply get busy with the task You have given unto me and enjoy Your Presence as the reality of my present life! Truly like the song goes, ‘And He walks with me and He talks to me and He tells me I’m His own!’ Yes! You walk and talk and tell me all the time not only that I am Your own but also You let me in all Your secrets that You have been keeping from me until this time! And that’s more than enough incentive to rejoice even in the midst of all my infirmities!

Hey! Now I know what You mean with Your grace being sufficient unto me! And I no longer have to go around begging for all the messengers from hell to be removed! No more running to get prayed on or to the hospital or doctor to be drugged up! For with each prick of the thorns in my side I simply burst up with my favorite song that You brought to my remembrance via the story about Foster Gump dying and going to the pearly gate—at the gate Foster was asked the three questions as in the story below,

Forest Gump and St. Peter

When Forest Gump died, he stood in front of St. Peter at the Pearly Gates. St. Peter said, "Welcome, Forest. We've heard a lot about you." He continued, "Unfortunately, it's getting pretty crowded up here and we find that we now have to give people an entrance examination before we let them in."

"Okay," said Forest. "I hope it's not too hard. I've already been through a test. My momma used to say, 'Life is like a final exam. It's hard.' " "Yes, Forest, I know. But this test is only three questions. Here they are."

1) Which two days of the week begin with the letter 'T'?"

2) How many seconds are in a year?

3) What is God's first name?

"Well, sir," said Forest, "The first one is easy. Which two days of the week begin with the letter 'T'? Today and Tomorrow."

St. Peter looked surprised and said, "Well, that wasn't the answer I was looking for, but you have a point. I give you credit for that answer."

"The next question," said Forest, "How many seconds are in a year? Twelve."

"Twelve?" said St. Peter, surprised and confused.

"Yes, sir. January 2nd, February 2nd, March 2nd …"

St. Peter interrupted him. "I see what you mean. I'll have to give you credit for that one, too."

"And the last question," said Forest, "What is God's first name? It's Andy."

"Andy?" said St. Peter, in shock. "How did you come up with 'Andy'?"

"I learned it in church. We used to sing about it." Forest broke into song, "Andy walks with me, Andy talks with me, Andy tells me I am His own."

St. Peter opened the gate to heaven and said, "Run, Forest, Run!"

Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! And so now I find myself continuously singing ‘And He walks…’ instead of ‘Andy walks…’ because I know that His name is not Andy! Nonetheless I totally empathize with Forest Gump! That’s my line of thinking right now—nothing but a good clean and no guile coming from me! There is nothing coming to me that is going to affect my corrupt mind and entice me to think and say and do things like everybody else think and say and do things! I have become ‘unique’ like Forest Gump! And that’s what Father Yah can make of each one of His children should any of His children give Him a chance to do so!

Love to all,

Thia

Psalms 62

 

FOR YAHUWAH/YAHUSHUA alone my soul waits in silence; from Him comes my deliverance. He only is my Rock and my Deliverance, my Defense and my Fortress, I shall not be greatly moved.

How long will you set upon a man that you may slay him, all of you, like a leaning wall, like a tottering fence?  They only consult to cast him down from his height to dishonor him; they delight in lies. They bless with their mouths, but they curse inwardly. Selah—pause, and calmly think of that!

My soul, wait only upon Yahuwah/Yahushua and silently submit to Him; for my hope and expectation are from Him. He only is my Rock and my Deliverance; He is my Defense and my Fortress, I shall not be moved.

With Yahuwah/Yahushua rests my deliverance and my esteem; He is my Rock of unyielding strength and impenetrable hardness, and my refuge is in Yahuwah/Yahushua!

Trust in, lean on, rely on, and have confidence in Him at all times, you people; pour out your hearts before Him. Yahuwah/Yahushua is a refuge for us (a fortress and a high tower). Selah—pause, and calmly think of that!

Men of low degree in the social scale are emptiness (futility, a breath) and men of high degree in the same scale are a lie and a delusion. In the balances they go up; they are together lighter than a breath. Trust not in and rely confidently not on extortion and oppression, and do not vainly hope in robbery; if riches increase, set not your heart on them.

Yahuwah/Yahushua has spoken once, twice have I heard this: that power belongs to Yahuwah/Yahushua. Also to You, O Master, belong mercy and loving-kindness, for You render to every man according to his work.

 

 

Chapter 3-- O GOOD people take note of this agonizing prayer of mine for the sake of your own souls…

   

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Sunday, December 11, 2011 (4:50 pm)

O my Master You know all the awful and discouraging thoughts running through my mind on this quiet afternoon! I have been feverishly working on the books but things are not working out that easy after all! There is so much oppression squeezing the life of all of Your willful children but they refuse to humble themselves and come to You!

No matter what or how I present the message it does not seem to make any difference in anyone’s life! And I do pray my Master that such are just my feelings of discouragement and not the truth about the matter!

Show me the way and give me the power and ability to walk in Your way! You know me better than I know myself and You know how totally incapable I am in my own human nature to do what is pleasing in Your sight! Unless You do the work within my being it is totally useless for me to even attempt to get moved by my own ideas of goodness and cleverness!

Monday, December 12, 2011 (1:58 am)

Abba! Abba! Why have You forsaken us? I am grieving with great intensity! For it is Yahushua’s Presence within me agonizing still in the present Garden of Gethsemane because Your children are still ignorant about all that You have done for us to give us another chance! Your children insist in living on their own and grieving Your Spirit within them! Everybody I know assumes and presumes to know You but they don’t! And I, only now have come to see my utter ignorance of You and Your ways! Have mercy on us all my Master! Come! Descend upon each one of Your beloved children and convict them as You convicted me and many others! May Your will be done in our hearts as well as in the whole earth!

Open our eyes and ears to see and hear that ALL of our goodness and good lives are an stench into Your nostrils! Open our eyes to see and hear that it is not the ones that are doing BAD according to our estimation but it is US the ones doing GOOD according to our understanding of goodness! For the saddest thing is that the ones that are doing GOOD are more guilty than the ones that are doing BAD but the GOOD ones keep going and going pointing fingers and calling on You to deliver and save the BAD ones not having an inkling of their own guilt! The crucifixion is taking place right now with all human beings including Your children just watching it take place all over again without getting involved just like Your first twelve did! Truth is thrown in the streets and trampled on by all the GOOD and the BAD ones and none the wiser! Everybody is content with stuffing their minds with the knowledge of good and evil!

And it’s easier for the ones eating the knowledge of bad than for the ones eating the knowledge of good not realizing that all GOOD according to our human understanding is BAD according to You Almighty Creator of our beings and our Loving Father!

Show us all Father that unless each one of us fall on our faces and repent of our GOODness the horror of the crucifixion that is taking place in all of our lives shall continue!...

Thanks my Father—Abba! Thanks for hearing and answering my prayer! For You are Almighty Yahuwah and You shall be exalted in all the earth!

 

Chapter 4—About the Blog & the fact that my Master brings to my remembrance all things that matter in our eternal life…

   

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Tuesday, December 13, 2011 (12:51 am)

It’s midnight again of another Tuesday as I continue to record as accurately as I can all that is happening in my daily existence in Your Presence O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua! O my Master since 1985 You instructed me not to worry about forgetting things because You would bring to my remembrance whatever You wanted me to remember. I had forgotten all about blogs until a couple of days ago.

It so happened that a few days ago You provided for me the updated version of my MS Word 2007 program and I am enjoying all the new features of it! And so as I went to create a new blank document the program gives me the option to create either a blank document or a blog…a blog? Hum! Quickly I began to investigate the matter only to find out a whole new approach to publish Your messages to Your people!

So here I am a couple of days or so after my blog discovering totally fascinated with Your timing to bring to my remembrance this matter! Why? Because back in 2007 I had not yet quite caught on to what You were doing with me! Ha! Four years under Your training and I am now just beginning to catch the drift of Your doings not just with me but with all of my concern and with all of Your children as well! O what a mighty Yah You are! For Your timing for this blog to go forth couldn’t be better! Again why?

O my Master You well know the state of frustration and depression and almost despair that most of Your children are going through as we all are all suffering the consequences of our independent life! For we live our lives depending on our own selves with only a form or a concept of You but actually ignorant of Who You really are—ignorant of You and Your ways!

Nonetheless my Master, in spite of our willful ways independent of You, You are now revealing Yourself and Your ways and the difference between Your ways and ours! And by all means You are giving us the necessary information to overcome the adversities of this life that we are now living in order for us to repent of our independent lives and reach up to You for eternal life in Your Presence!

And so in 1988 You instructed me to record the matter of depression and how to overcome it! It is all recorded in the book that I had intended to publish in the blog of 2007. But on the day that I started to build the blog You answered my plea to bring me into Your rest as it is written in Hebrews 4:1-16. So I began that blog with the record of that prayer and how You answered me by bringing my past writings into my remembrance.  Then I went on to insert the book on depression. It all started out on that morning of November 29, 2007 at 2:50am and I quote,

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal…

November 29, 2007 (2:50am)

Thank You Father for answering my prayer. You have cut through me and brought me back into Your rest just as it is written in Hebrews 4. And how did You do it? Easily, You simply brought me back to read Your inspired words to me in 1988. At that time I was in the same predicament I find myself at the present time but Your set apart words giving to me clarifying Your Living Word written in the Scriptures and in my heart are a lamp unto my feet.

Thank You Father for Your Set Apart Spirit—our Helper, our Teacher to teach us all things that we lack to know about Yahushua our Master and Savior.

Well, back in 1988 I didn’t know about the correct spelling of Your name, but, You honored the fact that as You revealed Yourself to me I accepted You even when I had not seen You before.

Then, in due time, through Your Set Apart Spirit You have revealed Your name not only to me but to many of Your children. I know now and I use the proper way to address You by Your proper name.

(I suggest, dear reader, that you partake of the gems that I share in these writings, then, go to the Scriptures yourself and get some more gems to satisfy your searching for the only Truth that avails.)

Father, I come boldly to Your throne of grace to ask for help in this time of trouble. Cut through me and let me come into Your rest as it is written I plead,

Hebrews 4:1-16

THEREFORE, WHILE the promise of entering His rest still holds and is offered today, let us be afraid to distrust it, lest any of you should think he has come too late and has come short of reaching it. For indeed we have had the glad tidings—Good News proclaimed to us just as truly as they—the Israelites of old did when the Good News of deliverance from bondage came to them; but the message they heard did not benefit them, because it was not mixed with faith—with the leaning of the entire personality on Yahuwah in absolute trust and confidence in His power, wisdom, and goodness by those who heard it; neither were they united in faith with the ones—Joshua and Kaleb who heard and did believe. For we who have believed—adhered to and trusted in and relied on Yahuwah do enter that rest, in accordance with His declaration that those who did not believe should not enter when He said, As I swore in My wrath, They shall not enter My rest; and this He said although His works had been completed and prepared and waiting for all who would believe from the foundation of the world. For in a certain place He has said this about the seventh day: And Yahuwah/Yahushua rested on the seventh day from all His works. And they forfeited their part in it, for in this passage He said, They shall not enter My rest. Seeing then that the promise remains over from past times for some to enter that rest, and that those who formerly were given the good news about it and the opportunity, failed to appropriate it and did not enter because of disobedience, again He sets a definite day, a new Today, and gives another opportunity of securing that rest saying through David after so long a time in the words already quoted, Today, if you would hear His voice and when you hear it, do not harden your hearts. This mention of a rest was not a reference to their entering into Canaan. For if Joshua had given them rest, He Yahuwah would not speak afterward about another day.

So then, there is still awaiting a full and complete Sabbath-rest reserved for the true people of Yahuwah; for he who has once entered Yahuwah’s rest also has ceased from the weariness and pain of human labors, just as Yahuwah/Yahushua rested from those labors peculiarly His own. Let us therefore be zealous and exert ourselves and strive diligently to enter that rest of Yahuwah, to know and experience it for ourselves, that no one may fall or perish by the same kind of unbelief and disobedience into which those in the wilderness fell. For With His Word that Yahuwah/Yahushua speaks is alive and full of power making it active, operative, energizing, and effective; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and the immortal spirit, and of joints and marrow of the deepest parts of our nature, exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and TheSuperNaturalSurgerypurposes of the heart. And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do.

Inasmuch then as we have a great High Priest Who has already ascended and passed through the heavens, Yahushua the Son of Yahuwah, let us hold fast our confession of belief in Him. For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning. Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace—the throne of Yahuwah’s unmerited favor to us sinners, that we may receive mercy for our failures and find grace to help in good time for every need—appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it.

Here are the writings that my Master--Yahuwah/Yahushua brought to my remembrance to publish in this blog back in 2007. I did not published the blog at that time for lack of knowledge about blogging! But now the matter has come up again and as I began to investigate with my server I found the unpublished blog! HalleluYah! How appropriate for the times that all my friends are going through now!  And I quoted the whole book titled,

Do I Have To Act Depressed? Indeed I Do Not!

By Thia Licona

This book is printed separately and it’s yours for the asking! Email me at: thialicona@gmail.com

The blog can be viewed in the Internet. Simply write http://blog.nowistime.com/ in the address bar and you will get it!


 

Chapter 5—There is an answer to my dilemma as I see discouragement, depression, poverty and lack, sickness & a general sense of hopelessness everywhere I turn around but much of it is disguised in laughter and entertainment…

   

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Tuesday, December 13, 2011 (11:31 pm)

Well I worked and worked until around 7 pm and then I crashed! I’m now waking up and I see that is still Tuesday! But You know all of this my Master! What’s next? It looks like my people has opted to keep silent—I did not have a single response from anyone after I mailed the last book! Am I doing the right thing my Master? I get so discouraged and find myself with no desire to keep up with this task You have assigned unto me! What is the use my Master! What is the use?

Yet I will continue regardless of my feelings! For I know that You have a purpose for every minute detail of my life and You have instructed me not to despair! So if the Net lets me I will now attempt to publish the blog!

Even though my Master if I get discouraged with the least disappointment while I stand in Your Presence how in the world is Your people who are oblivious to the reality of Your Being and continue to do things and live according to their estimation of a good life—how in the world are they going to survive the horrendous times that have already started my Master?

There is discouragement, depression, poverty and lack, sickness and a general sense of hopelessness everywhere I turn around and I can hardly bear it! But of course much of it is disguised in laughter and entertainment for people is still much concerned about having fun at any cost! What am I to do in the face of it all? What is Your desire in whatever I am to do?

“My child—My precious and beloved thia/Basilia do you notice the time right now? The midnight hour just stroke 12:02 am on the instant that you begun to record My answer to your dilemma! Yes my child the midnight hour has stroke in My time table while My people sleeps totally oblivious to what you know is coming! Yes it is as you see it and from now on the whole spectrum will intensify until I accomplish My will in the lives of My people in order for Me to descend and put an end to their miserable and deplorable conditions!

“And so My children do not respond to you but do not in any way despair of the task I have assigned unto you! Continue to record My words to them while you testify to them of My Presence within your heart! Remember not even Nicodemus understood anything of what was going on and taking place when I sent to you all My only begotten Son! As it is written,

John 3:3-12 

Yahushua answered him, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that unless a person is born again—anew, from above, he cannot ever see—know, be acquainted with, and experience the kingdom of heaven.  Nicodemus said to Him, How can a man be born when he is old? Can he enter his mother's womb again and be born?  Yahushua answered, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, unless a man is born of water and even the Spirit, he cannot ever enter the kingdom of heaven. What is born of from the flesh is flesh of the physical is physical; and what is born of the Spirit is spirit.  Marvel not do not be surprised, astonished at My telling you, You must all be born anew—from above. The wind blows—breathes where it wills; and though you hear its sound, yet you neither know where it comes from nor where it is going. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit. Nicodemus answered by asking, How can all this be possible?  Yahushua replied, Are you the teacher of Yisrael, and yet do not know nor understand these things? Are they strange to you?  I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, We speak only of what we know we know absolutely what we are talking about; we have actually seen what we are testifying to we were eyewitnesses of it. And still you do not receive our testimony you reject and refuse our evidence—that of Myself and of all those who are born of the Spirit.  If I have told you of things that happen right here on the earth and yet none of you believes Me, how can you believe—trust Me, adhere to Me, rely on Me if I tell you of heavenly things?

“And so My child do not despair at the fact that even the most dedicated teachers and students of My written words do not understand the things of My Spirit even when they have experienced the first fruits of My Spirit as the Corinthians did for one example.

“I know and I am well aware of My children’s attitude towards the things you are proclaiming to them! Nevertheless do not look at their faces and continue to ignore your feelings whether those are good feelings of elation or bad feelings of depression! Just keep going on and on with the perfect knowledge that I am with you and I am in control of every minute detail of your existence on these earthly grounds!

“Also My child I know what goes on in your unconscious mind while you dream and I know that many of times the enemy flashes warnings to you like the dream you just had about that red Lilly. Yet I am well pleased with your confession of your trust in Me as you casted your fears unto Me! For there is absolutely nothing for you to fear even when you see all the ills attacking your loved ones which were symbolized in that dream! Fear not because I am in control not only of your life but also in the life of all of those you have committed unto Me as you well know it! Yes My child I delight in your obedience to trust Me under all circumstances! And remember that My delight in you is your strength!”

O HalleluYah! It’s now 1:42 am and I am ready to continue with the knowledge that You delight in me and Your delight in me surely strengthens me to continue in my task with much vigor!


 


Chapter 6-- Yahushua did know what He was talking about but when I mention ‘trust in our Father’ or doing things as Yahushua said to do them they look at me like if I had 3 heads—all of them insane! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

   

 

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Wednesday, December 14, 2011 (3:43 am)

O my Father—my Beloved Master You know all that goes on among us! You see us all struggling to make the best of this miserable world in which we are doomed to live! Yes! For myself I have nothing to bicker and complain about anymore and for the most I have learned to make fun of all my disappointments with people and with everything else! For instances at times I find myself in dire need of x or b but quickly it comes to me, WHATEVER FOR DO I NEED THAT? And my dire need comes to naught! Ah that we all learn to make fun of our own selves!

But of course there are serious matters like taking care of little ones and no money to do it! That’s serious! And everybody think it totally impossible thing to do! Therefore everyone who has a couple of ounces of common sense responsibility take good care to avail his/herself of the means to supply for his family! And when I mention ‘trust in our Father’ or doing things as Yahushua said to do them they look at me like if I had 3 heads—all of them insane!

But look at it like this—do you think you are better qualified than our Maker to take care of your family? Do you think that Yahushua did not know what He was talking about when He said,

Matthew 6:13-34

And lead (bring) us not into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one. For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the esteem forever. Amen.

For if you forgive people their trespasses their reckless and willful sins, leaving them, letting them go, and giving up resentment, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.

But if you do not forgive others their trespasses their reckless and willful sins, leaving them, letting them go, and giving up resentment, neither will your Father forgive you your trespasses.

And whenever you are fasting, do not look gloomy and sour and dreary like the hypocrites, for they put on a dismal countenance, that their fasting may be apparent to and seen by men. Truly I say to you, they have their reward in full already. Isa. 58:5. But when you fast, perfume your head and wash your face, So that your fasting may not be noticed by men but by your Father, Who sees in secret; and your Father, Who sees in secret, will reward you in the open.

Do not gather and heap up and store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust and worm consume and destroy, and where thieves break through and steal.

But gather and heap up and store for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust nor worm consume and destroy, and where thieves do not break through and steal; For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

The eye is the lamp of the body. So if your eye is sound, your entire body will be full of light.

But if your eye is unsound, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the very light in you your conscience is darkened, how dense is that darkness!

No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will stand by and be devoted to the one and despise and be against the other. You cannot serve your Creator and mammon (deceitful riches, money, possessions, or whatever is trusted in).

Therefore I tell you, stop being perpetually uneasy (anxious and worried) about your life, what you shall eat or what you shall drink; or about your body, what you shall put on. Is not life greater in quality than food, and the body far above and more excellent than clothing?

Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father keeps feeding them. Are you not worth much more than they?

And who of you by worrying and being anxious can add one unit of measure (cubit) to his stature or to the span of his life? Ps. 39:5-7. And why should you be anxious about clothes? Consider the lilies of the field and learn thoroughly how they grow; they neither toil nor spin. Yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his magnificence (excellence, dignity, and grace) was not arrayed like one of these. But if your Creator so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and green and tomorrow is tossed into the furnace, will He not much more surely clothe you, O you of little faith?

Therefore do not worry and be anxious, saying, What are we going to have to eat? or, What are we going to have to drink? or, What are we going to have to wear? For the Gentiles (heathen) wish for and crave and diligently seek all these things, and your heavenly Father knows well that you need them all.

But seek (aim at and strive after) first of all His kingdom and His righteousness (His way of doing and being right), and then all these things taken together will be given you besides.

So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own. Sufficient for each day is its own trouble.

O well I guess I’m crazy—plain and simple—I’m coo-coo! No doubt about it because I have taken Yahushua at His word and sure enough it is as He is talking about—there is no need to worry about tomorrow! Or what am I going to eat or put on! No need whatsoever because He takes of everything for me as a fact in my present life!

But of course! All young ones call me to the carpet because I am old and don’t have babies to take care of for it is not a light matter not to worry about oneself but HOW AM I GOING TO FEED MY BABIES? (And all dutiful man scratch their heads while their wives nag them into profitable working conditions so they can not only take care of the babies but also to satisfy all their lust for beautiful things and what have you! And if husband can’t take care of the situation on the wife goes to work for a living! Oops!) That’s a fact of the nature of a human woman! But don’t say that too loud or you’ll be in for a big rebuttal!

O well! Fun is fun and sarcasms are better than senseless insults! We should all learn to ridicule ourselves and maybe there would be room to jump out of the box of our idiosyncrasies! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! Where do I come up with such words that I cannot even spell much less pronounce? I don’t exactly know my Master but I have a good feeling that it is You the One dictating these things to me because I am certainly not that well educated to know them!

Anyhow something else came up on the boot of all of these things that You are bringing to my remembrance to expose to your children for them to see themselves and learn to make fun of themselves instead of getting angry about the whole matter! And so I tell all to read Isaiah 30 if they want to know the truth of our doings!

Yes! Our Loving Father been telling us way from the beginning that we must rest or trust Him but instead we mount on our horses refusing to listen to Him! And so again I told my good friend Peter since he is a willing listener to our Master when I talk to him—I told Peter to read that chapter and sure enough he did and reported unto me! And without loosing my breath I told him something like this, “Ah! My dear Peter soon if not already you shall be like a flag pole up the hill all by your lonesome!” and then it came to me! And I added, “a flag pole without a flag because you are losing all your flags altogether!” and we both burst up laughing!

O well I am going to go and scrounge up me something to eat because I’m hungry but my cupboard is kind of bare so I have to scrounge and figure up how to cook up something from whatever there is to scrounge from right here at home—I’ll think of something but in no way I’m going to beg for food because my Father tells me to trust Him for my supplies but if I would go to begging or even asking from donations from others as it is a common thing to do in our midst, if I did that, that means that like everybody else I am not trusting Him! Besides Father knows that I could use a few days of fasting food in order to control my weight! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

Isaiah 30:13 22 

Therefore this iniquity and guilt will be to you like a broken section of a high wall, bulging out and ready [at some distant day] to fall, whose crash will [then] come suddenly and swiftly, in an instant.  And he shall break it as a potter's vessel is broken, breaking it in pieces without sparing so that there cannot be found among its pieces one large enough to carry coals of fire from the hearth or to dip water out of the cistern. For thus said the Almighty Yahuwah, the Set Apart One of Israel:

"In returning to Me and resting in Me you shall be saved; in quietness and in trusting confidence shall be your strength." But you would not! and you said, "No! We will speed [our own course] on horses!" Therefore you will speed in flight from your enemies! You said, "We will ride upon swift steeds doing our own way!"

Therefore will they who pursue you be swift, so swift that one thousand of you will flee at the threat of one of them; at the threat of five you will flee till you are left like a beacon or a flagpole on the top of a mountain, and like a signal on a hill.

And therefore the Almighty Yahuwah earnestly waits expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you. For the Almighty Yahuwah is a Mighty One of justice. Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him [for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship!

O people who dwell in Zion at Jerusalem, you will weep no more. He will surely be gracious to you at the sound of your cry; when He hears it, He will answer you. And though the Almighty Yahuwah gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide Himself any more, but your eyes will constantly behold your Teacher. And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left. Then you will defile your carved images overlaid with silver and your molten images plated with gold; you will cast them away as a filthy bloodstained cloth, and you will say to them, Be gone!

I can truly say that by His grace these and all His words and commandments are alive within me! And yes my life is one of a perpetual 'student' under the tutelage of my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua! He leads me moment by moment and tells me to the left or to the right just like it is written! Check the SITE that my Master had me build since 2006 and He has given me to update it according to my present life in His Presence! http://www.nowistime.com/index.html


 

Chapter 7-- O if people would only become sensitive to Your Spirit beckoning them to come to Yahushua and find relief for their troubled souls…

   

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Wednesday, December 14, 2011 (11:26 am)

I published the blog last night but I won’t be able to see it until tonight. You inspired me to publish the book Do I Have To Act Depressed? Indeed! I Do Not! in the blog and I made the following correction that I want to include here because it is quite relevant to what is happening nowadays with the congregations which they call ‘church’ and I quote,

At that time in 1988 I still had my faith in the mistaken idea that the congregation of many was the household of our Heavenly Father! I no longer consider it to be so because all the congregations were dispersed by the power of the Set Apart Spirit. For Yahushua made it clear that the time for such congregations was over and as He destroyed the temple all members of such congregations shall be destroyed at the end should they not repent because we as humans are unable to congregate according to the requirements of our Father as the Corinthians and Galatians and the rest of the congregations or assemblies prove it to be so as it is written in the Epistles and in many other passages of the Scriptures and in the book of Revelations!

Thursday, December 15, 2011 (3:24 am)

O my Master You know that I have good intentions to stay up and continue with the task You have assigned unto me but I can’t keep my eyes open so I am going back to bed!

Well my Master as You know I slept until around 5 am and I worked on the graphics for a while then I went back to sleep! Then I got up and took care of myself and washed my clothes and did this and that while I continue to wrestle with the graphics that I am to include in the books from here on out to make the books more attractive—hopefully it will entice people to read them but if they don’t at least You are giving me something to occupy my mind to keep me from thinking, thinking and thinking!

Thursday, December 15, 2011 (11:17 pm)

Well my Master, my times are in Your hands! I did not record much because my day was kind of disappointing and I couldn’t concentrate in any specific issue! Same thing every day with everybody! It gets kind of boring and You know it! I like the excitement of hearing somebody break through the barrier of their carnal selves like You gifted me with doing! O if people would only become sensitive to Your Spirit beckoning them to come to Yahushua and find relieve for their troubled souls! Yes! I get disappointed and frustrated and angry just like everybody else but I am not TROUBLED! I am enjoying my carefree life in Your Presence! If only people would take a taste of this life of mine!

But no! They continue with their same boring mess of troubles and tribulations! I just cannot sympathize with my friends any longer! They don’t even have an inkling of how negatively the silly customs and traditions and beliefs and what have you that they practice affects them!

Consider the lilies of the field and learn thoroughly how they grow; they neither toil nor spin.  Yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his magnificence (excellence, dignity, and grace) was not arrayed like one of these. But if your Creator so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and green and tomorrow is tossed into the furnace, will He not much more surely clothe you, O you of little faith?


 

Chapter 8-- If only people would take a taste of this life of mine! And no! I am not perfect and do all things according to the goodness of all human beings! Indeed! I am far, far from human perfection but in my Master’s sight…

 

    Indeed! Everybody considers their ways as the best! “That’s my life and do the best I can! I do not kill, cheat or still, I do not harm anyone, I do good for everybody I can, I do not drink alcohol nor go out rioting in night clubs, I keep the customs and traditions of my family and I do not intent to change!”

That’s the stand for most all that I know and I done quit paying mind to their arrogant claim and You know it my Master because You are doing the same thing—You are just watching these silly children of Yours going on and one until they hung their own selves or fall into the ditch of their own making as the saying goes! For truly they are already in a hopeless state of life and they are still like blind leading the blind without a blind man’s dog!

O well! I guess I am pitching a fit! Mainly because I find myself suffering the consequences of my past sins along with the consequences of the sins of humanity! And don’t anybody come up to me with a rebuke that such it’s just me and my quirks or ways as a human being! Don’t anybody push my button at the wrong time because they most probably find themselves at the mercy of my violent temper!

But I know that in a way You are smiling or perhaps even laughing like Peter does with my antics—my own silly and stupid frustrations just like any human being has to suffer! And so maybe all of these frustrations of mine will have end today as I find me a pot to plant my flowers! Can anybody imagine why I was so frustrated today? Here I am—I was blessed with three plants that I have to plant and I do not a pot or money to buy one so I cleverly figured to use whatever was handy for a pot only to run into the most silly of all frustrations because no one around has the luxury of an empty plastic container to donate to me!

Then to boot it all up Ahmad promised to go and find one and would bring it to me right away! Hum! No such a thing! Ahmad didn’t show up! O well! That’s Ahmad and I should learn that he does not keep his promises but I keep hoping that he would and when he fails me I get angry enough to kill him! Fortunately my anger does not last long enough to set my wish to kill him in motion and he is still alive!

But O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua it’s such an amazing wonder to me to get angry and sin not! For I know without the shadow of a doubt that You will forever keep me from sinning! And no! I am not saying that I am perfect and do all things according to the goodness of all human beings because I am far, far from human perfection! But in my Master sight I no longer sin! I do not harbor sin in my heart! I now understand the Scriptures that cause trouble for everybody I know for lack of experience of them. It is written,

1 John 2:1-29

MY LITTLE children, I write you these things so that you may not violate Yahuwah's law and sin. But if anyone should sin, we have an Advocate—One Who will intercede for us with the Father—it is Yahushua Messiah—the all righteous, upright, just, Who conforms to the Father's will in every purpose, thought, and action. And He—that same Yahushua Himself is the propitiation—the atoning sacrifice for our sins, and not for ours alone but also for the sins of the whole world.

And this is how we may discern—daily, by experience that we are coming to know Him—to perceive, recognize, understand, and become better acquainted with Him: if we keep (bear in mind, observe, practice His teachings precepts, commandments.

Whoever says, I know Him—I perceive, recognize, understand, and am acquainted with Him but fails to keep and obey His commandments (teachings) is a liar, and the Truth of the Gospel is not in him.

But he who keeps (treasures) His Word—who bears in mind His precepts, who observes His message in its entirety, truly in him has the love of and for Father Yahuwah been perfected—completed, reached maturity. By this we may perceive—know, recognize, and be sure that we are in Him: Whoever says he abides in Him ought—as a personal debt to walk and conduct himself in the same way in which He walked and conducted Himself.

Beloved, I am writing you no new commandment, but an old commandment which you have had from the beginning; the old commandment is the message which you have heard—the doctrine of deliverance through Messiah.

Yet I am writing you a new commandment, which is true—is realized in Him and in you, because the darkness—moral blindness is clearing away and the true Light—the revelation of Father Yahuwah in Messiah is already shining. Whoever says he is in the Light and yet hates his brother—born-again child of Yahuwah his Father is in darkness even until now.

Whoever loves his brother believer abides—lives in the Light, and in It or in him there is no occasion for stumbling or cause for error or sin. But he who hates (detests, despises) his brother [in Messiah] is in darkness and walking (living) in the dark; he is straying and does not perceive or know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his eyes.

Ha! These last two verses used to trouble me big time in the past because I felt that I didn’t love the brethren because I was always talking about our carnal self and our wicked ways!

Indeed! I had no concept of what love is! Love equals obedience! Love got nothing to do with all those ‘understanding’ and nice way of putting up with each others sins! Indeed I love the brethren with the intensity of the Set Apart Spirit within my being!

And to my ignorance in the past, by the power of the Set Apart Spirit within me I have always loved and I forever will love the brethren and I will continue to blast the carnal self within them to save their eternal soul even with the last breath I take!

I am writing to you, little children, because for His name's sake your sins are forgiven—pardoned through His name and on account of confessing His name. I am writing to you, fathers, because you have come to know—recognize, be aware of, and understand Him Who has existed from the beginning. I am writing to you, young men, because you have been victorious over the wicked one. I write to you, boys—lads, because you have come to know—recognize and be aware of the Father.

I write to you, fathers, because you have come to know—recognize, be conscious of, and understand Him Who has existed from the beginning. I write to you, young men, because you are strong and vigorous, and the Word of Father Yahuwah is always abiding in you—in your hearts, and you have been victorious over the wicked one.

Do not love or cherish the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world--the lust of the flesh—craving for sensual gratification and the lust of the eyes—greedy longings of the mind and the pride of life—assurance in one's own resources or in the stability of earthly things—these do not come from the Father but are from the world itself. And the world passes away and disappears, and with it the forbidden cravings (the passionate desires, the lust) of it; but he who does the will of Father Yahuwah and carries out His purposes in his life abides (remains) forever.

Boys (lads), it is the last time—hour, the end of this age. And as you have heard that the anti-Messiah –he who will oppose Messiah in the guise of Messiah is coming, even now many anti-Messiahs have arisen, which confirms our belief that it is the final (the end) time. They went out from our number, but they did not really belong to us; for if they had been of us, they would have remained with us. But they withdrew that it might be plain that they all are not of us. But you have been anointed by—you hold a set apart appointment from, you have been given an unction from the Set Apart One, and you all know the Truth or you know all things. I write to you not because you are ignorant and do not perceive and know the Truth, but because you do perceive and know it, and know positively that nothing false—no deception, no lie is of the Truth.

Who is such a liar as he who denies that Yahushua is the Messiah? He is the anti-Messiah (the antagonist of Messiah), who habitually denies and refuses to acknowledge the Father and the Son. No one who habitually denies (disowns) the Son even has the Father. Whoever confesses (acknowledges and has) the Son has the Father also.

As for you, keep in your hearts what you have heard from the beginning. If what you heard from the first dwells and remains in you, then you will dwell in the Son and in the Father always. And this is what He Himself has promised us--the life, the eternal life. I write this to you with reference to those who would deceive you seduce and lead you astray.

But as for you, the anointing—the set apart appointment, the unction which you received from Him abides permanently in you; so then you have no need that anyone should instruct you. But just as His anointing teaches you concerning everything and is true and is no falsehood, so you must abide in—live in, never depart from Him being rooted in Him, knit to Him, just as His anointing has taught you to do.

And now, little children, abide—live, remain permanently in Him, so that when He is made visible, we may have and enjoy perfect confidence—boldness, assurance and not be ashamed and shrink from Him at His coming.

If you know—perceive and are sure that He—Messiah is absolutely righteous conforming to the Father's will in purpose, thought, and action, you may also know—be sure that everyone who does righteously and is therefore in like manner conformed to the set apart will is born (begotten) of Him—Father Yahuwah.

O my Master You know that all—teachers and students of the Bible—the book that all hold to their hearts and minds—all of them my Master, all of them consider and count me in the verse that reads, ‘… even now many anti-Messiahs have arisen, which confirms our belief that it is the final (the end) time. They went out from our number, but they did not really belong to us; for if they had been of us, they would have remained with us. But they withdrew that it might be plain that they all are not of us… and I have withdrawn from them therefore I can see why they do not respond to me!

But You are in control of my life and every minute detail of such a life and also You are in control in the lives of all that You have included in my path! And so I beseech You to open the eyes and ears of Your people to see how they have not at all done Your will through the age of the times even until this moment passing by; and for them to hear loud and clear the voice of Yahushua even on this instant of time telling us plain and simple what are Your requirements for us to do what is Your will for us to do at all times as it is written for those words shall never be changed! It is written,

John 6: 26-32

Yahushua answered them, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, you have been searching for Me, not because you saw the miracles and signs but because you were fed with the loaves and were filled and satisfied. Stop toiling and doing and producing for the food that perishes and decomposes [in the using], but strive and work and produce rather for the lasting food which endures continually unto life eternal; the Son of Man will give (furnish) you that, for Yahuwah the Father has authorized and certified Him and put His seal of endorsement upon Him.

They then said, What are we to do, that we may habitually be working the works of Father Yahuwah? What are we to do to carry out what God requires?

Yahushua replied, This is the work—service that Father asks of you: that you believe in the One Whom He has sent—that you cleave to, trust, rely on, and have faith in His Messenger.

Therefore they said to Him, What sign—miracle, wonderwork will You perform then, so that we may see it and believe and rely on and adhere to You? What—supernatural work have You to show what You can do? Our forefathers ate the manna in the wilderness; as the Scripture says, He gave them bread out of heaven to eat.

Yahushua then said to them, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, Moses did not give you the Bread from heaven what Moses gave you was not the Bread from heaven, but it is My Father Who gives you the true heavenly Bread.

O mine! O mine! Aren’t we still asking the same stupid—asinine questions? I for one in my past carnal ways was no different than everybody else’s ways, I for one was always asking, “What? Why? And HOW? Always wanting to KNOW as if knowing anything was going to magically dispel all my evil ways!

It was not until 1985—at the ripe age of 46 when Yahushua stepped into my life and transformed me on that memorable day of June 20, 1985! Yet from that day on though that I had experienced such miracle I still kept asking! But somehow during the span of the last 26 years my Master has actually managed to accomplish His will on me and I no longer ask the famous asinine What, Why and How?

O but we think it’s so smart to have an ‘inquiring mind’! Hum! Not me! No one is going to catch me asking such asinine questions anymore! Let them all be ‘inquiring minded’ like mother Eve! Not me! I am just plain and simple a ‘simpleton’!


 


Chapter 9—I can’t imagine future Kingdom’s life! One of the many things our human mind cannot conceive as we cannot conceive how we are born again of Your Spirit much less the birth, life, death and resurrection of Your only begotten Son—Yahushua…

     

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Saturday, December 17, 2011 (12:35 am)

Shabbat Shalom my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua! Another Shabbat on these earthly grounds! How long my Master before we celebrate it on the grounds of Your Kingdom? O what a day of rejoicing that will be! I wonder about our bodies in the Kingdom—what kind of bodies those will be I cannot imagine! For we will eat and drink and have babies yet we will be like Your messengers or angels!

That’s just one of the many things our human mind cannot conceive as we cannot conceive how we are born again of Your Spirit much less the birth, life, death and resurrection of Your only begotten Son—Yahushua—our Messiah! It’s best to leave the matter be and just believe in Yahushua—believe or trust in Him and obey all that He tells us to do! And it really is the easiest thing to do but we human beings like to complicate matters to satisfy our inquiring minds! I’m sure glad You have lifted me up to live above all this nonsense that we call wisdom!

I’m so joyful as I travel on the bright road towards Your Kingdom! And I’m living so my life that Yahushua may shine!

And He walks with me and He talks to me and He tells me I’m His own as we travel along! And so I’m going to shine my light in my new graphic skill to develop meaningful book covers!

 


 


Chapter 10—The news & our personal tragedies & disasters! It has become a fascinating thing for all to watch and talk about instead of humbling themselves & turning from their wicked ways of willful independence from our Maker!

     

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

 

  Sunday, December 18, 2011 (4:20 am)

I just sent the following email which expresses my present concern for my people! And yes! I am totally fed up with people’s problems! It’s an absolute boring situation to me because people actually enjoy their tragic situations in life! O man! Let someone become deathly ill and everybody runs to congregate on the waiting rooms of a hospital and talk and talk so ever unceasingly about the tragedy and this or that! And if someone contracts a rare illness, WOW! That’s a bonus! For that one gets the most especial attention for lifetime!

But O my Master You know how I detest this sort of thing that people do as a matter of strict rules and traditions of their society! And sensationalism! O mine! How they love these so ever interesting long discussions about what goes around them and around the world! Yes! I’m totally bored with it all and You know it! But You are in control of every minute detail of my life!

And so this morning after I wrote the email I shall quote next, I noticed I had mail and I checked it only to find out that my nephew gifted me money and it should be in my account today! Ha! Ha! Just in the nick of time when my barrel was at its lowest and my ink had run out! How about that? But most probably people don’t think these little things that happen to me to be of any value at all!

“That’s nice! I wish somebody will gift me!” it’s the comment most of the time! Never catching on that it is not about the gift at all! It’s ALL ONLY about our Heavenly Father and His providence to this silly child of His!

And Father wants to provide His children at His discretion all the time! But because Father do not do things accordingly to our discretion we miss Him handing to us the best gift of all—eternal and carefree life in His Presence! What a pity!

Indeed! The truth of the matter is that when things go bad for us as the consequence of ours and the sin of unbelief in this world, when the horrible events develop in our lives we get angry and blame and abandon Him—the only One Who is willing and able to deliver us from our own selves! That’s the fact of our measly lives!

But things are turning around for my people even when I do not see the evidence yet! So I will continue to LET BE and BE STILL as Father Yah commands me to do! And here is the email I wrote earlier this morning!

O baby,

Yes i hear and I am well aware of all details of what is happening right here under my nose but it just breaks my heart to see the concern of everybody with what is happening and with the battle that is going on—it has become a fascinating thing to watch and talk about instead of falling on their faces to worship Father Yah with a repentant heart like king Jehoshaphat did in 2 Chronicles 20:14-18 because the battle is not ours the battle is Almighty Yahuwah's battle and He knows exactly how to handle it all without us meddling with it!

Yes Father Yah let us know just what is going on—He does not keep any secrets from us when we are in tune with Him! But ALL these news no matter how accurate they are have become an smoke screen to keep people from examining their own life and whether or not we are in tune with the Captain of the host! But it is written,

2 Chronicles 7:13‑14

If I shut up Heaven so no rain falls, or if I command locusts to devour the land, or if I send pestilence among My people,

If My people who are called by My name shall humble themselves, pray, seek, crave and require of necessity My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from Heaven, forgive their sin, and heal their land.

So that's shall be our ONLY concern: humble ourselves, pray, seek, crave and require of necessity the face--the reality of our Father's Presence in our daily existence!

And believe it or not that's what I do in spite of everything and all that I see everybody else doing to the contrary! O yes everybody prays and prays but that's all everybody does but nobody is listening and obeying our Father's instructions according to their reactions to their daily existence and the way everybody talks--I have yet to hear anyone other than Peter and even Rosetta talk of repenting and making an effort to do so! That's why the Spirit within my being grieves big time and I grieve with Him continuously! And I will continue blasting all even if nobody wants to hear! But Father tells me to tell and tell I will even if I die as I obey my Master!

love, mom

Everybody I know continues to see only the natural and to practice only was seems good to them but they refuse to see that our Maker is calling us to repent of our present way of living and turn to Him. Our Maker is our Father and throughout His written words we can read His beckoning to return to Him from our willful ways and find eternal peace for our beings! It is written,

Jeremiah 3:14-15

Return, O faithless children of the whole twelve tribes, says the Master, for I am the Almighty and Master and Husband to you, and I will take you not as a nation, but individually—one from a city and two from a tribal familyand I will bring you to Zion. And I will give you spiritual shepherds after My own heart in the final time, who will feed you with knowledge and understanding and judgment.

And from the parable of the prodigal son in Luke 15 we read,

Luke 15:20-22

So he got up and came to his own father. But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was moved with pity and tenderness for him; and he ran and embraced him and kissed him fervently. And the son said to him, Father, I have sinned against heaven and in your sight; I am no longer worthy to be called your son I no longer deserve to be recognized as a son of yours! But the father said to his bond servants, Bring quickly the best robe the festive robe of honor and put it on him; and give him a ring for his hand and sandals for his feet.

 


 

 

Chapter 11—Reflecting on it all sent email to tell to read the Scriptures but do not study or try to understand them with your mind! In other words do not try to memorize or chant them! Read them as if Father is speaking to you and you to Him…

       

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Monday, December 19, 2011 (8:49 am)

O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua You know that I have been up since before midnight but I think I lost some of my writing or maybe I did not record anything yesterday because I am much intense in preparing the books for a final publication. I don’t know if what I am doing will amount to anything and I am much discouraged with the lack of response from anyone! But my hope is in You! Whatever happens to me or to what I am doing is absolutely ALL Your business! You are Sovereign and unto You I submit my whole being no matter what! Though You slay me I shall worship You even with my last breath!

It’s now 12:46 pm. Father—Abba—my Father! My times are in Your hands and I have nothing to worry about! You know that the people You have set up in my path to help me are going through hard times financially and otherwise! And You know how much I want to alleviate all their problems! You also know about all the hardships that my children are suffering even when they don’t wallow in self-pity and do not let hard times stop them from living the best they can afford to live!

But O my Master how I long for all to quit it all just like I did! I know You did not and You are not calling just me and a few others to come to You and let You take control of our lives! I know that You are calling all of Your children to do the same as I and a few others have done—give up this life and grab on to Your life! Please my Father—my Beloved Master Yahuwah/Yahushua give Your children the heart desire and the courage to obey You! Mercy! Mercy! Mercy! Is my cry as I live and abide in You!

Tuesday, December 20, 2011 (1:17 am)

Here I am my Master ready to go back to sleep; for as You know it I slept for a couple hours early in the evening then I woke up around 10 pm  after those couple of hours that I slept and I have worked until now but I can no longer keep my eyes open so I’m going back to sleep!

It’s now 4:24 am; I am awake and well rested—I’m ready to go back to work this time! who knows what You got in store for me this day? Maybe somebody else gifts me another 100 today so I can help my friends in distress! O HalleluYah! Such material blessings are nothing compared to the blessing of living under the shadow of Your wings! Before I went to sleep earlier I sent the following email to my grandchildren. I know You have a purpose for everything that I do so I know that You have a purpose for my mailing,

To the youngest & the oldest...

My dear ones, read the Scriptures but do not study or try to understand them with your mind! In other words do not try to memorize or chant them! Read them as if Father is speaking to you and you to Him. As you do that the Spirit of our Father will make those Scriptures come alive within your hearts and you will automatically understand and believe them! So whenever illness or any kind of trouble comes upon you, the Spirit will bring to your mind from your heart the Scripture that fits whatever problem or situation you are in! The Scriptures must be written in our hearts by the Spirit of our Father; the Scriptures should not be put in our minds by memory! No amount of memorizing can avail us! If memorizing the Scriptures was the thing to do then all those 'scholars' would have done turned the whole world around and we will be in the Kingdom already--but the opposite is the truth--the world has reached the top of corruption!

Only talking out or reading as if one is talking to our Father sitting right there with one willing soul eager to hear Him and no one else only that will be of much avail to us all!

And so here goes Psalms 91! That's a powerful weapon Abba wants to instill within our hearts not in our minds! And after you talk out that Psalm with Father talk to Him about one chapter in the newest book that I am working on! Ok? Here goes it!

PSALMS 91

Personalized for Thia

He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall remain stable and fixed under the shadow of the Almighty—Whose power no foe can withstand.

I will say of Yahuwah, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my Master, on Him I lean and rely, and in Him I confidently trust!”

And because I live under His shadow He will deliver me from the snare of the fowler and from the deadly pestilence.  And He will cover me with His pinions, and under His wings shall I trust and find refuge; His truth and His faithfulness are a shield and a buckler to me. And I shall not be afraid of the terror of the night, nor of the arrow—the evil plots and slanders of the wicked that flies by day, nor of the pestilence that stalks in darkness, nor of the destruction and sudden death that surprise and lay waste at noonday.

And a thousand may fall at my side, and ten thousand at my right hand, but the evil shall not come near me. Only a spectator shall I be—myself inaccessible in the SECRET PLACE of the Most High as I witness the reward of the wicked. Because I have made Yahuwah/Yahushua my refuge, and the Most High my dwelling place, there shall no evil befall me, nor any plague or calamity come near my tent.

For He will give His angels—messengers especial charge over me, to accompany and defend and preserve me in all my ways of obedience and service. They shall bear me up on their hands, lest I dash my foot against a stone. I shall tread upon the lion and adder, the young lion and serpent shall I trample under foot. (Hebrews 1:14  Are not the angels all ministering spirits—servants sent out in the service of Master Yahuwah for the assistance of those who are to inherit salvation?)

“And because you My child—My beloved Thia have set your love upon Me, therefore will I deliver you; I will set you on high, because you know and understand My name—have personal knowledge of My mercy, love and kindness; trust and rely on Me, knowing I will never forsake you, no, never! And you shall call upon Me, and I will answer you; I will be with you in trouble, I will deliver you and honor you. With long eternal life will I satisfy you, and show you—reveal to you My salvation even Yahushua your Messiah!”

Thus says my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/ Yahushua!


 

Chapter 12—And so in reference to the battle in our minds to subdue the carnal self go back to the ancient writings of the prophets and hear the Master—the Captain of our souls speaking to each one of us personally…

     

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Friday, October 28, 2011 (4:05 am)

And so in reference to the battle in our minds to subdue the carnal self go back to the ancient writings of the prophets and hear the Master—the Captain of our souls speaking to each one of us personally the same words He spoke to King Jehoshaphat if we so chose to receive it! It is written,

2 Chronicles 20:15-18

He said, Hearken, all Judah, you inhabitants of Jerusalem, and you King Jehoshaphat. The Master says this to you: Be not afraid or dismayed at this great multitude; for the battle is not yours, but our Master's.

Tomorrow go down to them. Behold, they will come up by the Ascent of Ziz, and you will find them at the end of the ravine before the Wilderness of Jeruel.

You shall not need to fight in this battle; take your positions, stand still, and see the deliverance of the Master Who is with you, O Judah and Jerusalem. Fear not nor be dismayed. Tomorrow go out against them, for the Master is with you. And Jehoshaphat bowed his head with his face to the ground, and all Judah and the inhabitants of Jerusalem fell down before the Master, worshiping Him.

It is true that in the applying the Scriptures to us individually our carnal selves can make them say whatever we want them to say to satisfy our carnal lusts—such is one of the Greek or Egyptians philosophies to interpret the words of our Master—evil philosophy I should add!

But when one submits to Almighty Yahuwah as of necessity and in the authority of His Word as the top priority of one's life—when one commits to keep the first and most important commandment ALL things fall into place under the rule of the Almighty Set Apart Spirit of Yahuwah!

Once submitted to the Almighty Creator of our beings our lives are not any longer ours for He--the Spirit of our Father takes His place in the center of our beings to conduct the battle for our souls giving us His orders or instructions according to His written words! And that's a different story than making the Scriptures fit to our carnal lusts!

Love to all,

Meimie/thia/Basilia

O my Master You are so good to me! As I examine the beautiful things that I am learning to compose I can’t help it but to admired them proudly knowing that perhaps those things are only beautiful in my sight and Yours but not to anyone else! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

   

Chapter 13—Will I ever learn to cope? “…I have given or bequeathed to you My peace but not as the world gives for in the world you shall always have troubles and tribulations! But do not fear because I have overcome the world for you!...”

 

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Tuesday, December 20, 2011 (2:55 pm)

It has been a while since I updated the SITE my Master and today as I ready myself to work on it the NET is down and I cannot work on it. I know that You have a purpose for all of my doings but if in any way I am failing You I beseech You my Master remove the transgression far from me and set me back on track as it is Your will for it to be!

Right now I do not have any feelings at all! And all things that are happening don’t seem to matter to me because there is not much that I can do about it all! I have call upon You and will continue to call and seek Your face and wait on You! Yes I wait on You for whatever You develop for me to do or not to do! Going to sleep at 3:58 pm! But I couldn’t sleep so I’ll work in the books! Still no Net and no ink so I’m somehow handicapped! It’s now 4:32 pm.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011 (9:55 pm)

The day went by uneventfully yet I sense myself at crossroads again. I have no desire to go out and socialize with people; I wish I could stay home and be alone doing what You are calling me to do but I have to go anyway to take care of business and I do not have a good sense about anything anymore! I sense that I am losing my credibility with people but You know all about it my Master! What is it that is going on with me my Master? Is it wrong that I am always wondering about myself? Is it wrong to question You about myself? And am I self-centered on this account? I know that You will show me the truth about this matter in due time!

It’s now Wednesday, December 21, 2011 (2:33 am) and I just talked to Roxana—I asked about sharing the email with the girls and it seems to me that they are already doing that—personalizing the Scriptures. Maybe that’s the problem my Master, maybe everybody is ahead of me doing the things that they are supposed to be doing and I’m just redundantly harping on things unnecessarily! I will wait before I record anything else to see how You are going to resolve my dilemma?

Wednesday, December 21, 2011 (9:43 am)

O HalleluYah! No sooner I proposed to see how You were to resolve my dilemma You immediately directed me to print everything that I had not printed nor included in any of the books I have been working on and You gave my answer in a way because this dilemma of mine is not new—a few days things that happen fill me with hope and then when those things are not happening anymore I loose that hope! Silly me! Will I ever learn?

“O My child—My precious child—Yes! Not only you will learn but also you have already learned how to cope with the dilemmas of your physical mind by submitting those to Me for My delight and honor! Thus your contentment and well being are coming to perfection as I am molding you to be perfect as I am perfect!

“Remember My child that I have given or bequeathed to you My peace but not as the world gives for in the world you shall always have troubles and tribulations! But do not fear because I have overcome the world for you! Therefore rejoice and be glad and continue to walk as wise as a serpent and mild as a dove no matter what comes your way! For I am with you and I have it all arranged for the rest of your existence on these grounds as they are now!”

Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! You surely did not promised me a bed of roses in this corrupted world but Your promises are far beyond the most beautiful and wonderful wonders that this world has to offer! And I thank You for taking care of my ink problem and I thank You for all the wonderful ones who You have destined to help me out! Bless them with Your blessings my Master!

And I beseech You to take the hands off from the monster harassing them on account of helping me! Bless them with double the blessing of all that the monster takes away from them! Thanks for hearing and answering my prayer!

 

Chapter 14—I have NO beliefs NOR opinions NOT philosophies NOT anything of my under-standing! I have NOTHING—or I do not depend on anything that I plan nor have any fixed ideas about anything from my human understanding! If whatever I do does not suit myself or anyone else it does not matter!

   

 

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Wednesday, December 21, 2011 (2:06 pm)

Thank You Father for giving me the opportunity to blow away this horrible conception that people has about myself—they simply cannot accept the fact that I have NO beliefs NOR opinions NOT philosophies NOT anything of my understanding! I have NOTHING—or I do not depend on anything that I plan nor have any fixed ideas about anything from my human understanding! I just don’t because none of my plans are worth it on account of the human element and I have learned to do all things as they happen at any given moment! If whatever I do does not suit myself or anyone else it does not matter! And just because I share all my failures and my dis-appointments does not mean that I am complaining or asking for help or advise! The whole purpose of my sharing is to entice all to see that I am content in spite of all my failures and disappointments and the negative thoughts about everything I do or say and my dejected or elated feelings! In spite of it all I am content and free from all the worries that assail all human beings!

I am free! I have no worries! I have no problems! I don’t really need any help but it is a wonderful thing to experience the kindness of my people! But just because I enjoy the kindness from all my willing friends does not mean that I am in dire need of such help! Because by the grace and favor of our Father I can live under the most adverse conditions of life if have to do such!

Why everybody is so intent in trying to make me understand things when they are the ones who need to understand what is happening with me? It is not a matter of admiring and respecting me and helping me! It’s a matter of taking an account of what the Master Creator of our beings is doing with me and reaching out to Him to do the same for them!

Why everybody has to insist that I am doing what I want to do with my life? Why everybody cannot accept the fact that I no longer have a life of my own! Why? I tell you why! They are willfully blind! Most brilliant human beings think that they can improve this world and they know better than a God they cannot understand! And they think they can improve my life because I am not conforming to their perfect pattern. And they totally miss the fact that I do not give a hut to their perfect pattern of living nor to their perfect systems and ideas of righteousness! Yes I am fed up with everybody telling me how to speak how to eat how to dress how to behave here or there how to communicate by tolerating people and their carnal ideas of love and understanding! In other words how to compromise to gain the approval from the most! But they fail to understand that I have been there and have done that! And it almost cost me not only my physical life but also and of more importance it almost cost me my eternal life but it made no difference to anybody! They enjoyed me while I was dancing their tune and paid me handsomely for entertaining them but that’s about all! But my dancing and piddling around with the carnal self of mankind has ceased! I had enough dancing and I cannot by any stretch of the imaginations ever go back to piddle with the wickedness ingrained in our human nature—including my own nature! For the time has come that either we get off our high horses or perish for eternity regardless all of our goodness! And now I will set these pages in book format and hopefully I will get my ink today to start printing away all these amazing words that You have been given to me for quite a few days now!


AWESOME SIGN of Our Creator becoming His children to come up where they belong!

 

This picture is a real picture(colors not true) somebody took a while ago of this awesome sign in the skies. It was sent to me in an email and I thought that somebody had made up such picture! And so I was in the Jet on my way to Amman, Jordan and I happened to look up the sky and WOW! There were several clouds--beautiful blue clouds in the exact same shape as in the picture I got in the email! It surely made a believer out of me! For this truly is a sign confirming all written words with the finger of our Heavenly Father beckoning us in the most loving way to come to Him!

And such is what I proclaim in the series of books that I have been instructed to write one of them you are now holding in your hand.

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