

From My Presence in My beloved Thia's journal…
January 2011…WOW! It got here before I was awake enough to realize that the year 2010 had ended! Nonetheless I am awake enough now to take the dictation from my Master to record my graduation conclusion speech.
We human beings are STUPID at our best!
What a conclusion to end a period of time under my Master's tutelage! My Master has declared to me that today is my graduation day for my Bachelor's degree on Becoming as a Little Child!
January 1, 2011 (4:11 am)
The new year of 2011 according to the Gregorian calendar has begun! O what an amazing development of everything heavenly speaking is taking place at this time of the age and none the wiser!
None the wiser! How true! We human beings are truly and frankly speaking STUPID!—very dull in mind!
"Speak for yourself!" tells me my dear Robin jokingly because she knows that I am speaking the truth! "O! I forgot I was speaking to an 'angel'—angel Robin!" I responded and we both had a chuckle!
But the best part is that our Heavenly Father sits on His throne in Heaven and laughs at the wicked! Amazingly truthful! So it is written and read by many but we always think that He is laughing at the wicked Palestinians or the wicked Jews or the wicked Americans! Not so! As I found out not too long ago!
For not long ago I re-read that Scripture for the umpteen time and I fell so shocked that a Mighty Being Creator of the Universe and a Loving Father to me and to all would exhort us to love our enemies and here in actuality He sits on His throne and laughs at the wicked! Hum! This ought not to be so! I thought to myself and I walked into my bathroom expressing my thoughts I said, "How is it that You tell us to love our enemies and yet You laugh at the wicked?"
No sooner I vent out my wicked thoughts my Father answer me so plainly and clear—almost physically audible He said, "I am laughing at you wicked being! For you do and say all sorts of lofty and lovely words and things to worship Me but you DO NOT OBEY Me!"
Duh! His answer hit the core of my wicked being and cut it asunder with 'truth'! Things begin to develop for me in the right direction from that moment on! And here I am not many years since that incident took place and the cal louses in my knees from my lifetime of prayer have practically disappeared and my knees like my being are now looking pretty good—pretty good in my Master's sight that is! For He no longer laughs at my wicked being but He roars in laughter at His little child—Thia/Basilia because of her child like behavior in spite of all the worldly grownups in her world!
Study to show yourself approve…
O how the Christian and religious world in general has exploited such written words! And we study, study, study and study some more on to get our Master Degree in the highest University in this world! And the more we study with our human understanding of words the dumber and far away from our Master and Father we become!
Am I being fictitious? Not at all! It's the truth!
The Bible for one volume of our Creator's written Word tells us that unless we become as a little child—a little unlearned and uncorrupted child—we cannot enter the Kingdom of Heaven! Many gifted teachers of the Word tell me, "O but there is many ways to become as little child! Each one of us is different!" What a fallacy!
But there is no need for me to argue their point! Why? Because Father tells me, "Leave them alone soon both teachers and students are going to realized that they have fallen into the ditch of human wisdom and they going to utter a shrilling cry to Me, 'Lift me up from this ditch I am suffocating!' Actually many are doing such and you know it!"
So here I am—His beloved child—Thia/Basilia on the first day of the year 2011 according to the world! How about that? That's a fact and though many wonder that many more are beginning to see that really I am just that—His child—His beloved Thia/Basilia and I delight His Being with my obedience as a little child obey his parents.
And many are beginning to see that I am living free from all the worries of this world! O yes as a human being I cry and weep and suffer many physical frustrations like everybody else but none of that worries me anymore! I can laugh at my own wickedness and be done with it for good because I do not live by my human thinking or feeling whatsoever no matter what those thoughts and feelings might be—good or bad!
How did it all happen to me? I have written quite extensively about it all but in a nut shell it all happen in due time by the design and purpose of my Master's plan for my life period! Such is also the fact for each and all of His children. So I don't get bent out of shape anymore with all the antics and doings of my children and all of my friends and even my enemies! I let them be just like my Master instructs me to do!
And as I am learning obedience by the things I suffer at the hands of humankind I am becoming more and more a delightful child in the sight of my Master and that's enough recompense to overcome all my woes and live compose awaiting for the blessed hope of His soon return!
In short this day culminates as my 'Graduation Day' and I am recording my 'Graduation Conclusion Speech!' And what is my graduation conclusion? "We human beings are STUPID at our best!" I'll start out with my short entry of yesterday.
Friday, December 31, 2010 (9:13 pm)
I'm going to bed hopefully I'll record before midnight! Okay! I did woke up before midnight but I couldn't even wake up enough to record anything! It was the end of the year 2010 and the end of my mental and emotional strength period!
Saturday, January 01, 2011 (6:21 am)
Amazing! Maybe not to anybody else but it is amazing to me all the things that develop on my daily humanly unstructured existence. I never know what I am going to do in the next few minutes but I can look at the past few moments or days or months or years and know and understand all that happens to me within my Master's plan for my existence on these earthly grounds.
And so the last few days of the year 2010 were rather brutal for me! I despaired and hit the bottom of the bottomless pit of disgust and frustration with everything so much so that once again I wanted my Maker to terminate that existence of these earthly grounds for me!
O yes! I send out a great message once again and had hoped for a good response from my children and friends but I did not get it! Only a hand full of emails from a few friends to let me know that I still exist in their hearts but nothing from my children at all! For it does not look like the message got to anyone's heart and that was enough to make me hit the bottomless pit of frustration and disappointment!
It got to be so bad that I even missed recording anything last Thursday the 27th because in my desperate time all I could do was to pray for sleep and I also immersed myself in somehow rearranging things in the SITE though that even that I could not get into it!
So I slept a LOT in the last few days!
And as I recorded above I slept and slept until 4 am this time! But when I woke up after such a long sound sleep all things were changed for me within my mind and heart! Ha! How good it is to wake up to a world of peace and well being at the certainty of the reality of my existence above these earthly grounds even when I am still walking among the inhabitants of such grounds! Ha! Father lift me up from them after all and none the wiser!
Furthermore as I woke up from my stupor of the last few days Father declared to me what this day was for me—my graduation day as a little child! Ha! Ha! Ha! What a laugh when Father gave me the title for my graduation speech!
Yes! We human beings are stupid! Stupid! Stupid! And stupid again and again!
And none of us is different than the other one!
No! I am not an angel neither are you! Yes! I am no good and the same is true for you! So it is written and none of us can change what it is written—not even the wisest on this earth can change one iota of what is written in stone tablets by the finger of the Almighty Creator of our beings even when we think we can do such and have come up with all kinds of versions of His written words in stone tablets!
From the beginning there was Abel and Cain! Yes many of us have been aware of our new birth from Abel but hardly anyone has enough gumption to realize that we are actually possessors of both natures—the natures of Abel and Cain! And in actuality we mostly live by our Cain nature as vagabonds looking for the crumbs that civilization has to offer to us on these grounds rather than pilgrims looking forward to our New Yerushalayim! But that all is changing now!
And just like for myself all things were changed for me within my mind and heart as I woke up earlier this morning so it will happen to all of us of my Master's children!
More so why am I instructed to declare us as STUPID or dull of mind? Because we are! And until we come to terms with such reality—until we quit our arrogant stand of being unique and different and just as good as they come because you abide by the rules of society, until then you shall remain 'stupid'!
Yes we are stupid! For one thing from the beginning when Cain was vanished from our Maker's sight and given the extent of his punishment Cain bickered about such punishment just like we do at the sight of any adversity. But in His wisdom and mercy our Maker told Cain that he was marked and no one would kill him.
Later on Cain's father in law I believe took those words to mean the same thing for himself only seven times seven or whatever!
We do the same—we pay no mind to do the commandments from our Maker like Cain pay no mind to do them but we sure appropriate all the words of blessing from our Maker as if our Maker approves our disobedience to such commandments.
Our Maker blessed and marked Cain to live and not be killed because our Maker knows what is best but we interpret all kinds of reasons for our Maker doings and we reason things out as Cain's father in law did even today.
Then there are the written words 'an eye for an eye…' about such I wrote the following in an email to Robin and Roxana as it came to me a couple of days ago,
"Friday, December 31, 2010 (2:49 am)
"I just woke up! I was snuggled up in my sleeping bag trying to go back to sleep after I read your email and I figured to answer you later but suddenly! a revelation came to me! We human beings are really stupid! Way from the beginning with Cain Father said one thing to Cain and Cain understood whatever he wanted to understand—him and his family and from there on we all do the same thing! We hear or read the Word and we take it to mean whatever! For example I never understood that part about an eye for an eye until this moment! An eye for an eye was an expression of our Maker's Law to give His life for ours! WOW! I never would have figured that out of my own! Maybe others have figure it but I'm a late comer! To me it's a WOW!
IT'S A FACT!
We are all born with the human nature we inherited from our ancestors. That human nature is dead to the Spirit of the Almighty Creators of our beings—YAHUWEH/ YAHUSHUA because by the decreed LAW our ancestors were to die if they broke the instituted and decreed LAWS and COMMANDMENTS and our ancestors broke those Laws! And so by LAW we are born dead and destined for eternal death! But we are given a second chance to be born again in accordance to the following three facts if we humble ourselves and accept such facts. For we MUST be BORN AGAIN of His Spirit in order to enter into His Kingdom otherwise we shall perish in the lake of fire because that is His decreed LAW period! That is a FACT and we just as well quit wrangling about the whole matter if we have an inkling of common sense for the lake of fire is nothing to laugh about!!!FACT
YAHUWEH—the Almighty Creator of our beings has instituted and decreed just and rightful LAWS and COMMANDMENTS way beyond our human comprehension.FACT
YAHUSHUA is YAHUWEH—the Almighty Creator of our beings Who became flesh and bones just like ours in order to die and resurrect to pay for our sinsas per His own Decree and Law!FACT
YAHUSHUA is the UNIQUE—or unlike a human HE is the ONLY BEGOTEN SON of YAHUWEH—the Almighty Creator of our beings.I recorded the words about being stupid and why when I was only half awake but it was how the writing of this speech came to me when I woke up around 4 am today. I needed to expand what my Master revealed to me in an instant of time this morning! My Master has indelible written His completed Word within my heart but there are so many strange words that have gone right over my head through the expanse of my years.
And so words like an 'eye for an eye a tooth for a tooth' and 'kill even the babies…' and 'unless you hate your mother and father you cannot enter in…" and so many other expressions have been way past my understanding! And through the years there have been many, many so called inspired explanations of those words but no power of really understanding them much less power to obey them. So my due and appointed time came and my Master is clearing all those obscure words for me and empowering me not only to understand them but most important to live by them. What a blessing!
For I like my Diana had never understood why there was such a thing as the impaling or commonly called crucifixion of Yahushua (Jesus)! It made no sense to me that someone would have to suffer for my sins! It seemed totally preposterous to me and an insult to my intelligence! Until…my Master stopped me dead on my tracks and cut asunder all my human reasoning when He brought life to His words in,
Isaiah 55:1-13
Oh everyone who thirsts, come to the waters. And you who have no silver, come, buy and eat. Come, buy wine and milk without silver and without price. Why do you weigh out silver for what is not bread, and your labour for what does not satisfy? Listen, listen to Me, and eat what is good, and let your being delight itself in fatness.
Incline your ear, and come to Me. Hear, so that your being lives. And let Me make an everlasting covenant with you, the trustworthy kindnesses of Dawid. See, I have given Him as a witness to the people, a Leader and a Commander for the people.
See, a nation you do not know you shall call, and a nation who does not know you run to you, because of Yahuweh your Elohim, and the Set-apart One of Yisrael, for He has adorned you. Seek Yahuweh while He is to be found, call on Him while He is near. Let the wrong forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts. Let him return to Yahuweh, who has compassion on him, and to our Elohim, for He pardons much.
For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, declares Yahuweh. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways, and My thoughts than your thoughts.
For as the rain comes down, and the snow from the heavens, and do not return there, but water the earth, and make it bring forth and bud, and give seed to the sower and bread to the eater, so is My Word that goes forth from My mouth – it does not return to Me empty, but shall do what I please, and shall certainly accomplish what I sent it for.
For with joy you go out, and with peace you are brought in – the mountains and the hills break forth into singing before you, and all the trees of the field clap the hands. Instead of the thorn the cypress comes up, and instead of the nettle the myrtle comes up. And it shall be to Yahuweh for a name, for an everlasting sign which is not cut off."
And I have answered that call in my due and predestined time! Therefore I no longer live in my stupid human condition but I have been risen about such stupidity by the mercy of my Master's hand! And so will you my dear friend and reader of these writings!
Therefore do not get insulted when you are told you are stupid because it is the truth about every human being! But when you are told that you are stupid just calmly answer, "And so are you!" and come to the fountain of wisdom to get away from the pit of stupidity!
And from now on when somebody claims "I am not stupid!" I am going to tell them, "Of course! According to your estimation of things you are the mother of wisdom itself but let me ask you, how many earths have you created? Or have you begun to turn this creation around with your high intelligence?"
Hm! I sure wish somebody would let me the luxury of expressing such a remark but most likely if I dare to call somebody 'stupid' they probably would flatten me out with their right fist! So I'll keep the secret of somebody's stupidity to myself until their appointed time! Smart? O yes I am now! But not with human wisdom! Nay! Human wisdom is STUPID!
And here are my credentials as it is written,
1 Corinthians 1:13-31
For the story and message of the stake is sheer absurdity and folly to those who are perishing and on their way to perdition, but to us who are being saved it is the manifestation of the power of our Maker.
For it is written, I will baffle and render useless and destroy the learning of the learned and the philosophy of the philosophers and the cleverness of the clever and the discernment of the discerning; I will frustrate and nullify them and bring them to nothing.
Where is the wise man—the philosopher? Where is the scribe—the scholar? Where is the investigator—the logician, the debater of this present time and age? Has not our Maker shown up the nonsense and the folly of this world's wisdom?
For when the world with all its earthly wisdom failed to perceive and recognize and know our Maker by means of its own philosophy, our Maker in His wisdom was pleased through the foolishness of preaching deliverance, procured by Yahushua Messiah and to be had through Him, to save those who believed—who clung to and trusted in and relied on Him. For while Yehudites demandingly ask for signs and miracles and Greeks pursue philosophy and wisdom, we preach Yahushua Messiah impaled, preaching which to the Yehudites is a scandal and an offensive stumbling block that springs a snare or trap, and to the Gentiles it is absurd and utterly unphilosophical nonsense.
But to those who are called, whether Yehudite or Greek—Gentile), Yahushua Messiah is the Power of our Maker and the Wisdom of our Maker.This is because the foolish thing that has its source in our Maker is wiser than men, and the weak thing that springs from our Maker is stronger than men. For simply consider your own call, brethren; not many of you were considered to be wise according to human estimates and standards, not many influential and powerful, not many of high and noble birth.No! For our Maker selected—deliberately chose what in the world is foolish to put the wise to shame, and what the world calls weak to put the strong to shame.
And our Maker also selected—deliberately chose what in the world is lowborn and insignificant and branded and treated with contempt, even the things that are nothing, that He might depose and bring to nothing the things that are, so that no mortal man should have pretense for glorying and boast in the presence of Master.
But it is from Him that you have your life in Yahushua Messiah, Whom our Maker made our Wisdom from our Maker, revealed to us a knowledge of the divine plan of deliverance previously hidden, manifesting itself as our Righteousness thus making us upright and putting us in right standing with our Master, and our Consecration making us pure and set apart, and our Redemption providing our ransom from eternal penalty for sin. So then, as it is written, Let him who boasts and proudly rejoices and glories, boast and proudly rejoice and glory in Yahushua Messiah.
Saturday, January 01, 2011 (10:57)
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua many are the tribulations of the righteous but You deliver us all from such! Right now I am thinking what is the sense of writing all these good words when no one bothers to read because they have no time to read! They only have time for their busy worldly life! Only You can open up ears for it is not Your will that any should perish! And for that reason alone I publish this writing anyhow! Let him who has ears hear and him who has no ears not hear! You alone know what is what and who is who!
Thursday, January 13, 2011 (3:47 am)
O my Master I’m awake but I’m cold and maybe go back to bed. I’ll drink me some coffee and see if I can stay up! (guess I didn’t stay up! ‘cause I recorded the next!)
Friday, January 14, 2011 (2:04 am)
I just woke up and I am restarting the computer to install updates to my new programs.
Friday, January 14, 2011 (7:42 am)
Here we are in another weekend towards the end of this month and still none the wiser—that is according to what I see! But accordingly to Your plan and purpose all things are working together for our good as I have record it before! For there is a method to my madness as You are demonstrating as I go along recording all that You give me to record!
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