The curses…

From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…

WOW! Over and over it is written, … until He has destroyed you! Until He has destroyed you?
For the first time I see it O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua as I realized that indeed You have finally succeeded in destroying my wicked carnal self with all its willful ways! WOW!
Indeed we have been born and raised under the curse! And it is only because of Yahuweh our Almighty Creator's mercy and faithfulness that we are able to repent or turn around and accept His plan of deliverance through Yahushua our Messiah and have another chance at eternal life. But still we have to make retribution and suffer the consequences of sin in general even when we are no longer living in sin. I can guarantee anyone that if one checks oneself or the whole of mankind against the curses and not the blessings we can well identify the fact that we have been born under the curse. I get kind of dizzy as I read the whole state and condition of this world in which I was born as it is written,

Deuteronomy 28:15-68
But if you will not obey the voice of Yahuweh your Almighty Creator your Maker, being watchful to do all His commandments and His statutes which I command you this day, then all these curses shall come upon you and overtake you:
Cursed shall you be in the city and cursed shall you be in the field.
Cursed shall be your basket and your kneading trough.
Cursed shall be the fruit of your body, of your land, of the increase of your cattle and the young of your sheep.
Cursed shall you be when you come in and cursed shall you be when you go out.
Yahuweh your Almighty Creator shall send you curses, confusion, and rebuke in every enterprise to which you set your hand, until you are destroyed, perishing quickly because of the evil of your doings by which you have forsaken me Moshe and Maker as one.
Yahuweh your Almighty Creator will make the pestilence cling to you until He has consumed you from the land into which you go to possess.
Yahuweh your Almighty Creator will smite you with consumption, with fever and inflammation, fiery heat, sword and drought, blasting and mildew; they shall pursue you until you perish.
The heavens over your head shall be brass and the earth under you shall be iron.
Yahuweh your Almighty Creator shall make the rain of your land powdered soil and dust; from the heavens it shall come down upon you until you are destroyed.
Yahuweh your Almighty Creator shall cause you to be struck down before your enemies; you shall go out one way against them and flee seven ways before them, and you shall be tossed to and fro and be a terror among all the kingdoms of the earth.
And your dead body shall be food for all the birds of the air and the beasts of the earth, and there shall be no one to frighten them away.
Yahuweh your Almighty Creator will smite you with the boils of Egypt and the tumors, the scurvy and the itch, from which you cannot be healed.
Yahuweh your Almighty Creator will smite you with madness and blindness and dismay of mind and heart.
And you shall grope at noonday as the blind grope in darkness. And you shall not prosper in your ways; and you shall be only oppressed and robbed continually, and there shall be no one to save you.
You shall betroth a wife, but another man shall lie with her; you shall build a house, but not live in it; you shall plant a vineyard, but not gather its grapes.
Your ox shall be slain before your eyes, but you shall not eat of it; your donkey shall be violently taken away before your face and not be restored to you; your sheep shall be given to your enemies, and you shall have no one to help you.
Your sons and daughters shall be given to another people, and your eyes shall look and fail with longing for them all the day; and there shall be no power in your hands to prevent it.
A nation which you have not known shall eat up the fruit of your land and of all your labors, and you shall be only oppressed and crushed continually, so that you shall be driven mad by the sights which your eyes shall see.
Yahuweh your Almighty Creator will smite you on the knees and on the legs with a sore boil that cannot be healed, from the sole of your foot to the top of your head.
Yahuweh your Almighty Creator shall bring you and your king whom you have set over you to a nation which neither you nor your fathers have known, and there you shall be forced to serve other mighty ones, of wood and stone.
And you shall become an amazement, a proverb, and a byword among all the peoples to which Yahuweh your Almighty Creator will lead you.
You shall carry much seed out into the field and shall gather little in, for the locust shall consume it.
You shall plant vineyards and dress them but shall neither drink of the wine nor gather the grapes, for the worm shall eat them.
You shall have olive trees throughout all your territory but you shall not anoint yourselves with the oil, for your olive trees shall drop their fruit.
You shall beget sons and daughters but shall not enjoy them, for they shall go into captivity.
All your trees and the fruit of your ground shall the locust possess. The transient (stranger) among you shall mount up higher and higher above you, and you shall come down lower and lower.
He shall lend to you, but you shall not lend to him; he shall be the head, and you shall be the tail.
All these curses shall come upon you and shall pursue you and overtake you till you are destroyed, because you do not obey the voice of Yahuweh your Almighty Creator your Maker, to keep His commandments and His statutes which He commanded you.
They shall be upon you for a sign of warning to other nations and for a wonder, and upon your descendants forever. Because you did not serve Yahuweh your Almighty Creator your Maker with joyfulness of mind and heart in gratitude for the abundance of all with which He had blessed you, therefore you shall serve your enemies whom Yahuweh your Almighty Creator shall send against you, in hunger and thirst, in nakedness and in want of all things; and He will put a yoke of iron upon your neck until He has destroyed you.
Yahuweh your Almighty Creator will bring a nation against you from afar, from the end of the earth, as swift as the eagle flies, a nation whose language you shall not understand,
A nation of unyielding countenance who will not regard the person of the old or show favor to the young, and shall eat the fruit of your cattle and the fruit of your ground until you are destroyed, who also shall not leave you grain, new wine, oil, the increase of your cattle or the young of your sheep until they have caused you to perish.
They shall besiege you in all your towns until your high and fortified walls in which you trusted come down throughout all your land; and they shall besiege you in all your towns throughout all your land which Yahuweh your Almighty Creator your Maker has given you.
And you shall eat the fruit of your own body, the flesh of your sons and daughters whom Yahuweh your Almighty Creator your Maker has given you, in the siege and in the pressing misery with which your enemies shall distress you.
The man who is most tender among you and extremely particular and well-bred, his eye shall be cruel and grudging of food toward his brother and toward the wife of his bosom and toward those of his children still remaining, so that he will not give to any of them any of the flesh of his children which he is eating, because he has nothing left to him in the siege and in the distress with which your enemies shall distress you in all your towns.
The most tender and daintily bred woman among you, who would not venture to set the sole of her foot upon the ground because she is so dainty and kind, will grudge to the husband of her bosom, to her son and to her daughter her afterbirth that comes out from her body and the children whom she shall bear. For she will eat them secretly for want of anything else in the siege and distress with which your enemies shall distress you in your towns.
If you will not be watchful to do all the words of this law that are written in this book, that you may reverently fear this esteemed and fearful name and Presence—YAHUWEH YOUR ALMIGHTY CREATOR YOUR MAKER then Yahuweh your Almighty Creator will bring upon you and your descendants extraordinary strokes and blows, great plagues of long continuance, and grievous sicknesses of long duration.
Moreover, He will bring upon you all the diseases of Egypt of which you were afraid, and they shall cling to you. Also every sickness and every affliction which is not written in this Book of the Law Yahuweh your Almighty Creator will bring upon you until you are destroyed.
And you shall be left few in number, whereas you had been as the stars of the heavens for multitude, because you would not obey the voice of Yahuweh your Almighty Creator your Maker.
And as Yahuweh your Almighty Creator rejoiced over you to do you good and to multiply you, so Yahuweh your Almighty Creator will rejoice to bring ruin upon you and to destroy you; and you shall be plucked from the land into which you go to possess.
And Yahuweh your Almighty Creator shall scatter you among all peoples from one end of the earth to the other; and there you shall be forced to serve other Makers, of wood and stone, which neither you nor your fathers have known.
And among these nations you shall find no ease and there shall be no rest for the sole of your foot; but Yahuweh your Almighty Creator will give you there a trembling heart, failing of eyes from disappointment of hope, fainting of mind, and languishing of spirit.
Your life shall hang in doubt before you; day and night you shall be worried, and have no assurance of your life. In the morning you shall say, Would that it were evening! and at evening you shall say, Would that it were morning!—because of the anxiety and dread of your minds and hearts and the sights which you shall see with your own eyes.
And Yahuweh your Almighty Creator shall bring you into Egypt again with ships by the way about which I said to you, You shall never see it again. And there you shall be sold to your enemies as bondmen and bondwomen, but no man shall buy you.

WOW! Over and over it is written, … until He has destroyed you! Until He has destroyed you? For the first time I see it O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua as I realized that indeed You have finally succeeded in destroying my wicked carnal self with all its willful ways! WOW!
So that is what it all means! So that is the reason why evil exists! It is all the cause and result of Your created and chosen children not keeping Your commandments but most especially not keeping Your First and most important of all commandments! So that's the nasty trick that Satan has played on us silly and willful human beings! And so that is the reason why we remain carnal even after we are born again!
WOW! WOW! WOW! So that's the victory that I am suppose to Shout! So that's how You are overtaken this city and my whole world for me! I will not elaborate anymore!
HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! Forever I will sing on this especial Shabbath expectantly waiting for all the future Shabbaths in Your Presence for the eternity of time everlasting! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah!